Neewa the Wonder Dog and the Ghost Hunters
Adventure and mystery in the uncanny spirit world captivate the young lives of fourteen-year-old Christina and her sister Jackie, eleven. When the family moves 1500 miles from their home in New Jersey to the desert of the American Southwest, they encounter many spirits—some good, some evil.
Out West the family seeks out the paranormal, hunting ghosts with the latest most sophisticated devices. Their searches take them to several eerie places, including a remote forest, a ghost town, and a sacred burial ground. They also explore an isolated Native American stream and investigate an Indian Pow Wow.
Not long after settling into their new home, Christina adopts Neewa, a half coyote female puppy with a mysterious secret. But when the puppy becomes deathly ill, the girl is determined to find a doctor to save her pet. When a shaman vet miraculously turns up, he supplies a charm, a potion, and an incantation for Neewa to save her spirit.
Danger lurks around every corner but the sisters surprisingly find protection in most unusual ways through a medicine woman, mythological animals, herbs and other mystical means.
Throughout their extraordinary experiences the young sisters face various dimensions of fear and joy.
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Neewa the Wonder Dog and the
Volume One: The Mystery of the
Indian Medicine Woman!
By John Cerutti
Published by John Cerutti
Copyright 2010 John Cerutti
Dedicated to Christina, and Jacqueline
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Adventure and mystery in the uncanny spirit world captivate the young lives of fourteen-year-old Christina and her sister Jackie, eleven. When the family moves 1500 miles from their home in New Jersey to the desert of the American Southwest, they encounter many spirits—some good, some evil.
Out West the family seeks out the paranormal, hunting ghosts with the latest, most sophisticated devices. Their searches take them to several eerie places, including a remote forest, a ghost town and a sacred burial ground. They also explore an isolated Native American stream and investigate an Indian Pow Wow.
Not long after settling into their new home, Christina adopts Neewa, a half coyote female puppy with a mysterious secret. But when the puppy becomes deathly ill, the girl is determined to find a doctor to save her pet. When a shaman vet miraculously turns up, he supplies a charm, a potion and an incantation for Neewa to save her spirit.
Danger lurks around every corner but the sisters surprisingly find protection in most unusual ways through a medicine woman, mythological animals, herbs and other mystical means.
Throughout their extraordinary experiences the young sisters face various dimensions of fear and joy.
Still can’t believe I moved 1500 miles away from our home and all my friends, this is a big mistake. If it weren’t for Dad I would be home right now. I’d be hanging with my friends and living in my house instead of this old broken down place.
I can’t understand why Mom moved to Canada either. It’s not fair that we are all so far apart. I miss her so much. Grandma and Grandpa didn’t want us to leave New Jersey either. Everyone back home wanted us to stay.
Dad got this job with the government. That’s why we came out West. Monday through Friday he works calculating all kinds of stuff with very fancy instruments, electromagnetic field (EMF) meters, temperature sensors, static electricity & ionization detectors, motion detectors, listening devices, radio frequency detectors, and even radiation monitors.
But on the weekends we take, or rather we borrow, this same equipment and use it. It’s a good thing the government doesn’t know what we do with their stuff. We certainly can’t tell Dad’s boss that we hunt ghosts. That’s right! We hunt ghosts, not imaginary ones, but ghosts and spirits that give off real natural energy, paranormal phenomena.
Dad says, “As long as I’m testing the equipment, the boss says it’s okay to take the stuff home.”
When we go on a ghost hunt, we also bring night vision goggles, a special infrared camera and a digital camera with sound recording capability to capture everything that happens in an investigation. Dad says, “If it gives off energy, it can be hunted.”
The equipment is the same kind of high-tech gear used to hunt tornadoes, thunderstorms, and even criminals. I’m not exactly sure what Dad does during the day at work. He doesn’t talk about it much. It’s kind of funny cause when we have all of the equipment with us; Dad worries that someone might think we stole the stuff because of the labels that say, “Property of US Government.” He says we have to keep a low profile.
My goal is to be the world’s most famous ghost hunter that ever lived. I’m talking about having my own TV show and everything, that’s what I want.
My name is Christina, I’m fourteen years old and I hunt ghosts. Jacqueline, my sister, we call her Jackie, is eleven years old and she hunts ghosts too.
Jackie and I kind of look alike but we are so different. She has wavy auburn hair while mine is black and curly. Dad says I look really great with my hair up. That’s how I hide all the curls that annoy the heck out of me. I get so mad cause my hair frizzes out all over the place. I spend so much time straightening it, I could scream.
And just about everything Dad says to me makes me freak out. If he says something I don’t like, forget it. I fire right back at him. Then he says, “Stop it” or he’ll punish or ground me. When he says that, I blast him, call him a name or tell him to shut up. By the time I think about what I’ve said, it’s too late.
If he keeps his cool and says stuff like, “That’s no way to talk to your father,” he makes me feel guilty so I apologize.
But if he yells or says I’m mean, then I say more stuff and really get him mad. We won’t make up till the next day. Usually I feel bad all night and that sucks, but that’s what happens.
Jackie is more of a trickster type. Oh yeah, she’ll start trouble all right and mostly for me. If she doesn’t get her way, she goes into a major screaming tantrum until the roof is shaking and all Dad and I want to do is run away. But we can’t because she just keeps coming at us until she gets what she wants. Then she blames me, saying I did it! Or, “What did I do?” Claiming her innocence.
What I hate most is when she blames me for something, saying stuff like, “It’s your fault I’m late. I was supposed to be there a half hour ago! You’re making me late!”
I tell her, “Go jump in the lake,” or something.
Our fight goes back and forth and gets pretty ugly, if you know what I mean. It ruins the rest of the night unless someone apologizes, which only happens if the one who gets hurt stays calm and says things to make the other one feel guilty, but how often does that happen?
Jackie and I never dress alike although I borrow her stuff and she takes clothes from me when I’m not looking. It makes me so mad. I tell her not to take my clothes but she ignores me. Acts as if I’m imagining it. Then she returns them when I’m not around. She thinks I don’t know what she does.
Give me jeans and a hoodie with a tight top and I’m happy.
Jackie and her friend Amanda are into designer clothes, chic tops, and name brands. She’s wearing pink today with her favorite sandals. She even paints her fingernails different colors from one day to the next. My nails are always natural, never painted.
I’m taller than Jackie by about five inches, but she can put me in a headlock and make me say uncle, but I won’t. Dad is like a foot taller than me. I’m going to be as tall as him someday.
I’m going to be a writer. When I’m writing, I can make up stories and be sarcastic without anybody catching on.
Jackie wants to be an actor. She likes to take lots of dance and singing classes.
I tell her, “You already are an actress.” She gets really mad.
My green eyes and long lashes are gorgeous, that’s what everyone says.
Whenever someone hears my last name they say, “Is your Dad John?”
“Yes,” I always say smiling, then they say, “I know your Dad.” I just grin.
One thing though, I hate my nose. It has a bump on the bridge from a couple of falls I took when I was little. One time I was walking up the slide and my feet slipped right out from under me, and BAM! I landed face first right on it.
Jackie’s nose is perfect but she still has her braces. I had mine off last month, now I just wear a retainer every night.
I’m so excited I finally got my puppy, the one I’ve been waiting for forever. Dad has promised me I could adopt a puppy every year for as long as I can remember. Now I finally have one, but she has no name and I have to pick a really great name for her. I’ve been looking on the Internet, and everywhere for the perfect name, but I can’t decide. Jackie thinks she is going to name her but that is out of the question.
Everyone is sitting in the TV room as I go through a box of stuff not yet unpacked from our move. Boxes are still in closets, bedrooms, and everywhere. At the bottom of this one box is a book I’ve never seen before.
“Hey, look at this Native American Language Book.” I thumb through the pages to a section on names. They’re in columns with the English word next to the Indian word. I read through name after name.
“Wow! I had no idea there were so many Indian names, page after page of them,” I mumble spellbound reading one after another.
Suddenly one name jumps out at me. “Neewa is the word for snowberry, pronounced Knee-wa. Snowberry would be a great name for my new puppy. She’s all white like a snowberry. That’s it! I’m going to call her Neewa.”
There is silence in the room. I think everyone likes the name.
Grinning, I look around. “So that’s that, I’ve picked her name, it’ll be Neewa.”
“Wait a minute, wait a minute, I have some names for her,” Jackie complains. “How come you get to pick her name anyway? What about Snowball, Ghost, or Snowflake?”
She stares at me, then Dad.
“Jackie you can’t name my puppy. I’ve waited years to get her. You can walk her, feed her, pet her, and love her. But she is my puppy, and I’m going to name her.” I stomp out of the room determined.
“What are we having to eat? I’m hungry,” I yell to Dad shutting myself behind the door of my room.
Dad is now darting around the kitchen answers, “Grandma’s Florida chicken, mashed potatoes, and string beans. And Christina it’s your turn to set the table.”
I act like I didn’t hear him.
“Christina, NOW!” Dad adds.
“In a minute, stop bugging me, I will,” I shout knowing he’ll do it if I wait long enough.
Through the paper-thin walls, I listen to Jackie give a speech on why she should pick my puppy’s name. She makes me so mad as she continues her appeal to Dad.
“It’s Christina’s puppy so I should get to name her. This isn’t fair, she gets a puppy and I get nothing. I can’t even name it. I want my own puppy,” she complains.
After a good amount of silence, we all sit down to eat. The conversation continues about naming my puppy. Dad doesn’t really want to answer Jackie so he tells her the puppy is for all of us to enjoy. Christina has always wanted one and this is the way it turned out, blah, blah, blah, he goes on and on.
I’m really getting angry, “She’s my puppy Jackie! I’m naming her so get over it!”
Hum, let’s see, what can I say to send her over the edge, make her lose her temper and blow up? Hum, so many choices, let me pick one. “So Jackie, what song are you rehearsing for the talent show?”
Dad jumps in immediately, “Christina stop it right now! I know where you’re going with this. Jackie don’t listen to her, she is just trying to get you going.”
I glare at her from across the table. By this time my stomach is in knots, I can hear rumbling, gurgling, and I’m about ready to throw up.
“My mind is made up and that’s that. Why can’t you get it through your head?” I burst out.
Jackie continues to taunt me by suggesting silly names like Spot and White Fang. I ignore her. Those names don’t have anything to do with my puppy. Jackie always has to get her way, but not this time. She’s my puppy and I’m naming her. No one is going to change that.
Neewa is playing around the table trying to get my attention. Frolicking and jumping around, she spins and then leaps up. Quickly she circles me, bumping into my shin to make sure I reach down to pet her as she loses her balance and stumbles over her oversized paws.
Neewa’s nose starts sniffing the air. She smells dinner and sits perfectly straight at my side. Her tail is curled around her legs, occasionally thumping the floor. Her head is pointing at the food on my plate, eyes and nose focused, not even blinking.
“We can’t feed you at the table. You have your own bowls for food and water.” It’s Dad’s rule for now, we all agreed to it before picking her up at the pound. But I’ll have that rule changed in no time.
“You made me wait seven years to get my puppy,” I blurt out.
Dad answers in a serious tone, “Christina, you were not ready for a puppy seven years ago. I’m not sure you’re ready now.”
After dinner I fake a kitchen clean up so Dad will jump in and get it over with. I just want to slip into the living room and watch my TV shows. Never mind anyone else.
Jackie is looking for the book with the names but I hid it way in the back of the shelf where she will never find it. I’m not telling her where it is. I know what she’s up to. Oh crap, that’s it, she found it. She’s looking through the pages for another name for my Neewa. I pretend to pay no attention to her.
Turning to Dad she says, “Here’s the section on names.”
She pauses, studying and turning the pages. “What about the name White Cloud or White Star? They are perfect names.”
“Those are not Indian words you widget.” She makes me so mad.
Jackie ignores me. When I call her a name, she usually goes ballistic, kicking, and screaming at me.
She snickers, “Hey look at this, they have a word for ghost. It’s —ha, and more than one ghost is —nee.”
Jackie reads a passage from the book, “Indians believe the Spirit lives forever. When the body dies, the spirit is called a spirit being and may take the body of another living creature such as a butterfly, a wolf, or even a bear. Or a spirit being may live in the wind or earth not taking any form at all.”
Silence fills the room, even Neewa is motionless listening as Jackie continues reading. “The spirit being is seeking a resting place in the sacred burial ground, among all the others who have died. This sacred ground is the doorway to the spirit world, the final resting place where all the spirit beings gather and celebrate eternal peace and happiness.”
“That’s creepy!” Smiling, I look at Dad and Jackie.
“Yeah, that’s really creepy,” Jackie adds, “Gives me the chills.”
“Do you believe that, Dad?” I look at him.
walks back into the kitchen to finish putting stuff away, “I’m not sure I
believe it, I wish it were true though. Most of the guys at work believe it.”
Jackie is so spoiled. Before Mom moved she would ask her, “Can my friend sleep over, Mom?”
At first Mom would say, “No, no, and no.”
Guess what? Later she always got her way and had her friend sleeping over. Most of her friends are odd, they love to sit around singing Broadway tunes and choreograph dance routines to the music of online karaoke websites.
I hate it when she sings off key. “You’re off key,” I yell from my room.
She gets so mad, really crazy, and even throws stuff at me. Except for maybe Dad, she’s got the worst temper of all of us.
At night I shut my door to get away from everyone. I need time to myself to read books and do things. My favorite authors are Stephenie Meyer and Dan Brown. But most of the time I’m online talking or texting my friends back home. One of my friends, I met on line at FanFiction. It’s a web site where we write reviews of TV shows and movies. We all write stuff and then comment and critique each other’s stuff. I call my friend “Ohio,” because she lives in Ohio. She’s home schooled.
loves to read, mostly mysteries, and action-adventure like Harry Potter books
and lots of other ones too.
“Good night Dad, love you,” Jackie says as she glides into her room.
Sleep, I need sleep. “Good night Dad, love you.”
“Goodnight Christina, night Jackie, love you.”
stare at the ceiling in this ugly place. My new home is beat, it’s an old
one-story ranch in a neighborhood laid out in a perfect grid. Of all the houses
in this part of town, ours is the oldest and the smallest. It’s the worst
looking too, never been updated like the other ones around us. I’ll tell you
one thing, I’m not planning on staying here long. I’m getting out of here as
soon as I can.
inside is just three small bedrooms and a tiny kitchen and living room. The
front door and several old windows have plastic stapled over them to keep out
The outside is a mess. The driveway in front is full of potholes. So we have to use a bumpy dirt path around back in the alleyway to park in. The only good thing about it is the back pathway ends just a few feet from the side door, the only door we use to get in and out of the place. But watch out when you turn off the alley, there’s a big tree right there. Dad almost hit it a few times.
Beige stucco covers the cinder block structure we call home. And burgundy red paint outlines the windows, doors, and roof. The color of the house was white, but after years of harsh sun and wind, it’s got a layer of encrusted dirt over the top. It’s not white anymore.
An old wood fence around the front yard is falling apart. It has double rails made of 2 x 4’s that run along the border between the neighbor’s yard and ours. Oh my God, the railing colors alternate between burgundy and off-white, with dirt caked on to match the house, Yuck!
The painter must have run out of the burgundy and added white paint to make it go further to finish the job. You can see where the shade of burgundy gets lighter, turning into pink and fuchsia at the corner. His painting ladder, splattered with paint drips, still rests against the house where he stopped.
Flowerbeds on either side of the walkway haven’t been cared for in years. They still have beautiful flowers blooming, attracting a tiny green and yellow hummingbird at dusk. The Iridescent bird hovers, while using its long beak to slurp the nectar from the flowers. I’ve tried to take pictures of him but he gets scared off so easily and flies away in a flash.
The landlord said we could rent the house for a few hundred dollars a month. That’s if we take care of it until he gets out of the nursing home. Dad says he’ll never get out.
My house back home was twice the size of this one and brand new. Bedrooms, living room, every room was bigger. And it had lots more closets and big wide windows with windowsills to stack my stuff on. The kitchen had cherry wood cabinets, and bathrooms with satin nickel faucets and fake marble counter tops on matching vanities. The place was so cozy and the apartment downstairs was perfect for Grandma and Grandpa. The floor had gorgeous southwestern motifs in the ceramic tile. Everyone was so mad when Dad said we were selling the house and Grandma and Grandpa would have to move.
It was on a dead-end street too, the last house, and there were lots of kids. We played games, went fishing in the pond, and had lots of fun. Jackie’s friend, Debbie, who lived on our block had a swimming pool, and we had a trampoline for everyone to jump on.
Grandma and Grandpa were always there on holidays and weekends, giving us presents, even when it wasn’t our birthday. I miss my family and friends so much. Sometimes at night I look at their pictures and cry myself to sleep.
Here, our new neighbors won’t even talk to us. Worse than that one night when I was coming home, I saw one neighbor turn away from me as I went in my door.
One exception, the banker and his wife made an effort to be hospitable, welcoming even. Hank and Jane Burns are very nice. From time to time they come over to the house, talk to us, and even brought brownies. Meanwhile, they try to find out everything they can about us. Dad says Mr. Burns wants us to take out a loan or invest in cable TV or something.
started babysitting for their daughter, Brice. That gives Hank and Jane time to
go out for dinner and a movie without having to worry. They trust Jackie and she
pretty well for her time.
Brice, there are no other kids around here. It’s like they rounded them all up
and sent them away. Or maybe zombies came and took them. Whatever happened to
them? I don’t know. But the streets are deserted, no skateboards, scooters, or
jump rope. This place sucks.
It was early morning when Dad woke us up. Usually, when he tries to get me up on a weekend morning I tell him, “Leave me alone, go away, don’t bother me!”
Yesterday morning was different. Getting up and dressed and being ready was easy. Finally we were going to the animal shelter to get the puppy I’ve been waiting for my entire life.
Jackie on the other hand was moving as slow as a snail. I stood at the door, tapping my shoe on the floor. Annoyed, I waited while Jackie had to have her morning bowl of cereal.
“Jackie let’s go, we’re late,” I plead with her to hurry.
“Christina shut up! I can’t hear the TV,” she replied.
“Dad, Dad, Jackie is having cereal, tell her to leave it, I wanna go now,” I begged Dad.
Finally after a lot of yelling, we got in the van.
After we drove a while into the desert from town I saw the sign, “County Animal Shelter.” The arrow pointed up a long dirt road. At the end of the bumpy road was a dull gray building.
Around back was the kennel area. At this distance, the compound looked neat and tidy, with animal pens in rows. I could see where the dogs were kept. In the front of the compound were a few parked cars and a big front door with one small window.
Loud sounds of barking dogs came from behind the building. No wonder they put this place way out in the middle of nowhere. And as we got closer, the noise got so loud it sounded like a foxhunt was going on in the back. The building seemed to turn even grayer.
I was very nervous as I led everyone across the stone parking lot. Jackie and Dad followed close behind me.
After knocking on the steel door, a man in black coveralls, hair slicked back and parted down the middle, slowly opened the door. The barking got even louder and I was hit with a wave of the pungent smell of a dog pound. The old man with a kindhearted smile greeted us. My guess is he’s the dogcatcher. His appearance and pale face made him look like Dracula, lacking only the face makeup and cape.
“Looking for a pet?” He grinned.
“Yes,” I answer back.
“Right this way, you folks just look around,” Dracula said.
“Follow me,” I ordered.
I whispered to Jackie, “That guy looks like Dracula, look at his hair.”
We laughed as we walked through the hallway into the inner chamber.
Dad reminds me, “Christina remember we want a nice, friendly, housebroken, and fully grown dog.”
“Poppy, Poppy, (I call Dad Poppy sometimes) I heard what you said, now stop with the pressure okay?” Hoping he will back off and leave me alone.
I wandered from side to side on the walkway between the large and small cages with big and small cats and dogs of all colors inside. Creeping through the maze, I looked left then right, checking each animal, yet passing one after another. Occasionally I hesitated for a moment to take a closer look, but continued my journey down the endless corridor of forlorn and cast-off pets. I was heartbroken looking at all the cats and dogs with no homes. Surplus animals, once loyal and loving pets, now no longer needed, discarded members of society wanting to be taken care of.
Dad whispered in my ear as if the animals were listening to him, “After sixteen weeks in the pound they will be put to sleep.”
“Put to sleep? What does that mean?” I blurt out loud. Is he saying that they are to be killed, murdered?
“They have to be euthanized, destroyed,” he finished his thinking.
Instantly I became flushed, face red-hot. Each one of them needed a home, to be loved, before it’s too late. Gasping for air, I was horrified at the thought that any one of these animals would be destroyed.
Now my morning at the pound was no longer joyous and full of promise. It was more like a slow motion death walk in a horror movie. Frame after frame passing before me with animals being led to the gas chamber where they were to be “taken care of” all right.
The morning was slipping away, there seemed to be more and more animals, and choosing just one became increasingly complicated. I wanted to save them all. Maybe even lead a jailbreak and set them free.
Jackie followed me through the aisles of animals while Dad was left behind somewhere.
Nearing the end of death row, I became full of fear and anxiety. The animals jumped toward me as I passed their cages, wanting to be saved from their ultimate fate.
If I reached out to one, it lunged to the side of the cage, crashing into the wire wall, trying to kiss my fingers, as if I were the Pope. And had the power to save them. It was as if they knew their fate and that I was their savior. But nothing could save all of these animals.
Unexpectedly, I spied a little white puppy curled up in a ball with its littermates. It looked up at me with pointed ears too big for its head and a shining black nose. It was the cutest puppy I had ever seen. It jumped up on the side of the cage letting out a yelp, calling me.
This puppy was so pretty, a German shepherd looking girl. She had the deepest steel gray eyes and a long snout on its big head. Her tail curled up over her hind legs like a Husky as she stood on her back legs up against the cage, nibbling on my fingers with her pointed white teeth. She was so beautiful, and had such soft ivory fur. And those big floppy paws were too big for her body, just like her ears. I hope she doesn’t grow into those paws.
“Jackie,” I shrieked, “here’s the one, here’s the one!” Feeling joy that I have not felt for a long, long time.
Just then Dad caught up to us. I petted her through the cage as she ran around my hand like it was a toy to tease and chew on.
“Can we take her home Dad?” I looked at him.
“Hey,” Dad moaned, “I thought we agreed on a grown dog, one that’s already trained and house broken.”
Jackie stooped down next to me and the puppy licked both our faces through the metal mesh. It was love at first sight for her too.
“Jackie you want this one right? Say yes,” I pleaded with her.
“Dad let’s get this one,” she agreed.
“Dad, I want this puppy, she will be a good watch dog and protect Jackie and me. Grown up or not, please Dad,” sounding like a beggar but not caring.
Dad was reluctant to commit, something about it being too much work, or some other reason. I didn’t know and didn’t care what he was thinking. A long pause followed. He seemed to be weighing his options.
I didn’t see it as a difficult choice. On the one hand he could disappoint us and spend the rest of his days in hell, or take the puppy and win the Greatest Dad of The Day Award.
“Okay, Okay,” he says as he steps up to the podium for the Best Dad Prize.
Jackie and I disagreed on almost everything, but not this. The puppy was coming home with us. This was the first thing we had agreed on all week, maybe all month.
Dad was surprised there was so little paperwork to adopt our puppy. He only had to sign a release and the puppy was free to go.
Holding her in my arms, we headed for the exit when Dracula, the dog catcher, came from his coffin to wish us well.
I stopped and looked at him, “Where did she come from?”
He replied as if he knew the origin of every animal in the pound. “That one came from the desert. Someone found the three of them roaming around and brought them in.
“They had no mom or dad with them. Not much chance they would have made it to sunrise out there in the desert. Something would have had them for dinner. I think your shepherd pup is a coy dog.”
“A coy dog? What’s a coy dog?” I inquired.
He answered, “A coy dog is half coyote and half dog.”
Stunned by his answer, I feel my face flush and my eyes blink rapidly. Did he say coyote? Did Dad hear what he said?
“Thank you,” I hastily turned heading for the door.
Running, I cradled her in my arms and dropped my face into her soft fur hoping no one else heard what the dog catcher had said. They might want to take her away. I’ve never heard of a coy dog before, never knew such a thing existed. But the dog catcher said it, so it must be true.
After that, I don’t remember very much, just holding my puppy and running for the car.
“Hurry Dad, drive, drive,” I shouted, “I don’t ever want to lose her.”
He answered, “Don’t worry Christina, no one’s going to take her away from you.”
few minutes later we were driving home. I keep thinking about the news of my
puppy being only half dog. Even our drive though more desert wasteland doesn’t
distract me from worrying about her.
I’m so tired of this place, nothing but desert everywhere.
The desert is a dangerous place compared to the place we used to live. Back East there is little risk of being killed by a scorpion, rattlesnake, or a pack of coyotes. Nor is it likely you will die from starvation, thirst, or exposure if you get lost. But out here in the desert you can die from any of these.
I can imagine how Neewa got separated from her mother. She had to go hunting for something to eat. Probably, all the puppies were running, playing, and wandering around before they realized they were all alone.
Neewa isn’t a regular dog. She didn’t grow up in a house with a picket fence and kids running around. Neewa may have a mom, dad, brothers, and sisters, but she’s part wild animal.
Wild animals have to eat raw meat and whatever their mom brings them to survive. I’ve watched programs on National Geographic and the Nature channel about how animals survive in the wilderness.
“Yuck,” I say picturing Neewa eating raw meat, regurgitated from her mother’s stomach onto the ground.
“Gross,” comes out of my mouth as I try to shake off the disgusting thoughts I’m having, but they continue.
“She’s a wild animal,” I blurt out not thinking what I’m saying. Jackie and Dad look at me startled.
My mind continues to race. Maybe Neewa’s mom was the alpha female in the pack. The other female coyotes took care of the litter. Neewa’s mom did what alpha females do—whatever that is.
After a long silence, “Will a half coyote and half dog be a good pet? Content to live with us or will she run off into the desert to be with her own kind?”
Dad spoke to reassure me, “Yes that may be true but her natural instinct is to be loyal to man. I’ve read that coy dogs can be good pets. We’ll see how it goes. Everything should work out fine. But if she’s too wild, we’ll bring her back.”
Not another word was spoken the rest of the trip home. Everyone was in deep thought about my new puppy, our new family member.
That’s what happened yesterday. Today Neewa is running and playing all around the house. Already she is settling into her new home.
She must be very confused from all the changes, too many for her to understand. I can relate to that, all the changes I’ve been through lately with Mom and Dad separating and selling our house and then moving way out here.
It was only a few days ago she was in the wide-open desert, happy and playing with her brothers and sisters. Then, wham! In the blink of an eye, she’s in a cage, with no room to roll around and nowhere to explore.
“Dad look, here is the definition of a coy dog,” I stare at the screen of my phone.
Dad and Jackie stop what they are doing. Everyone is silent and all eyes are focused on me. It is so quiet; you can hear the birds chirping outside our windows.
read, “A coy dog is the hybrid offspring of a male coyote (Canis latrans) and
a female dog (Canis lupus familiaris).”
can we keep her? Coy dogs need to be adopted too,” I plead. “Dracula will
destroy her if we take her back.”
shrugs, “We’ll see how it goes.”
has checked out everything in the house, all the bedrooms, living room and the
barely functional toilet and tub in the one and only bathroom.
has bowls for food and water in our outdated kitchen. But her bed is in my room
along with her toy box full of the latest squeaking playthings for her favorite
games, fetch and tug of war. The squeaky toys that look like bones are her
favorites, but she will spend hours gnawing on the real soup bones that Dad
cooks for her.
she lies under the kitchen table, I daydream of her fitting into our family. Her
ears perk up, and she looks at me.
girl, Neewa,” I say to her.
blink away the tears in my eyes, praying she will never go back to that dog
my new school, I walk into classrooms full of kids I don’t know and who
don’t know me. Some of them look at me funny. One or two make comments, but I
ignore them. If one of them tries to bully me I curse at him and tell him where
to go. Honestly, I’m not going to be here long enough to become friends with
any of them anyway.
always online or on ooVoo with my best friends back East. Right now I’m
telling them about Neewa my new puppy. My friends back home and I are always
texting each other about everything in our lives. We talk about who’s dating,
who broke up, and who’s drinking and drugging.
and Jackie don’t know that I stay up so late. They have no idea. But it’s
three hours later back East, so my friends there are up way later than me.
It’s already twelve midnight there when it’s only nine at night here.
I’m on my laptop, don’t bother me. And if you do, I’ll drop F-bombs on you
till you have a stroke. When I was younger, I would have said I’ll maul you
like a lion if you bother me, ha-ha.
watch movies, YouTube videos, and TV shows on my laptop. But my favorite thing
to do is to stay up late watching horror movies.
I really want to do is hunt ghosts, spirits, angels, and demons. They do exist,
no doubt in my mind. They’re everywhere. In the wind, earth, fire, and even in
other living things. But they are not the only paranormal phenomena I hunt.
There are orbs, aberrations, and objects that move totally by themselves. While
I’m out West, I’m going to hunt them down in haunted houses, deserted towns,
moon is full tonight and the sky is clear as I gaze out my bedroom window. The
light reflects off everything in my yard, it’s so bright out it looks like
what’s that running across my front yard in the shadow of that tree? It looks
like a dog or maybe a coyote. Whatever it is, there it goes over the fence,
disappearing into the night.
it was a spirit? It was an Indian warrior wandering in the night. He was a brave
warrior who died in a raid, a revenge attack of another camp. His soul took
possession of that coyote. Now he returns to his camp. The coyote has chosen the
path across my yard.
Indians around here hide their sacred burial ground. I’ve heard some Indian
kids whisper about it.
would really be something to find one of those graveyards and capture one of
their ghosts on film. I’d be rich and famous, move to Hollywood and have my
own TV show.
is reading the newspaper at the kitchen table when he bursts out, “Hey a ghost
was seen at Donner Pass.”
ghost?” Confused I ask, “What and where is Donner Pass?”
looks over at me, “Donner Pass is in the mountains about three hours south of
here and the Donner Party disaster was a historic wagon train headed west that
got caught in a blizzard and most of the pioneers died.
reads me the article. “Mrs. Eleanor Waldo of Phantom Hill, Texas, told her
story. She said she and her husband were stopped at the overlook rest area,
sitting at a picnic table when she saw it.
was a ghost all right. It looked like a thick cloud of smoke with a head. But it
was a woman with a stone face and a broad smile. She hovered right in front of
me, staring at me.’
ghost asked me, ’Would you like to come to dinner?’
followed it up the mountain as it kept saying, ’Come with me, I would love to
have you for dinner.’
Mrs. Waldo I asked, ’Wait a minute, the ghost said I would love to have you
Waldo looked surprised at the way I phrased my question as she replied, ’Oh
you don’t think she meant I am the dinner do you? Oh my, maybe she did.’
Waldo squealed, and continued with her story, ’I followed it up the mountain
and when we started down the other side, I saw an old rusted-out car with a
skeleton sitting at the steering wheel, driving.’
I got closer and closer to the car, a great gust of wind blew right through me
and kicked up so much sand, I had to close my eyes. When I opened my eyes I
gasped, the skeleton was gone.’
said she heard her husband calling her to come back. When he caught up to her
she told him about the ghost.’
exclaimed with frustration in his voice, ’that’s nonsense Elle, it’s the
heat. It’s one hundred and nine
degrees. You didn’t see anything.’
told her husband to hush up, then sat in the old nineteen thirty-five Buick for
a while. ‘It’s a nineteen thirty-five Buick. My family had one of these when
I was a child.’
Waldo continued her story saying, ’I checked out every nook and cranny of that
car. My husband and I checked the car from its headlights to the taillights.
Under one of the seats we found an old empty bottle of whiskey.’
said that she was feeling around under the dashboard and found that hidden
compartment she and her sister had stored stuff in when they were kids. In the
compartment were chips, poker chips, lots of poker chips.
husband counted them up. There was twenty thousand dollars.
thousand dollars!’ he said again and again.
Waldo cried out, ’Can you believe it?’
newspaper reporter called the casino manager and asked how much the twenty
thousand dollars in poker chips are worth?
casino spokesperson said, ’The chips are worth twenty thousand dollars at our
puts down the paper saying, “Mrs. Waldo was lucky her husband followed her
over that mountain and caught up to her. I don’t think it was a “good”
ghost that appeared in front of her and wanted to take her to dinner. It was an
evil ghost from the Donner Party. I’m sure Mrs. Waldo saw something. She could
never have made that story up.”
people say spirits use ghosts to trick humans and take possession of their body
and soul. After the body dies the spirit lives in the wind or earth and seeks
the body of a human. That’s when it possesses the body, returning from that
supernatural world to the natural world.
have read about people who imagine seeing ghosts. But in fact they saw moonlight
reflecting off a rock or a broken piece of glass. What they saw might have
looked like a ghost to some people.
high on drugs or alcohol have vivid imaginations when it comes to seeing ghosts.
There are always stories in the newspapers about people seeing ghosts out in the
lonely desert or isolated mountains. They see a shadow and think it’s a ghost.
Their imagination causes them to see things that are not there. They make
mistakes, people always do.
I give Dad a hug, “Dad can we go to Donner Pass and find that ghost? We have
to go right away while the trail is still fresh.”
seems distracted as he replies, “Oh, yeah that sounds good. I’ve been
working with a brand new thermal scanner for the hurricane search planes. It’s
going to be installed in all of them, if we can only get it to work right.
It’ll read the temperature inside the storm within a hundredth of a degree.
I’ll bring it home on Friday, we can use it for the weekend, but I have to
return it by Monday morning.”
always tells the boss the truth, he tells him, “I’m bringing this equipment
home to run some tests.” But he doesn’t tell him what tests we are running
and he especially won’t tell him we use it to hunt ghosts.
at dinner we plan our upcoming trip for this weekend. I’m so excited, this is
going to be so cool.
no, I just realized we’re all gonna be in the van together for three hours.
tells Jackie and me, “Okay this is the plan. We’ll camp out Saturday night
at the Donner Memorial State Park. Before sunset we set up the equipment where
Mrs. Waldo saw the stone-faced lady. I think that is the most likely place to
catch that ghost. By the way it is also where the Donner Party was trapped in
the winter of eighteen forty-six.”
Dad, Jackie, and I will pack our stuff, you make a list of everything we need
and we can check it before we leave,” I add.
we go on a hunt we bring all kinds of equipment. Not all of it is ours. Some of
it comes from where Dad’s work.
absolute must is the electromagnetic field meter (EMF) and the infrared
thermometer, which detects infrared energy and converts it to a temperature
reading. Two more devices measure the electricity in the air, the electrostatic
field meter (ESF) and the air ion counter. We also have a radio frequency (RF)
field strength meter that detects electrical fields like FM radio and microwave
transmissions as low as .5 MHz, all the way up to 3 GHz, and expresses the
strength as power density (.001 to 2000 microwatts/cm2). It measures the
electricity given off by stuff like transformers, computer screens, telephones,
electric motors, and yeah, spirits too. For extra safety we bring a Geiger
counter or radiation monitor that detects deadly alpha, beta, and gamma rays.
ask Jackie, “Did you pack the motion detectors? We need them for the cameras
we will set up on the trail. If anything moves in front of one of them, the
camera will turn on and, Wham! We will catch that phantom.”
new digital video camera has audio capability, which records every sound. The
recordings are important because we can capture electronic voice phenomena (EVPs),
or footsteps, knocks and banging during the hunt.
changes like uncommon cold or hot spots can be detected with our infrared
thermal camera and the infrared thermometer. Both of them will detect variations
in temperature and signal the presence of a spirit.
to document events like telepathic communications, odors, and scents like
sulfur, ammonia, perfume, and flowers are written down in my notepad. I take a
writing pad with me on every investigation.
I’m checking out a house haunting and someone is still living there or a past
resident is nearby? I like to interview them to find out if they’re having
nightmares, apparitions, seeing moving objects, or even just having simple
electrical problems. All the notes from my interviews are written down for later
you packed the anemometer? That’s the weathervane looking thingy with the four
cups. It spins and records wind speed.”
get the spectrometer which analyzes light intensity and somehow figures out what
an object is.”
weekend we are bringing the cameras, motion detectors, EMF meters, digital
thermometer, night vision goggles, light meter, anemometer, radio frequency
field strength meter, and a spectrometer.
course we always have flashlights, cell phones, a laptop to view the video we
take, and our camping stuff. We try to bring all our equipment, but it doesn’t
all fit in our backpacks. It makes no sense taking more than we can carry.
the Donner Party ghost is going to be risky for two reasons. First, this ghost
is active. It’s trying to lure someone for some reason. Mrs. Waldo almost fell
into its spell. Who knows what would have happened to her if she had followed it
to “dinner?” Second, some of those people in the Donner Party died horrible,
agonizing deaths. I think this ghost is still in pain and therefore wicked and
learned about the Donner Party in school. They were settlers headed to
California in a wagon train in eighteen forty-six. There were about ninety
people of all ages. Winter came early and heavy snow trapped them in the
mountains. Not all of them lived through it.
wagon train didn’t have enough food and blankets, and many of the settlers
died of hunger, exposure, and frostbite. Those few settlers that did live, told
stories of terrible hardship and horrible acts. They did things that people are
not supposed to do.
pretty sure this ghost we are going to hunt is not resting in peace, if you know
what I mean.
it’s Saturday morning. We are packed and ready to go. A three-hour ride will
give me plenty of time to do my homework. I have to finish writing a book report
about ghost hunting. I’ll do my math and chemistry after that.
see, I have Neewa’s bowls and a chain to keep her tied up. I’m sure Neewa
will love hiking the trails, camping, and ghost hunting. She loves to run and
play with me—this trip will be fun for her too. I feel so much better, just
having her around.
I carry the last of our gear out to the van Dad announces, “Okay we’re ready
to go, all aboard. Jackie you sit in front, Neewa and Christina in the back.”
Dad, I’m sitting in the front, I called it. Jackie, you get the front seat on
the way home.”
scoffs, “You always say you called it, but I never hear you. That’s okay, I
get to sit next to Neewa, ha.”
all get in the van and drive off to Donner Pass on our ghost hunting adventure
out west. Driving on the interstate is fun because the speed limit is eighty
miles an hour. This is so cool. We will be driving over mountains, through
deserts, and valleys. Small towns about the size of a swimming pool dot the
highway as we speed by.
we get to the Sierra Mountains it’s going to be just like back East, all green
with lush meadows and streams. Not like this boring desert where everything is
flat and faded beige with nothing but empty wasteland full of sand and
we drive along the highway, I get to see a lot of places I want to visit. There
are huge cattle ranches and casinos near every gas station and rest stop.
Located about half way to Donnar Pass is a gold mine where you can take trips
into the mine and see just how it was a hundred years ago. And near that is a
secret military base where they supposedly keep the bodies of aliens that have
crash-landed on Earth.
driving for hours and sleeping most of the trip, I realized we had gone almost
two hundred miles through the desert. Ahead in the distance, I see the majestic
Sierra Nevada Mountains. Peaks the size of Mt. Everest jutting into the blue
sky. Donner Pass is right under one of those peaks.
we near our destination I see small meadows hidden here and there, fluorescing
green, blue, and yellow. Then we pass an amazing huge marsh that seems to go on
and on forever to a distant mountain. The whole swamp is blooming purple right
at this moment. Deep lavender flowers on pale green stems blanket the landscape.
Endless colors as far as the eye can see. Miles awash with heavenly violet
flowers so thick they look like a carpet extending into forever.
left the desert and start our way up the lush mountainside, entering a steep
gorge, the only route in. The two-lane road leading up to Donner Pass goes
through a gorge so narrow the road has no shoulders or anyplace to pull over and
rest. Just a tiny gap in the between mountains squeezing the roadway into a thin
passage the switches back and forth, meandering up, rising steadily,
disappearing before us into the forest.
us the desert colors are so dull and blurred, with beige sand and brown dirt all
muddled together with an occasional clump of pale olive sagebrush. Except for a
rare grove of green scrub pine, there isn’t any color to see back there.
I want to get away from that wretched house where we live now. I have to travel
twenty-five miles to a nearby canyon to find a lush mountain stream, with
quaking aspen, and green thick mosses that smell like morning dew.
after it rains on the dessert does it come alive with budding flowers, grass
shoots, and the wonderful desert smell of wet sage and sand. Only problem is it
only rains a few times a year.
points out the window, “That road is for runaway trucks. It’s an escape ramp
for heavy eighteen-wheelers if they lose their brakes and can’t stop.
Sometimes the trucks can’t stop when they are coming down the long steep
mountain roads. The escape ramp is there for them to exit onto the or they will
lose control on the turns and crash.”
enough I spot a road that goes to into the forest, basically nowhere. It shoots
off of this side road onto a path along the rocky ledge. It’s a mile-long ramp
carved into the mountain and its slope up. Slowly the grade of the road starts
rise, then the angle rapidly increases until it ends abruptly in a pile of sand
and a railroad tie barrier above the trees.
ramp saves a lot of lives,” Dad adds.
do they need that for?” Jackie asks.
I answer, “Jackie, if a truck is coming down the mountain and loses its
brakes, it can turn onto that ramp. The ramp is so steep it slows the truck
down, even if it has no brakes!”
so what does he do when he starts to roll backwards toward the road?” Jackie
that would be a big problem. Hopefully, he slows down enough that he is able to
stop his rig somewhere on that ramp,” Dad chimes in.
hopefully,” I comment.
cedar and white pine trees reach up into the blue sky. I can see the sap
leaching onto the bark, reflecting the sunlight. Little bubbles of the stuff
drip down the tree creating a stream of light reflecting juice that eventually
forms a droplet. The dribble grows until it is a blob, and the blob to a glop of
sap so oversized it drops to the ground. Plunk.
steamy air carries the fragrance of pine to my senses. Little evergreen needles
float down to the ground in the wind. Layer after layer fall, creating a soft
bed of yellow and rust covering the clay soil.
and higher we go. The forest begins to thin out. Only small clusters of trees
dot the rocky terrain. We are at the timberline, above which little grows. A
huge mountain peak with a waterfall pouring over its rock face is revealed as we
climb to still higher elevations.
the crest of the Sierra Nevada Mountains, we are about to enter Donner Memorial
State Park. At the entrance stands a statue in memory of the settlers who lost
their lives on that fateful wagon train trip west to the Promised Land.
pulls over near a sign on the side of the road that reads, “Elevation 10,000
Ft.” We get out to stretch and have a look around. Neewa runs into the woods
for a quick sniffing adventure.
ninety degrees, unusually hot for this late in the afternoon. There is little
breeze to cool us down and an unusual amount of humidity in the air.
face is flushed and red from the heat. I always turn red when I’m out in the
heat for a while. It would always happen when I played tennis back east and it
took forever for the redness in my face to go away.
gets all paranoid, “Tina your face is red, do you have a fever?” He touches
my cheek and forehead with his lips to take my temperature.
stop it,” I tell him, “I’m fine.”
look up at the fifteen feet of statue depicting three pioneers: a man, a woman,
and a child. The embossed bronze plaque on the monument reads, “The Donner
wonder if the ghost that Mrs. Waldo saw is the woman in the bronze sculpture?
Tonight we will be looking for her.
peaceful around the monument. Whispering breezes curve around the contours of
the statue as a trickling stream in the background is fed by the snowcaps still
remaining on the highest peaks. I hear a woodpecker tunneling in a hollow tree,
consuming its bugs.
exploring around the monument, we drive to the camping area. The Donner State
Park campground is about a half-mile in the opposite direction from Donner Pass,
where we are setting up our equipment to catch that rogue spirit. Entering the
park we pull up to the large wooden welcome sign for a paper copy of the layout
with all the rules, regulations, and warnings to campers on the back. The
picture of the campground depicts a circular dirt road with forty campsites. And
in the middle of all the numbered areas is a common bathhouse with showers.
a campsite is not easy. There is a lot to think about.
parking in one of the driveways, we walk around the circle assessing the pros
and cons of the available camping spots. About three or four of them are taken
and have tents already set up. There’s not that many people up here for some
site has a driveway that leads to a small flat picnic area with a table,
barbeque, tent platform, and a sunken campfire surrounded by rocks.
Neewa, and I pick out the site with a view of a small meadow and the most shade
trees. Dad begins unpacking and setting up the tents, while Jackie and I unload
the rest of the stuff.
to our picnic table is a sign with the word ”Warning” in big letters across
the top. Below that is a picture and description of the many possible visitors
that might be lurking around the park during the night. I’m least concerned
about bears because Neewa will bark at them and keep them away. Besides, we’ll
put our food in the metal bear-resistant food locker provided at the campsite.
But the scorpions—they give me the creeps. Good thing our tents zip up tight.
Funny thing though, the sign doesn’t say anything about ghosts.
still light out, time to go exploring for the best location to set our trap to
catch that phantom.
loves to play fetch and run like the wind to get whatever I throw.
It doesn’t matter if I toss rocks, small logs, old rag dolls, shoes, or
makes me laugh so hard when I play with her. She scampers about and circles me.
And if I’ve been away from her for a while she’s really glad to see me,
jumps up in the air and spins around too. Even after I take out the garbage and
gone for a few minutes, it’s as if I’ve been away forever. When she first
sees me or hears my voice she barks and growls playfully. It even seems like she
is commanding me, saying, “Play with me now,” or “I’m ready to play,
let’s go out and I’ll run around and you can watch me.”
throw a stick into the driveway of our campsite and she is quick to fetch it.
Then she frolics around me teasing me keeping it out of my reach. She crouches
down with her front paws stretched out in front of her and drops the stick
between them, watching my every move.
it here girl,” I request.
she won’t give it to me. It’s hers now. Instead she grabs it and shakes it
vigorously while staring at me, begging me to chase her.
about ten feet away, she drops it, “cluck,” and barks while looking at me as
if to say, “I dare you.”
game is on, if I make the slightest move or even just flinch, she will run.
my next move to distract or divert her attention, I dive at the stick trying to
steal it from her.
forward, she easily beats me to the stick and runs off holding her head up
proudly, snarling in an affectionate way.
usual Neewa has decided not to give the stick to me and runs around challenging
me to snatch the prize from her.
struts by me like a matador circling a bull. I reach out to grab it. But she
only lets me put a fingertip on her trophy and quickly pulls it away,
positioning herself just out of reach.
is so fast I can never catch her. If I’m lucky enough to get hold of her
toy—she pulls me down onto the ground, yanking it away and leaving me there
tied up in a knot. Playing fetch with Neewa is more like playing tug of war.
only chance to regain possession of her toy is to trick her. To do this I have
to convince her that the game is over. Make her believe I’m no longer
interested, so she doesn’t need to hold on to the prize.
do this I turn my back on her, walk away, and act as if I’m no longer
interested. She doesn’t want to miss going with me, so she drops the stick and
runs after me.
is the crucial moment. Not a muscle in my body can hesitate—I can’t change
the gaze of my eyes or alter my breathing for fear of alerting her to my
deception. I must be sure she has taken the bait and wait till the very last
second before I sprint back to regain possession of the trophy.
I pivot and sprint for it. Ah ha, now she is on to me. She sees through my guise
as we both dash toward it. My body tightens as I extend my arm, diving through
she gets there first, beating me again.
looks at me, with the stick clenched tightly in her mouth and barks as if to
say, “Hooray I won, throw it again.”
reply, “I’m tired girl, you win, I’m going to sit and rest.”
it over? Neewa watches me intently, on guard for another trick. Following me no
matter where I go, she makes sure I don’t double back and grab the stick.
doesn’t matter if I go for a hike or just lie down in the tent. She is there
by my side.
love you, Neewa,” I sigh.
is hanging out by the tent and throws a stick way out into the open desert.
Neewa scrambles toward it, running at full gallop down the hill, overshooting
her target, she sprints into the valley surrounded by rocky peaks on all sides.
look at her run,” Jackie says in awe.
gallops past large clusters of scrub brush and desert flora dotting the
landscape. While passing a tiny lush upland meadow, she sniffs the grasses and
and I watch her cross the valley at full gallop heading up the opposite ridge. I
gaze at the rocky crest above her as it disappears into the blue horizon. She
darts toward a summit covered in fractured rock and shale, peeled from the
heights above after frosts and blistering sunshine. Rising above the tree line,
she sprints through the barren moon-like landscape.
both call her at the same time, “Neewa, Neewa.”
continues, eyes straight ahead, following a scent, tracking her prey. Her white
silhouette moves over a background of dark shadows and gray.
grips me for a moment. Will Neewa run over that summit? My heart beats faster as
she approaches the apex. I can feel the blood pumping and the sweat on my brow.
Neewa!” I strain my voice calling before she disappears, “Come, Neewa!”
watch waiting for her to turn, make a move, and begin her retreat. Finally, she
relents her direct ascent upward and circles behind a gigantic boulder,
disappearing from sight for several moments. Then she appears from behind the
rock and races full speed down the hill straight for us.
I exhale, “Here she comes.”
down the ridge and back across the valley she arrives where we stand and drops
the stick on Jackie’s foot. I reach out to cuddle her.
Jackie screams jumping backwards, “That’s not the stick I threw… that’s
a leg bone.”
touch it,” I step back, then move forward and stoop to examine it.
at the bone on the ground, “If this is a human bone, it’s going to ruin our
are going to have to call the police. They will tell us we found a body—a
murder victim. Maybe it’s the bones of someone from the Donner Party who was
police will have to call the crime scene investigation (CSI) team. Who knows
they might have to take all our stuff, tents and all,” I mutter in a hopeless
looks at me horrified. “What about whoever it is? They deserve better than
having their bones scattered all over the mountain?”
Jackie, “You’re right, I’m just thinking of myself and my ghost hunting
trip. We’re finally here and I want to catch that ghost so bad, I don’t want
to go home now.”
comes flying down the trail, “What was that? Who screamed? Are you all
right?” He takes Jackie by the shoulders and looks her straight in the eye.
rambles, “I threw a stick for Neewa and she brought back this bone. Look!”
hugs her saying, “You alright, you're all right.”
hesitates, “It could be anything, where did she get it?”
the valley and up on that ridge,” I motion.
hesitation Dad walks out into the valley headed up the hill. On the steep
incline he takes shorter steps, working his way over the rocks.
calls me on his cell phone, “Where? Where?” He waves his arm looking at me.
him to the location where Neewa was sniffing around I bellow, “To the left,
left. No not that way, the other left.”
I getting closer?” He yells into the phone as he works his way, slowly moving
closer and closer. Inspecting the area, kicking rocks and dirt, he stoops down.
and I hold our breath anticipating identification of the victim.
shouts into the cell phone as if he is yelling across the valley. “Here it is,
I don’t see hooves or a skull.” Breathing heavily into the phone, “The
skull will tell me if it’s a human.”
pass like hours, Jackie and I stare, waiting for confirmation that our trip is
are the hooves!” Sounding relieved, “It’s a deer all right and the
skull’s over there, no antlers though—must be a doe.”
M I, Dad,” Jackie says after hearing every word.
shakes her head to get rid of the thought of a dead deer laying a few hundred
feet from our campsite.
hang up and turn away grimacing, wondering how it might have died. Maybe it was
thirst or starvation or maybe a coyote attack?
just glad it isn’t human bones. We probably would have had to go home. And
just when we’re about to have some fun.” I hint at my excitement.
real fun Christina, what are we going to discover next?” Jackie raises her
eyebrows, “Hope no more dead bodies, no matter if it’s a deer or not.”
has been following Jackie and I around since she dropped her new found bone,
“No more playing fetch, you are going on your chain. That deer could’ve been
poisoned. You could die from chewing on that bone.”
returns huffing and puffing.
question, “Did you set the ghost traps at the exact spot where the settler’s
wagon train was stranded, you know—where it happened?”
smiles, “Yup, right where Mrs. Waldo saw that spirit last week too. Everything
is on the trail ready to catch that ghost. I have all the equipment set up. One
of the motion detectors is connected to the digital camera and the other is
attached to the thermal infrared camera. The anemometer is right next to them
and the electromagnetic field meter is on the opposite side of the trail.”
you keep the light meter and the spectrometer (determines the composition of the
object) with you in case that ghoul visits us here at camp. Dad will be carrying
the radio frequency field strength meter (detects electrical fields) in his
backpack. I’m in charge of the night vision goggles, compliments of Dad’s
boss, ha ha.”
right, we’re ready,” I continue, “now all we have to do is wait for this
phantom to show up. These banshees will do anything to lure a human being into
their trap. They want to take over your body and soul and this fiend is no
we sit around the campfire, Dad begins to tell a scary legend. He always does
this especially when we’re in the middle of nowhere.
lies by my feet, her chain still clipped to her collar. Occasionally she looks
up at me with her steel gray eyes. She checks in on me, she always does.
speaks with an eerie shiver in his voice as he begins to tell a story. “People
and pets disappear in the desert all the time. Usually they are found dead, near
the place where they were last seen.”
lived deep in the forest in a tiny cottage and sold herbal remedies for her
livelihood. Folks living in the town nearby called her Bloody Mary, and say she
was a witch. None dared cross the old crone for fear that their cows would go
dry, their food-stores rot away before winter, their children take sick of
fever, or any number of terrible things that an angry witch could do to her
the children in the village began to disappear, one by one. No one could find
out where they had gone. Grief-stricken families searched the woods, the local
buildings, and all the houses and barns, but there was no sign of them.
few brave souls even went to Bloody Mary's home in the woods to see if the witch
had taken the children, but she denied any knowledge of the disappearances.
Still, it was noted that her haggard appearance had changed. She looked younger,
neighbors were suspicious, but they could find no proof that the witch had taken
their young ones.
came the night when the daughter of the miller rose from her bed and walked
outside, following an enchanted sound no one else could hear.
miller's wife had a toothache and was sitting up in the kitchen treating the
tooth with an herbal remedy when her daughter left the house. She screamed for
her husband and followed the girl out of the door. The miller came running in
his nightshirt. Together, they tried to restrain the girl, but she kept breaking
away from them and heading out of town.
desperate cries of the miller and his wife woke the neighbors. They came to
assist the frantic couple.
a sharp-eyed farmer gave a shout and pointed towards a strange light at the edge
of the woods. A few townsmen followed him out into the field and saw Bloody Mary
standing beside a large oak tree, holding a magic wand that was pointed towards
the miller's house. She was glowing with an unearthly light as she set her evil
spell upon the child.
townsmen grabbed their guns and their pitchforks and ran toward the witch. When
she heard the commotion, Bloody Mary broke off her spell and fled back into the
far-sighted farmer had loaded his gun with silver bullets in case the witch ever
came after his daughter. Now he took aim and shot at her. The bullet hit Bloody
Mary in the hip and she fell to the ground.
angry townsmen leapt upon her and carried her back into the field, where they
built a huge bonfire and burned her at the stake.
she burned, Bloody Mary screamed a curse at the villagers, ’If anyone mentions
my name aloud before a mirror, I will send my spirit to revenge myself upon them
for my death.’
she was dead, the villagers went to her house in the woods and found the missing
children the evil witch had kidnapped. She was draining their blood and using it
to make herself young again.
that day to this, anyone foolish enough to chant Bloody Mary's name three times
before a darkened mirror will summon the vengeful spirit of the witch. It is
said that she will tear their bodies to pieces and rip their souls from their
mutilated bodies. The souls of these unfortunate ones will burn in torment as
Bloody Mary once was burned, and they will be trapped forever in the mirror.”
Dad, I’m going to sleep in a tent in the middle of nowhere and you tell me
this chilling story. Now stop it, I’m not kidding. You’re going to give me
Neewa, you’re staying in the tent with Jackie and me.”
I lay down all kinds of thoughts run through my head. Thoughts about ghosts and
the Donner Party’s terrible tragedy flood my brain. I look through the nylon
tent at the glowing fire. Shadows of the campfire flames dance on the tent like
a movie screen displaying a slide show. The shapes dwindle and shrink smaller
and smaller, it’s the fire’s last dance.
to the quiet, there’s nothing out there. A few crickets, a frog or two but
mostly the crackling fire. Drifting into sleep,
know bodies are discovered in the desert all the time, I’ve heard stories. One
time a four-wheeler found a human skeleton near here in an old deserted mine.
Imagine that, going into a cave and seeing bones lying there. Now that’s
scary. I’d explore an old mine, but I’m not going first.
a newspaper reporter will get an anonymous letter telling where a dead body can
police receive tips too. People are afraid to come forward, so they call or
write anonymous letters, revealing where a corpse is. Usually all that’s left
of the carcass are bones. Most of the time no one can figure out who it was. Out
of respect, the police give the remains a name—John Doe if it’s a man and
Jane Doe if it’s a woman.
we are going to catch that ghost. Then I can tell all my friends back East. They
will think I’m so cool, the most famous ghost hunter ever. But right now I’d
better get some rest before we hike up the trail. I need sleep now. My eyes are
heavy and begin to close, then open and close again.
I have to go find Neewa’s mother and father.”
a good idea,” he moans still asleep. “Are they still living in the
dusk and I’m in the middle of the desert, walking along an endless wall of
call out to Dad, “Are they dead?” He doesn’t answer.
they are lost somewhere, or they were killed out here in the middle of nowhere.
Does Neewa look like her mom and dad?
hello,” my voice echoes through the vast wasteland. I pick up a newspaper
lying on the sand and begin to read aloud.
hiker discovered a skeleton in the desert last week. The police are
investigating the circumstances of the death. CSI has been called in to analyze
the evidence and the coroner performed an autopsy.
victim was last seen a month ago playing cards at a downtown casino,’
Detective Kelly said. ‘Apparently he was followed out of the casino and shot
three times in the chest. An ace of hearts was found in the dead man’s
hiker, who would not give his name, found the remains near the den of a family
dug the bones up,’ the hiker said. ‘Oddest thing though, several of the pack
looked like white German shepherds.’
Kelly said, ‘Our detectives also found a Native American Indian tomb near the
shallow grave of the gambler. The Native American appears to be over a hundred
added, ‘We have sent for a forensic anthropologist from the University to
document the tomb. We will know more when we have that report.’”
running into camp, Dad is out of breath and shakes me, “Wake up, the camera
started, wake up. Get your sister, let’s go.”
up who?” I ask sitting up, startled.
slides out of the tent opening following Dad as he gathers some stuff and starts
up the trail.
mouth starts to form words, who was the dead gambler? Then I realize it was just
Jackie’s shoulder and arm, “Jackie wake up, wake up, the motion detector
time is it?” Rubbing her eyes, she tries to sit up but falls over and back to
on my boots I reply, “Three AM, and it’s cold out. Get the flashlights.”
seconds Neewa and I are jogging up the trail with great expectation of what we
the time I get halfway there I’m out of breath, gasping for air. Neewa circles
me as I stop and stand on the side of the path to catch my breath. I wheeze for
more thin air. At this altitude my asthma could kick in at any moment. As I
catch my breath, Jackie the cross-country runner passes by.
you up there, Christina,” she huffs.
runs to her side as she passes, Jackie pats her head. They run together for a
few strides, before Neewa turns and comes back to my side.
no one else out on the trail, no barking dogs or roaring car engines speeding
by. Other than our flashlights streaking through the air, the stars and a half
moon illuminate our path and reveal the dark silhouettes of the mountains around
inhale the scents of the sage and lichen-covered rock moist from the morning
dew. Mist hangs over the trail and disappears in the darkness.
hope that she-devil doesn’t show up now.
breeze whistles through the dry grasses and rock crevasses nearby.
and I sprint up the hill and finally arrive at the stakeout. Breathing heavy, I
put on the night vision goggles and check for red or purple shapes moving in the
sea of darkness around me.
Poppy, no heat-emitting bodies giving off infrared thermal energy out here,” I
is fidgeting with the cameras. “The digital camera ran for one minute and ten
seconds,” he says. “But the infrared camera didn’t even turn on at all?”
didn’t the motion detector turn on the IR camera?” I ask.
shakes his head. “I don’t know, we have to check it out when we get back
suggest, “Jackie, check the radio frequency field strength meter.”
displeased replies, “Dad kept it in his backpack at the camp, it wasn’t even
bad,” he says. “Check the other meters.”
light meter and the spectrometer are still in the tent in Jackie’s
backpack,” I add with a bit of sarcasm.
have to put them out next time,” Dad says.
camera in hand, he rewinds the tape back to the beginning. As it plays we all
squeeze together to watch the screen. Our faces are motionless, like children
peering out of a window watching the first snowfall. Excited we watch, nothing,
Something flies across the screen at the speed of light. It looked like a giant
pair of wings. Losing my balance I fall backwards onto my butt.
is it?” Jackie exclaims.
don’t know. Neewa, stop licking my face, Yuck!” Her tongue swipes my cheek
ha,” Jackie and Dad stare at me as I scramble to my feet.
was that?” I ask laughing, getting between them in front of the screen.
Dad replies, “Looks like a big old owl to me.”
sighs, “That’s no ghost.”
rewinds the tape, playing it back in slow motion this time. We watch the screen
anticipating the flying object.
It passes from one side of the screen to the other in a second.
a Western Screech Owl,” he mumbles.
owl is not a ghost and an owl is not going to get me my own TV show.
meter is reading twenty-two milliguass (MG) of electromagnetic waves at the same
time the owl flew past the camera,” I say.
do you explain that?” Jackie asks.
is busy adding up all the EMF given off by our equipment.
see, if we add up all the EMF from our stuff? Three MHz for the one cell phone,
and about one and one half MHz for each camera and the other stuff added in we
have a total of about eight MHz for everything. That leaves fourteen MHz
unexplained, which is equal to the electromagnetic field given off by two
televisions and a microphone,” Dad concludes.
don’t see any TVs here, do you?” I add.
is curious. If there were electric lights, wires or some other source of this
energy, that would explain the fourteen MHz? But I don’t see anything that
would give off that much energy,” Dad questions.
to account for the discrepancy he explains, “I checked the electromagnetic
field on the trail before I set up our trap. It was less than one MHz, which is
the normal level anywhere on Earth. If it was the owl that caused it to jump to
twenty-four MHz, then maybe the owl was not an owl.”
the other meters. Did the aerometer register anything when the owl flew by?”
read the meter, “The wind thingy says seventy miles per hour. That’s pretty
fast for an owl. How fast do owls fly anyway?”
if that owl caused the increase in wind speed, then that would mean it was an
owl and not a ghost. Or the ghost could have taken the shape of the owl,” Dad
add, “I don’t know, it doesn’t make sense? We will have to double check
everything again when we get home.”
the dark sky is filled with the new light, giving way to pink and fuchsia rays
as the sun begins to rise. To the west is darkness, stars, planets, and the
Milky Way. Like jewels they are dazzling, glowing, as we stand between night and
light colors the mountains ruby red as it peeks above the ridge highlighting the
colors of orange and purple radiate onto the soft blue horizon. Light pushes
away the night, darkness fades into the light of day.
and Jackie begin to pack up our stuff for the trip home as Neewa and I play a
game. The game is I pet her with big strokes along her back, neck, and behind
the ears. When I stop, she jumps up on me, begging for more. It’s Neewa’s
the way home Neewa and Jackie are asleep, but I’m awake thinking about that
ghost. I was sure we were going to catch it. I wonder if we did?
don’t know, having a video of an owl traveling at seventy miles per hour and a
reading on one meter of twenty-four megahertz (MHz) of electromagnetic field
doesn’t prove we captured Mrs. Waldo’s ghost?
I know ghosts are real, they are. And I’m going to catch one.
have the latest ghost hunting stuff, better than all the other ghost hunters.
All paranormal investigators have equipment that detects different types of
energy including magnetic, microwave, and wind as well as electrical, sound, and
scientists say these types of energy are white energy. They say white energy can
be seen, touched, and measured. These same researchers say white energy makes up
ninety-eight percent of all the natural energy in the universe.
small group of scientists see galaxies moving in ways that can’t be explained
by normal laws of mechanics. They theorize it is dark energy that comprises
ninety-eight percent of the energy in the universe. Dark energy cannot be seen,
touched, or measured. Nobody seems to know very much about it.
in and out of sleep, I wake up and fall back again as we travel the long trip
home from Donner State Park.
didn’t get the proof I needed to prove that the ghost exists, but I’ll
capture one yet, you wait and see.
arrive home too tired to unpack everything, so we take in the cameras and the
most of the important meters inside. Then after walking and feeding Neewa I drop
into my bed.
night, Dad, love you.”
night, Christina, Jackie, love you.”
you, Dad,” Jackie says.
cuddles up near my feet. She looks up at me, content. Her gray eyes stare back
at me, looking for attention. She rolls to her side and takes a deep breath. Her
rib cage rises and falls as she lets out a slight snort and closes her eyes.
Neewa dreams she rolls over and lets out a yelp at the same time. Then she talks
in her sleep in doggy language. I wonder what she’s talking about? Do all dogs
dream? Do they all talk in their sleep?
evening and Neewa hasn’t eaten all day. She is exhausted, not herself at all,
and she is not drinking her water either.
black nose is dry and she is coughing. On top of that, she has brown stuff in
the corners of her eyes.
grips me as I look at her. “Dad, we have to take Neewa to the vet right
has noticed the change in her too. He looks at me, then her again. Moments later
we are carrying Neewa to the car. We jump in and drive to the veterinarian.
waiting an hour, we are shown into the examination room. The vet enters and
takes a quick look at Neewa’s eyes, ears, and nose.
looks at her concerned. “She is very sick with a disease called distemper, a
deadly canine disease.”
is nothing I can do for her, she will not make it. I’m sorry.” He shrugs his
shoulders and walks to the exit adding, “Please see my secretary on your way
head falls into my hands and I burst into tears, sobbing uncontrollably I’m
unable to stop trembling.
don’t let her die! Please!” I cry.
vet stops, turns, and walks back toward us, “There is a remote chance she will
recover but it is not likely. When dogs are born they must be immunized for
distemper. It’s serious and can spread rapidly through a kennel, especially if
unvaccinated individuals are present. Not all patients die, however a
significant number do. Dogs of every age are susceptible, however, the very
young and old have the highest death rate, as high as seventy-five percent.
Patients that recover from distemper may suffer permanent damage to vision as
well as the nervous system. Puppies can have severely mottled teeth, losing many
of them due to abnormalities in the developing enamel.”
leaves the room. Dad, Jackie and I carry Neewa to the van. Once inside the van,
I weep all the whole way home.
can’t just watch her die, we have to do something.”
look at her on my lap, motionless. “Neewa, don’t die.”
we arrive home, Dad goes to the phone and calls everyone we know, most of whom
are his Native American friends from work.
sit crying in the corner with Neewa next to me. She looks at me pathetically as
if she is about to die.
begins to sob and slams her door, locking herself in her room.
has more brown sand in the corners of her eyes and is coughing a high-pitched
cough. Dad says she sounds like me when I was a baby. I used to have asthma
exclaims, “Everyone I’ve spoken to is talking about a vet named Cuthberson.
He’s the best one around, they say if he can’t save her, no one can.”
finds his number in the old gray phone book in the kitchen drawer and calls. The
office answering machine picks up the call and a voice says, “You have reached
the office of Doctor Cuthberson. We have no appointments available. The doctor
is at the county fairgrounds all week. Please call back after Saturday. Thank
is the official county fair veterinarian. Tomorrow is the last day. The doctor
will be there all day,” Dad declares.
announce, “I’m going to find that doctor and he’s going to save Neewa.”
wake up early Saturday morning. Dad and I are on our way to the fair to find the
doctor. Jackie is staying behind with the Burns family for the day. She can take
care of Neewa, look in on her, and give her water while I’m away. Though she
hasn’t drunk any in a while.
and I arrive at the fairgrounds not knowing where Doctor Cuthberson is. The
circumstances look hopeless. I’m searching for a doctor I’ve never met, nor
do I have any idea what he looks like.
the razor wire topped fence that surrounds the fair’s compound, we try to
comprehend the impossible task ahead. The fair is huge. You can’t even see the
other end of it. It appears to be miles in every direction.
and I go straight for the First Aid tent, he must be there. Upon arriving, the
tent doesn’t appear to be busy at all, but with this heat wave we have been
having, it will be.
question the attendant, “Is Doctor Cuthberson here?”
he replies. “He spends most of his time by the stables. He works out of his
mobile hospital parked at building number two."
and I decide to split up, taking different paths to cover more ground. We look
into each other’s eyes. My eyes are watering up, but he looks determined and I
pull myself together as I hug him once.
me at the fair information booth,” he shouts, as we run off in different
going straight to the mobile hospital to check and see if he is there. Dad is
going to try the vendor area and talk to some of his friends who are
volunteering at some of the concessions.
hot breeze swirls through the grounds laden with the smell of farm animals.
There are barns full of cows; Guernsey, Friesian, and Jersey. Pigs too, of every
variety and more, so much more. I pass corrals of horses: Arabian, American
Quarter, Thoroughbreds and more. And
4-H club exhibits with sheep, rabbits, and chickens of every variety, size, and
walking aimlessly in ninety-degree dry heat and it’s only eleven o’clock. My
clothes are sticking to my body like plastic wrap.
I was little I loved to stop at the hatchery where you could watch the baby
chickens hatching from their eggs right in front of your eyes.
like steer wrestling and horse jumping are going on in the two side arenas.
Acres and acres of competitions, booths, games of chance, and even amusement
rides surround me as the sun beats down from above as it approaches midday.
stop to sit in the shade and sip my water bottle for a moment. In the background
the roller coaster screams, and the Himalaya circles one way, stops, and then
reverses, while the riders cry out for more. Those are my favorite rides. When I
was little, Dad took us on all of the best rides back home in our county fair.
We rode the highest and fastest roller coasters on the East Coast too.
pass and I still haven’t found him.
I ask a family sitting by their animals at a 4-H exhibit, “Have you seen
Doctor Cuthberson?” I sigh.
haven’t seen him,” someone in the circle responds.
down the dirt walkway at the end of the barn, I ask a group of trainers standing
at the horse stables, “Can you tell me where Doctor Cuthberson is?”
hasn’t been around yet today,” one of them replies.
would never ask strangers questions before this. I’m too shy to talk to people
I don’t know. I would rather die that walk up to someone. But this is
different. I have to save Neewa. And if it means asking people questions I’ve
never seen before? Then I’ll do it!
the loudspeaker blares, “Attention, attention, five minutes till the start of
the chuck wagon race.”
main arena for the race is just down this walkway, the sign says. Stopping near
the pig-racing track, I look around to get my bearings. I have no way of knowing
where he is in this gigantic carnival.
catch a glimpse of the information booth out of the corner of my eye.
man inside the booth begins another announcement, “Dr. Cuthberson, paging Dr.
Cuthberson, please report to the chuck wagon race starting line.”
sprint to the announcer at the booth.
is he? Where is Dr. Cuthberson?” I screech.
man points into the massive crowd of people walking in every direction. His
finger guides my eyes across the huge public walkway packed with people.
are speeding everywhere—doublewides, tandems, and triples. Grandmothers cuddle
crying babies. Vendors sell their wares up and down the pavement. Clowns with
huge red, green, and blue balloons amuse the children. People rush in every
he is, right there,” the announcer points.
Where?” I shout.
tall man with the black hat and red neckerchief.” The broadcaster holds his
raised arm steady pointing in his direction.
mesmerized, frozen as I stare at Doctor Cuthberson for the first time. The crowd
seems to part for the six-foot tall lanky figure, a head above the rest. He
strolls toward the arena dressed in blue jeans and a western shirt with the
collar open under his stubby, unshaven chin. Suddenly he disappears into the
crowd, swallowed up by the masses.
into the mob, I push through the heap of humanity struggling to get to the
opposite side of the pavement where he walked just a moment ago.
Lost him,” I moan finding myself standing where he stood.
run in the direction he took, jumping up to see above the crowd, straining to
locate him. But he’s nowhere to be seen.
decide to race him to the chuck wagon race starting line. Zigzagging and
crisscrossing through throngs of people, darting between bodies, I arrive at a
front of me is a stadium full of people dressed in cowboy hats and multi-hued
tops, waving colored bandanas, standing and cheering for their favorite teams.
The roar from within is deafening as the crowd pulsates, forward and back.
the starting line of the oval dirt track are chuck wagon teams lined up four
across. Each team has six horses decorated with the team’s colors, matching
blankets, and blinkers. Every horse is decked out with a classy harness, collar
and bridle, and tethered by leather straps to its wooden wagon.
are snorting and stomping their feet, anticipating the start of the race.
Arabians, Paints, and Appaloosas stand side by side. Their brushed coats glisten
in the sun, while rigging of polished golden wood, frames their grand physiques.
behind each harnessed team of horses are a driver and passenger—adorned with
color-coordinated bow ties and silks. They wear cowboy hats, vests, chaps that
cover their blue jeans, and custom leather boots. They wait on the edge of their
seats with reins in hand, listening for the starting gun to fire.
each double wide seat is a fifteen-foot high covered wagon painted with the logo
and the name of their ranch. The colors of the drivers’ shirts match the
canvas covering the wagons.
track reminds me of back home and the many trips to the horse races with my
Grandma on Thursday nights. I loved those nights with grandma, cheering for our
horse to win. Yelling for my team to come in first, just being with her. She
hugged me so good.
I exhale a deep
sigh and take a bench seat in the “no charge” viewing stands at the far end
of the arena. The paid seats in the center of the stadium are packed, not an
empty spot in sight.
your mark, get set…” The starter’s words ring out over the public address
system, “Bang!” He fires his pistol into the air.
snap their reins, sending a clear message to the teams. Shaking the ground, they
sprint away from the starting line, twenty feet of horses followed by twenty
more feet of iron, wood, and canvas.
into the first turn, wagons squeeze together as drivers lean to the inside to
keep their balance, each expert coachman controlling ten tons of flesh and
carriage, thundering down the track. Racing through the turn, the wagons reflect
the light of the setting sun behind them. They pass the shadows of shade trees
under Western blue skies. Into the straightaway they sprint, a continuous stream
of dust kicks up into the air behind them. Maneuvering for position, each team
tries to take the lead.
announcer calls out their order as they enter the last turn. “It’s the
Hawker Ranch in the lead, followed by the Bond Farm, La Rosa Ranch is third, and
bringing up the rear is the Quest Group!”
through the backstretch and heading for the finish, the teams gallop four
abreast. A mountain of wood and animals roar past the grandstands.
are jumping up and down, waving colored bandanas and hats. Everyone is standing,
electrified, as the teams stampede by.
seat vibrates as if a clap of thunder has just struck nearby.
of a sudden, Crash! Boom! Bang! Comes from the finish line in an explosion.
Clouds of dust the size of hot air balloons rise above, obscuring the finish,
silencing the arena. Air currents scoop up the dust and carry it away, revealing
a mound of wagons and horse teams in chaos.
are tangled, trapped, raising their heads, straining to be free. Two teams of
horses are knotted together, amid the pandemonium, and two lone horses are
ensnared by wagons, held captive by their harnesses in the mangled wreckage.
once were horse-drawn wagons are now twisted metal, torn canvas, and splintered
crowd, already silent, lets out a collective gasp, “Oh!”
man behind me sighs, “They are going to have to destroy that horse.” He
points at a trapped horse.
leap from my seat, cross the blacktop, and climb to the top of the arena fence.
grisly sight, horses are whinnying and snorting, struggling to be liberated,
gasping for freedom.
bad,” a man nearby whispers to his friend.
a miracle; all the drivers and passengers seem to have escaped injury. A few can
be seen, in shock, eyeing the devastation, not knowing what to do first.
bronco riders, and calf ropers are risking their lives running into the wreck to
rescue the teams of horses.
brandishing blades of steel cut agitated horses from their harnesses. Spooked,
shaking their heads, one Appaloosa and an Arabian dash in opposite directions.
They run erratically through the arena, each turning at different intervals,
only to dart back from where they came.
men rush to help, carefully crossing the track, glancing in every direction, not
wanting to be trampled by horses running wild in the arena.
team of six horses, wagon less, is careening around the track eerily holding
their heads high—manes blowing in the wind—bodies sweating—eyes bulging.
shouts in amazement, “There goes Doc Cuthberson! Look at him climb into the
man yells, “He’s fearless!”
anyone can blink an eye, he’s in the middle of the debris grasping the reins
of one ensnared horse, pulling it to its feet. Reaching to untangle another, he
coaxes it to his side. Everyone in the bleachers is in shock, motionless, eyeing
his every move.
are still running loose in the stadium. Cowboys, with lassoes in hand, are
chasing them down. Wagons from the massive wreck are being hoisted and towed
from the pileup by teams of men with trucks and chains.
the horses, he perilously stands his ground, ordering the cowboys, “Pull
there! Push that wagon! Now that one!” He yells, “Hurry boys, hurry.”
are yelling, shouting orders to untangle the wagons surrounding Doc and the two
remaining horses. Working feverishly side-by-side, they thrust and heave,
determined to free up the wagons. Finally, untangled, they are swiftly pulled
almost laughing, Doc emerges from the chaos jogging toward the main gate with
the two horses in his grasp.
owners and trainers run to him, eager to take their horses and calm them with
familiar words and comforting strokes. Cautiously they inspect them for injury,
and then whisk them away to their stalls for further care.
in the crowd sigh, one concedes, “I’m glad that’s over with.”
exhales, “That was a close call.”
any of the horses hurt bad?” I ask.
know till Doc checks them out,” someone responds in a hopeful tone, winking
and holding up two crossed fingers.
is my chance to see Doc Cuthberson—to save Neewa. I jump from the corral rails
and sprint to the stables to find him.
in moments at a gigantic wooden barn between the arena and stables, I hesitate
before entering. Slowly I peer around the corner and inside. Thick wooden
timbers climb from the floor to the crossbeams that traverse its length and
width above me. Dim sunlight shines through a few tattered boards protecting the
loft full of hay from rain and wind. Bowls of milk for the cats sit on the floor
near more hay and next to the green poison for the unwanted rats that will soon
prowl here in the night.
the hay-covered dirt floor, horses held by their trainers wait their turn for
the vet’s assessment of every bump and bruise. Everyone is talking about the
crash. Their voices are laden with concern. That’s when I see him, kneeling
alongside an Appaloosa gelding of at least fifteen hands, examining, and gently
patting his side.
stream down my cheeks as I stagger up to him and cry out, “Dr. Cuthberson, my
puppy has distemper—she is going to die—you’ve gotta save her!”
plead, “Can you help her? Please?”
he looks up at me as he gets to his feet. Stepping away from his patient, he
takes off his big hat and with one great swipe brushes off his jeans. Staring at
me, he circles around the far side of the horse and continues his evaluation,
checking head, front quarter, hindquarter, and legs.
last he looks at me and says, “Little girl, what the heck are you doing
away he spits a wad of chew onto the dirt floor and then observes the tears
streaming down my cheek.
leans over the horse between us and with a thick Western accent whispers,
“Bring ‘er to my office tomorrow morning, I’ll take a look at ‘er,
we’ll see what we can do.”
you, thank you,” I blubber wiping tears from under my eyes, standing, staring
at him, in shock.
concerned owner of this horse peers over Doc’s shoulder at me. Many others
owners stand there among many horses patting their steeds, waiting their turn.
turns to the man and says, “This one will be all right. Wrap up all four
ankles good and tight.” He nods to a man in a white coat to his right watching
horse’s owner exhales in relief.
on his heels Doc walks away, headed for the next one in line. A rancher walks up
to him. Doc recognizes the man and smiles.
I need you out at my ranch right away. I can fly you out in my plane,” the
rancher says sounding troubled.
hardly use a car anymore,” Doc says as he walks alongside the rancher. “I
have to check on the rest of these horses first. Then we’ll go.”
men have serious expressions on their faces as they go separate ways. Again Doc
Cuthberson disappears, this time swallowed up by a swarm of horses and their
am overjoyed. All I know is he’s gonna see Neewa tomorrow. He’s going to
save her. I know he is.
turn and run toward the main fairgrounds leaving the chaos at the stables behind
me. Sounds of whinnying horses being tended by worried trainers fade into the
distance. While the cheerful sounds of the fair, come back into focus. I’m
back in the hustle and bustle of the carnival and beside myself with happiness.
Trying to hold back my sobbing and regain my composure, I stop near a bench
along a walkway and sit.
the evening sky are the bright lights of the fairgrounds. The Ferris wheel turns
against the star-studded backdrop. Riders scream as they reach the top of its
great circle and then descend back to the ground. In the distance the Egyptian
Boat rocks one way and then the other, increasing its arc, higher and higher
with every to and fro.
up and jogging again, encircled by people strolling, laughing, eating, and
rushing to their next thrilling moment.
hawk their toys, beckoning would-be buyers to come forward.
fair will be closing down later tonight, it’s over until next year.
run to Dad who is sitting at the information booth where we agreed to meet.
I haven’t been able to find him,” he blurts out.
I have,” I shout. “I found him and we can bring Neewa to his office in the
going to see her on a Sunday morning?” His voice gets louder in disbelief.
I got it covered. I’ll tell you all about it, but right now all I want to do
is go home.”
for the exit, with everyone else going home too, I spot Doctor Cuthberson being
driven through the fairgrounds to the airport. He’ll soon be flying out to
is going to see a sick horse out in Winnemucca,” says one man to another
walking next to us. “The ranchers depend on him to care for the large animals
in this county.”
the only one in these parts,” a woman chimes in.
he travels miles to care for the horses, cattle, and sheep around here,”
my way through the crowd toward the van with Dad, my thoughts wander. No one
told me he doctors only large animals. He’s different from the other
veterinarian in town who cares for dogs, cats, and smaller pets. He stays in his
office and has the animals come to him. Dr. Cuthberson flies across the county
to take care of all the ranchers’ large animals.
in the car, I tell Dad the whole story. How I first laid eyes on him through the
crowd of people. Where I ran to find him at the chuck wagon race, and all the
riders and horses that barely escaped injury in the terrifying accident. And
about witnessing all the people running to the rescue, and the Doctor in the
middle of the wreck saving the trapped horses. Lastly, I tell Dad how I found
him at the stables caring for every one of those horses.
arrive at home and I run to check on Neewa. She is not well, about the same as
when I left her this morning, maybe worse. She tries to drink some water from
the bowl I raise to her mouth, but only takes a little. Her nose feels like
dried leather. Trying to greet me, she shakes as she stands, then collapses down
to the ground in a ball of white fur.
cry as I tell her, “You have to hold on, I’m going to take you to the doctor
tomorrow. He is going to save you!”
looks at me as if she understands. But her look tells me, this had better work,
because I’m not gonna be able to hold on much longer.
sob and tell her, “Tomorrow everything is going to be better. I know Dr.
Cuthberson will save you.” I hold her close to me. “You have to make it
through the night! You have to, you hear me!” I pull her face into mine. Her
dried nose against my cheek.
can’t keep you inside Neewa, you’re too sick. You have to stay outside again
tonight.” She looks at me with her sagging big gray eyes. I clean the crusty
discharge from the corners and hold her close to me as she closes her eyes and
falls asleep in my arms.
morning and we arrive at Dr. Cuthberson’s ranch. Dad and I carry Neewa into
assistant, the one in the white coat at the fair, comes to meet us. “I’m
Lyle, the doctor is helping one of his mares give birth. Do you want to come
your puppy, she can’t hurt any animals here,” Lyle says as we walk through
the empty waiting room.
as we walk, “I don’t want to see this, I really hate blood.”
follows the assistant saying, “I want to see.”
carries Neewa in his arms. She is limp, not at all the same frisky puppy we
adopted at the pound months ago.
my head down and hiding my eyes, I enter the barn. The faint scents of manure
and hay hang in the air. Every stall is clean, with a layer of fresh hay and a
bucket of oats hung on the side. Colorful blankets are draped over the sidewalls
of each stall, and a wooden name placard prominently hangs above each gate.
are all the other horses?” I ask Lyle the assistant.
answers, “They are out in the pastures for the day, we bring them in around
of myself, I lag behind everyone as we enter the fifth stall. The mare is lying
down, breathing heavily. Her foal is beginning to show. I can already see the
foal’s legs outside of the birth canal. Above the stall’s entrance is her
name, “Queen Ann.”
says, “It’s her time to give birth.”
eyes are wide as she and Dad watch.
decide to leave and maybe come back later, when it’s all over. Dad holds Neewa
as I duck into the next stall, hoping I don’t puke.
it a filly or a colt?” Lyle excitedly asks the Doctor.
I peak around the corner, the sounds of water gurgling and suction emanate from
drips from his forehead as he answers, “Don’t know yet.”
stare as he helps Queen Ann. He gently pulls the legs of the foal, who is born a
few seconds later.
a filly!” He exclaims.
back into the birthing stall, I watch the newborn lying on the hay next to her
stomach begins to settle. What a great movie this would make, someone should
videotape this. But it isn’t for the fainthearted.
Cuthberson says to his assistant, “Lyle, you watch the filly. I’ll be back
after I take a look at the puppy.”
follow him into the examination room near the front office. Dad places Neewa on
the stainless steel table in the middle of the room. She collapses into a white
strong enough to cause me to tear, permeates the air in the clean and organized
room. I gaze around the room at locked medicine cabinets. Under the large
windows is a row of glass cases. Inside are Native American artifacts and
artwork, with pottery, baskets and weapons labeled and dated just like in a
museum. Woven blankets and oil paintings of fierce-looking Indian chiefs cover
Cuthberson turns from the sink and begins the examination. Methodically he looks
at her eyes, nose and mouth, quickly completing the procedure.
voice is confident as he quickly speaks, “I wanta give her a shot of the live
distemper virus, maybe jump start her immune system. It’s not the usual
treatment, but it’s her best chance to live. It could kill her too. If I
don’t give her the shot she’ll die for sure.”
and just as convincingly I reply, “Give her the shot.” Dad nods his consent.
doesn’t say a word as he leaves the room, returning in seconds with the shot.
He grabs a hand full of her butt cheek fur and skin and sticks the needle in.
delay he says, “Leave her here overnight. Pick her up after school tomorrow.
We’ll keep an eye on her.”
politely says, “Good luck,” and hastily heads back to his new filly.
look at him, “Thank you for helping Neewa.”
looks at me with piercing blue eyes surrounded by dark skin and a furrowed brow.
The door slams closed, locking behind him.
is still on the table. “You have to stay here tonight,” I hold her. “The
doctor will take care of you.”
run down my face as I squeeze her close to me. I feel so helpless. There is
nothing I can do but pray.
after Doc leaves, Lyle the veterinary assistant enters the room.
looks at me saying, “The doctor gave her the live virus in hopes that her
immune system will strengthen and fight off the disease. Don’t worry, we will
keep an eye on her for ya.”
gently takes her from the table and my grasp. I lunge forward to give her one
last kiss and hug.
walks us to the exit. The door shuts with a bang. I walk away sniveling.
is upset and puts her arm around me as we walk to the van.
embraces us and says, “She’ll be fine, you’ll see.”
out of the Doc’s driveway, I look out the window. Somewhere on this ranch,
Neewa is lying helpless in a cage, alone in the desert again, just like when she
all excited says, “Christina! Look at the K-2 meter. It’s flashing like
look toward Jackie, tears still welling in my eyes. “I can’t think about
that right now.”
gushes with excitement, “Did you see those masks on the wall? One was labeled,
‘Sun Dance Headdress’ and another marked ‘Shaman Spirit Mask.’ And there
were ancient medicines and powders in that other glass cabinet in the corner.”
adds, “I saw a scepter that had some kind of hair on it. I hope its not human
turns toward me with a glaring stare, “Doc Cuthberson is either a collector,
or a shaman. I’ll bet they have secret ceremonies out here.”
shrieks, “I brought the pocket spectrometer and the radio frequency meter too.
The readings are off the charts!”
going on out here?” Jackie yells.
eagerly says, “Let’s do an investigation when we come back here tomorrow to
pick up Neewa. We’ll bring the cameras and take video of the ranch. I’ll bet
this place has all kinds of paranormal activity.”
what do you think?” Jackie asks, trying to distract me from Neewa’s critical
worried about Neewa. I pray she lives.”
waiting at the curb for Dad and Jackie to pick me up.
go, Dad,” I demand, jumping into the back seat. “I have to go get Neewa.”
ride out to the Doc’s ranch seems never-ending. I twitch and move around in my
seat but I can’t settle down. Finally we arrive.
points to some boxes in the back seat. “We have the cameras and some of the
other equipment for our investigation of the Doc’s ranch. I’ll set
everything up in the back of the van before I go in. Jackie, you stay in the van
and watch everything. Make sure the cameras are running.”
moans, “I don’t see why I have to wait out here and take the video while you
guys go inside.”
smirks, “Yeah, yeah, okay I‘ll stay here and sweat to death. No, I’m going
for a walk around the ranch till I find a nice cool shade tree to sit under.”
whispers, “Okay, but keep everything in sight. I don’t want to get caught
the waiting room, I clench my sweaty fists and pace from wall to wall. “Our
Father who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name…” I pray Neewa will be all
is walking around the room looking at all the artifacts. He’s taking notes as
he goes from one display to another.
she is,” Lyle boasts, walking her through the door into the waiting room.
walking,” I exclaim, jumping to my knees to embrace her.
is wagging her tail. That’s good, really good. Even her nose is a little wet.
I hold her close as I feel the thump, thump, thump, of her tail on my ankles.
gets his traditional sniff and lick on the hand. In return, Neewa expects and
gets a scratch on the head, just behind her ears.
she okay? Will she live?” I stutter, blinking my eyes, anxious to hear his
kneels next to me, stroking Neewa’s ivory white coat, scratching her behind
the ears. “Doc thinks she is going to make it, but she’s still in danger.”
us to the front of the building Lyle says, “The doctor said give Neewa plenty
of water, dry food only, and one of these pills every six hours. You have
already given her the best chance to live.”
stare at the sign on the wall, “All Doctor’s Fees are Payable on the Day of
sees me and says, “We will take no money from you and Neewa.” He hastens,
“Doc wants her back here in two weeks. Oh, and he had a question… where was
answer, “The dog catcher said she was born in the desert, just outside of
town. We adopted her at the pound.”
he nods closing the door behind us.
walks across the parking lot. Excited to be free, she tenderly frolics around us
on the way to the van. She runs to Jackie who hugs her, and in return gets a
lick on the face, from eye to forehead.
your breath stinks,” she says.
so thrilled to have her back. At last, I can laugh again.
hops gingerly into the van and stands on the back seat waiting for me. Watching
me, she tilts her head the way she does. She looks so much better.
the ghost-hunting crap is in my way as I squeeze into the seat next to her.
I shout, “Get this stuff out of here, it’s in Neewa’s way.”
hand Jackie a meter, camera, and begin to lift up piece after piece of
Jackie looks at the meter and shouts, “This one is stuck at forty-eight MHz.
That’s twelve higher than the reading we got the other day at Donner Pass, the
highest reading I’ve ever seen.”
asks, “Jackie did you look around for anything that might give off an
electromagnetic field? Like a transformer or an air conditioning unit?”
I was busy with all this stuff. Then you guys came back too fast. What am I, a
magician?” She blurts out sarcastically.
looks around and exclaims as we pull away, “This place is loaded with spirits.
I can feel it. As soon as we get home we’ll check all the cameras, meters,
drive out the rutted driveway leaving the Doc’s ranch. He has a huge place
full of all kinds of animals, the smell of them permeate the hot air. Several
barns, two houses, and fenced corrals dot the landscape. He has cattle, horses,
and sheep too. There are a couple of ponds. Some ducks and geese rest on the
shore while others are dipping and diving in the fresh water. They probably get
their water from those spinning windmills; it looks more like an oasis rather
than a ranch.
main house has many windows, two big chimneys at each end, and a long porch that
runs all the way along the front, side, and across the back. Clotheslines
traverse the yard running from the house to the back fence. There’s one set of
clothes already dry from the hot desert sun.
will live. I know she will, although I can still see the disease in her yellow-
tinted eyes. And her breath smells really bad. Sitting in the van, I daydream
about giving her food and water, lots of water.
getting home I give her one of the pills. The only way to be sure she swallows
it, is to push it down her throat and watch her neck bulge as it goes down. She
walks away and goes into my room where she curls up in a ball on her bed and
goes to sleep.
tell her, “Go to sleep, girl. It’s time for you to rest. You’re home
the living room, Dad and Jackie are looking at our cameras and meters. They are
in our paranormal lab, at least until we can figure something else out. I call
it ghost-hunting headquarters.
the camera get anything?” I ask Dad and Jackie.
replies, “We are looking at the digital file now.”
there,” Jackie exclaims, “That’s a floating orb! There’s another and
place is paranormal central!”
you see that?” So excited, Jackie sprays spit on me.
hair on the back of my neck stands up. “What are they? And what do they do?
Why would anyone call floating bubbles, orbs?” I sarcastically add.
cool it! Give me a second. I’m watching this,” Jackie says perturbed by my
at the screen, she finally answers me as if she is reading from a textbook.
“The orb is energy being transferred from a source such as power lines,
heat energy, batteries, or people—to a spirit… or orb, so it can manifest.
It may not even be a conscious act. The spirit is doing what it does. It’s the
way they get their energy.”
excited Dad jumps in, “Finally we got something on film.”
Six floating orbs! It’s an orb hotel out there!” Jackie shouts, “Dad, they
could be animal spirits. They don’t have to be peoples' spirits, especially
since he’s a vet. I’ll bet a lot of animals die out there. And the ones that
haven’t crossed over yet, well they are still there,” Jackie whispers.
behind her, I visualize cattle and horses floating through the air.
pulls herself closer to the laptop, focused on the screen. “I’m going to
import this video into my movie maker program. I’ll be able to look at the
video and audio tracks separately. Maybe we captured one of those orbs trying to
speak with us.”
warns, “Jackie, make a backup copy of that file right away, and put another on
a DVD to be safe. And by the way, we can’t tell anyone about this, at least
not until we get back East. First we have to get as far away from here as
possible. Then we can report our findings to the National Paranormal Society.
I’d probably lose my job if we made this discovery public now. Besides, there
is a lot more ghost hunting that still needs to be done before we disclose what
want to go back out to Doc’s ranch again. We have a good excuse, Neewa’s
follow up is in two weeks,” Jackie adds.
guesses, “I bet we find their secret Indian burial grounds out there.”
had enough for today,” I close my door.
finally away from all the ghost talk. Collapsing on my bed, I think about
Neewa’s pills. They look like horse pills, an ugly gray and brown color, and
they are so big.
they are horse pills? I just hope they work.
is lying down in her own bed now and will probably sleep through the night.
She’s stretched out her feet up in the air as usual, the way she always does.
When she dreams in that position her feet move back and forth as if she is
running, I laugh at her.
have to wake her and give her another pill in a few hours. I hate pushing it
down her throat, but I have to make sure she swallows it or she’ll never get
night Dad, love you.”
night Christina, Jackie, love you.”
you, Dad,” Jackie says.
“Good night, Neewa.”
then falling back to sleep and waking again. I look at Neewa lying, helpless.
There is nothing I can do for her but hope she recovers or dies without pain.
Cuthberson said he thinks Neewa is going to make it.
repeat his words softly, over and over again. “She’s going to make it.
She’s going to make it.”
I fall asleep at 5:00 AM, only to be awakened by my alarm a half hour later.
Dragging myself out of bed, I’m so tired, and so not into going to school.
her tail, Neewa gets to her feet and wobbles across the rug to her water. I
she’s drinking,” I holler into the kitchen. “She’s drinking.”
answers, “Great, Christina. Don’t forget to give her a pill.”
her today’s first pill I tell her, “Girl you have to eat and drink today.
I’m putting you outside with plenty of food and water.”
the chain to her collar I tell her, “I’ll be home early, only a half-day of
school today, Yea!” She pulls away and licks my chin.
Neewa, don’t lick me, yuck!” We look each other in the eyes as the bus pulls
up. I turn and run to catch it before it drives away. A cloud of dust billows
over her chain as she drags it across the yard till it snaps tight, stopping
her. Staring, Neewa watches me disappear down the street. Looking back at her
standing there, I sigh. Today she will lay in the shade, drink plenty of water
still the new kid at school. I don’t really know anyone. Most of the kids I
meet live on the reserve and go to high school far away in Arizona. The kids
here figure I’ll only be around a little while anyway, so why bother. I feel
the same way. No need to get too friendly, I’ll be leaving soon. It’ll be
good-bye to this place.
of the kids on my bus is a real troublemaker. He came up with this harebrained
scheme to steal his own girlfriend’s stereo. Then he tried to frame me. Said
his girlfriend saw me looking in her bedroom window. He was going to rob his own
girlfriend! She caught him handing her stereo out the window to one of his
denied it, told them I was at home all night. The cops didn’t believe him.
were already following him and his buddies for drinking and drugging. He was
arrested and I was cleared, but can you imagine the trouble I could have been
ring, ring,” that’s the final bell. Am I glad this day is over. I’ll jog
home instead of waiting around for the bus.
I run to within a few blocks of home I yell, “Neewa, Neewa!”
replies, “Woof, Woof,” in a deep-throated bark. As I enter the yard she is
waiting for me, staring with tilted head, listening to my footsteps approach,
and wagging her tail.
sprint to her and unclip the chain from her collar, telling her, “Good
so glad to see you.” I stroke her neck and shoulder as she leans into my hand,
circles me, jumping and barking for me to get a toy and play. Then she sprints
around the whole yard, as fast as ever.
down Neewa, take it easy, you have to get better first.”
look around for the water and food dishes that I put out this morning. All the
water is gone. She might have drunk it? Or maybe she knocked it over? One of the
bowls of food is empty. That means she ate her first meal in days, unless of
course the squirrels got to it first.
run inside and return with fresh water. She drinks, and looks up at me. Eagerly,
she slurps up more and dribbles it all over my shoes. Her black nose is shiny
and moist again, not the cracked, dried up, flaking tissue it was the other day.
I squeeze her and we both fall over onto the dry dirt that covers most of the
Neewa your breath stinks!” I cry out scrambling to my feet.
her snout and holding her head steady, I peel back her black lips and peek at
her teeth for the first time since her illness. Quickly she shakes loose from my
bumps explode on my arms and legs. Cringing I cry out, “Oh my God, Neewa, your
teeth are green, and some are missing.” I stagger away from her feeling like
I’m going to throw up.
then Dad and Jackie arrive home in a whirlwind of dust, as the van pulls up the
Neewa doing?” Dad asks with a genuine look of concern.
seems okay, I think she’s doing better,” I mumble.
get chills thinking about her awful teeth. The first veterinarian warned me
about this. He said she would lose some teeth. Thankfully, she hasn’t lost all
of them. All of the top and bottom premolars are gone, which are the ones
between her canines and molars.
is panting, gnawing on one of her soup bones while she lies on the only patch of
grass in the yard. No problem with her front teeth. She cleaned all the meat
off, not a speck is left on that bone.
She splits the bone wide open and feverishly slurps out all the tasty marrow. I
guess there’s nothing wrong with her back teeth either.
runs to Dad, prances around him, encouraging him to grab one of her toys and
smiles, “Hey what is that pink thing hanging out of Neewa’s mouth?”
for Neewa I defend her. “Dad, get over it. That’s her tongue. She lost some
teeth, okay, so her tongue hangs out a little.”
little,” Dad chuckles, “Her whole tongue is sticking out of her mouth.”
you’re making a big thing out of nothing. It’s just the tip that hangs out
the side cause her premolars fell out.”
those teeth, Neewa’s pink tongue slips out of the toothless gap. This small
swatch of pink against her black lips and white face
gives her a funny, almost hysterical look.
fact, Neewa’s tongue has become the family joke. I’m always saying, “Neewa
stop sticking your tongue out.” She looks at me and tilts her head to one
side. Then I burst out laughing.
we go people ask, “What is that in her mouth?” Or someone might inquire,
“Is that her tongue hanging out?” “Yes,” we say, and everyone wants to
time, a kid walked up to her and pulled on it. Surprised, the little girl
exclaimed, “Yuck! It’s her tongue?” We all laughed… and Neewa handles it
all with great dignity.
loves to run around the yard, but if I don’t watch her she disappears.
Sometimes she can be blocks away in just seconds. I don’t even know where she
goes. Dad says she visits other dogs, but I think people invite her into their
home. I bet they feed and play with her.
I realize she has vanished, I call her to come home. Sometimes she barks and
runs home like the wind. Other times, it takes hours of searching the
neighborhood, calling her name, again and again before I find her.
I find her, I ask, “Where have you been?” But she won’t tell me. Sometimes
when she runs away, I think she may never come home, but she always does.
was right around this time I started keeping her on the chain more, and that’s
when things got weird. Neewa began to dig holes in the yard. First, she dug a
hole over by the steps of the house near a cement wall. No one took much notice,
until she dug two more holes by our fence. It wasn’t long before the yard was
full of holes, a dozen or more. Soon the place looked like the desert in the
movie, Holes…. Everywhere you looked there was another and another.
favorite holes are the ones that are as big as a cave. She crawls down the
entrance on her belly and turns around inside. Then she pokes her head out to
watch, smell, and hear everything going on around her. The dirt she digs out of
each hole is left in a pile at the opening. She rests her head on this mound and
keeps her nose in the air, sniffing the wind, on guard for any intruders.
our neighbor Jane saw all the holes Neewa dug, she was totally shocked. She
thinks Neewa digs the holes to stay cool and away from the heat during the day
and at night when it is cold she can stay warm inside.
high mountain deserts, summer days and nights have a wide range of temperature.
The days are ninety to a hundred degrees, but the nights are cool, sometimes
Bristlecone Pine trees shade most of our yard and Neewa’s play area. The trees
keep us cool during the day, especially if there is a breeze.
don’t have to worry about cutting the lawn. Ha-ha, the grass just doesn’t
grow in a place that gets so little rain and sunshine. Dad likes that just fine.
One thing he hated back east was cutting the lawn, leaf clean up, and all that
in the front of the house attract lots of bees and birds. The bumblebees buzz
like little chain saws. And at dusk I’ve seen hummingbirds hovering around the
honeysuckle and lilac bushes that crowd the house and give off sweet fragrances.
walks in and trips over one of Neewa’s soup bones. “Whoa!” He shouts
sliding several feet across the room, barely regaining his balance. “What the
hell was that?”
laugh, “You have to watch where you’re going.”
kicks the bone out of the doorway and chuckles.
I got an idea, let’s all go to the rodeo. Can you believe it, a rodeo here in
town?” He exclaims.
ask myself, go to a rodeo? No, I don’t think so. They torture those animals,
not going,” I say.
answers from his room, “It’s the Women’s National Championships. The main
events are saddle bronco riding, barrel racing, bull riding, calf roping and
wanna go,” Jackie shouts from her room.
right I’ll go,” I say reluctantly, knowing Neewa can’t come with us.
“But we can still bring her and keep her outside, right Dad?”
puts on his best jeans and is stomping his feet into his boots, “Bang!
the hell are you doing?” I ask.
the ghost hunting equipment,” he reminds me. “We can test it out at the
rodeo. We’ll see what kind of readings we get from the riders and horses.”
have to remember to bring along Neewa’s corkscrew stake and chain to keep her
from running off. As long as we park in the shade, she will be nice and cool.
She can take a nap under the van. I’ll make sure she has plenty of water and
at the arena, I jump from the van and prepare a place for Neewa to stay in the
shade while we are in the arena. I secure her to the chain and fill her bowls.
waiting for Dad and Jackie to gather the stuff, I survey the surrounding area
with its rippling sand dunes and sagebrush scattered over the stark desert.
Tumbleweeds blow across the landscape driven by scorching hot winds. Each new
angle of the sun’s rays paints the serrated rock on the distant mountains
bright rust and amber. Towering peaks rise over shadowy crevasses under the
cloudless blue sky.
Neewa behind the ear, she leans into my rub for a deep massage. “You stay in
the shade Neewa. And don’t pull your stake out of the ground. Here is your
lunch and water. We’ll be back in an hour or so, I promise.”
rodeo has already started. I throw my backpack full of ghost hunting stuff over
my shoulder and run for the main gate.
parking lot is full of trucks with license plates from every state. I see Idaho,
Wyoming, California, Iowa and Arizona to name a few, even Canada is here.
we walk through the entrance into the arena, the sound of the crowd is
deafening. The fans are cheering and clapping for one of the competitors. Dad
and Jackie are talking to me as an announcement is broadcast over the public
can’t hear you!” I say.
woman on horseback, wearing chaps and a hat pulled down tight on her head,
disappears into a tunnel at the far end of the arena. The barrel racing
competition has just ended. A hush comes over the crowd as staff rush in and
roll the bright red barrels off the main floor, preparing for the next event.
are perched on railings and fill the bleachers. Families huddle together to
support their daughters, mothers, and sisters. Most are wearing blue jeans or
silk jackets with logos and of course cowboy hats and boots. The older folks
have on the traditional dungaree or corduroy jackets or vests.
we search for seats, I look at the spectators who fill the bleachers.
Native Americans bring their look. It’s more of a hybrid between a Western
cowboy and American Indian. The blue jeans and boots are about the same, but
above the waist are Indian blankets or deerskin jackets with fringe. Their beige
stoic faces are draped in characteristic jet-black shoulder length hair or
framed in marine style crew cuts. And topped with ten-gallon hats with colorful
Americans have come to compete too, with multi-colored ponchos, gaucho hats, and
short hair. In the crowd are a few sombreros with red and yellow trim, and gold
we find empty seats at the far end of the arena. Dad sets up the tripod in the
aisle with the infrared camera. Jackie is getting readings pointing the infrared
thermometer toward the nearby competitors who are warming up for the next event.
I raise the digital camera to my eye and zoom in and out on the spectators
across the way. The K-2 meter, Ghost Hunter’s favorite device lays quietly
next to me on the seat, no lights flashing detecting any EMF here.
one sitting around us will ever guess we’re paranormal investigators disguised
as rodeo fans. They have no idea what we are doing, nor do they care.
event Calf Roping,” the announcer’s voice blares ceremoniously. “The first
contestant is Josie Sullivan riding Sissy, representing the Sullivan Ranch,
cheers radiate from the stands, a horse and rider stampede into the rink,
galloping from the tunnel at a furious speed. I jump up in my seat at the sound
of a Bang. The metal gate flies open releasing a calf from the pen near the
tunnel. All three of them sprint straight at us at lightening speed, nostrils
flared, hooves kicking dirt up in every direction.
calf, fearing for its life, desperately tries to escape the horse and rider
thundering toward it, squeezing the terrified animal closer and closer to the
the cowgirl hurls her rope high into the air. It soars, as if in slow motion
hanging above the ground, circling toward its target. Whoosh! As if by magic it
falls around the neck of the calf’s head. Josie pulls the reins of her horse
and the team skids to a stop. As the rope slices the air, it snaps tight around
the calf’s neck. The calf spins a hundred eighty degrees, lands on all fours
in shock, and rolls its eyes back and moos.
from her horse to the ground, she swiftly follows the taut rope with gloved hand
to the calf’s neck. She then hoists her cowering prey off its feet and drops
it to the ground on its side with a thud. In seconds she ties three legs of the
bewildered beast together and steps back throwing her hands high into the air in
applauds and looks at the clock and standings to gauge her performance. All of
this takes place in about fifty seconds, the amount of time it takes to inhale
and exhale ten breaths.
the next hour, horses and riders sprint up and down the arena, pounding their
hoofs, flexing their muscles and snorting in the air. Again and again the
challenge plays out, woman vs. beast, beast vs. woman.
intermission everyone scatters to buy food, programs, and souvenirs as a big
tanker truck applies water to the arena floor to keep the dust down. The wet
dirt’s pungent fragrance filters through my nose to the back of my mouth. I
can taste the floor.
wanna use the thermal infrared camera. Dad, let me have a turn, you always get
it,” I demand.
my camera to Jackie I say, “Here you take the digital, I’ll use the
pictures are called thermo-grams. They display the heat given off by the horses,
riders, or cattle in colorful shades of red, purple, and blue on the screen. The
colors are representations of light outside of the visible spectrum called
those horses are so beautiful all dressed out with elegantly braided tails and
manes, and shiny coats sparkling from a recent brushing. Silver studs adorn the
embossed saddles with strands of rawhide hanging down and their bridles and
halters glisten from the lights above.
women riders are dressed in colorful tops, jeans with chaps, and boots with
imposing spurs. Adorned with just the right amount of makeup, bright red
lipstick, and rouge on their cheeks. They are objects of beauty as well as
whispers, “I’m taking a close-up picture of that horse over there with this
sixty X zoom lens. Wow, it feels like I’m riding on the horse myself, this is
was the last event; it’s the end of the rodeo.
the awards and prize money is being handed out. Cameras are flashing as the
press scrambles to interview the winners and console the others.
hang out and get some autographs on my program. One of the girls who signed my
program sat near us in the stands. I saw her chewing tobacco.
asked me, “Did you have fun at the rodeo?”
tell her, “It was really something to see you girls riding, roping, and
wrestling.” She laughed and said, “We are good, aren’t we?”
you are,” I said.
I walk to the exit I hear a woman’s voice, “Let’s go to that ghost town,
the one just west of here.”
was all I needed to hear. I turn to her smiling, “Excuse me Miss, where is the
all shuffle along together to the exit.
replies, “Ah, it’s only about five miles from here. You take the main
highway west to a sign that says ‘Automotive Shop’ and points to the left.
Turn right at the sign and take that dirt road to the end. It leads to a box
canyon where the town is. We’re going there now. Do you want to follow us?”
we Dad?” I say with a look in my eyes that fully explains the consequences for
a wrong answer.
Yes, definitely, we are going,” Dad says while trying to balance all our
stuff, some strapped around his neck and the rest under his arms.
I declare, “We’ll follow you.”
have a red pick-up truck with a horse trailer that says Rayburn Ranch on the
side,” she replies.
we’ll be right behind you,” I add.
run to the van, hurrying to walk Neewa and throw all her stuff into the back of
our van. Dad and Jackie pack the rest of our gear and get in, while I scan the
parking lot for the Rayburn’s red truck.
a glimpse of their trailer I yell out, “There, there they are!”
nervous as we turn onto a dirt road at the sign that says “Automotive Shop.”
The lonely trail has desert on both sides, and those amber and rust mountain
peaks I saw from the arena glimmering in the background are right in front of
whines as our van slows down. Dad cracks open the door just enough for Neewa to
push it open with her head and jump out the door. Leaping onto the ground, she
runs alongside of our van and then into the desert kicking up sand, her nose
just a hair off the ground. She stops short, checks out a prairie dog hole and
continues searching for any other scents.
Neewa, run!” I cry, inspired by her energy and ability.
attention quickly shifts to a faint image of the discarded settlement coming
into view. I silently stare at the eerie-looking scene. It looks staged, like a
miniature playhouse dropped from above. Surrounding the forgotten colony are
steep canyon walls on every side, and ten-foot high sand dunes block the only
road leading in and out.
Street, if you want to call it that, is the one and only street with a small row
of buildings on either side. The dwellings once bustling with people are now
a forsaken town, a ghost town. Nothing else is visible anywhere around it. No
electric wires, streetlights, or government building proclaiming ownership. No
abandoned wagons or cars lie about, nothing. Nor is there anyone to be seen,
except the Rayburns and us.
our van alongside the Rayburn truck, we all get out as Neewa catches up. She
prances around, circling us wildly, jumping, excited that we are going on a
hike. Jackie, Dad and I gather up our backpacks and begin the hike into town.
aback, I see a cemetery in the foreground, just about five hundred feet from
where we stand. It is small, filled with knee high weeds and surrounded by a
faded, mostly broken picket fence.
Rayburn points at the cemetery. “Places like this were called boom and bust
towns, and they all had their own cemeteries. When someone died, they were
buried with everything they owned. Most people had very few belongings, so the
undertakers left their boots on. That’s why all the towns out West named their
cemeteries Boot Hill. That accounts for the “Boot” part of the cemetery
name. The “Hill” piece of the name can be explained by the fact that the
location picked for the burials was the highest ground near the town. That was
in case of a flash flood. The town folks didn’t want bodies floating all over
the place after a storm.”
Rayburn adds as they walk off together, “Many of these boom towns lasted only
a few years or until the gold or silver ran out. After that everyone left town,
well almost everyone. None of the inhabitants of Boot Hill ever did, I hope, ha
look at Dad and Jackie, neither of them is laughing.
the cemetery I find grave markers so battered by the wind and weather they are
blank. The names and dates have worn off. Others have only faint impressions of
the letters and numbers that once spelled out the name, date of birth, and when
the occupant died. If we’re lucky we might find an epitaph saying something
about the deceased or maybe how they died.
exclaim, “Wow check this out, Tabor, Agnes P., Pioneer, Wife, Mother.”
to the next grave, I can hardly believe my eyes. “Dad, Jackie, look. Seaborn
Barnes, Sam Bass Gang, Texas Train Robber, shot in the legs during the Mesquite
walks from the middle of the cemetery and whispers, “Getting any readings on
nothing yet.” I kneel down and touch the brittle grave marker, wood flakes
away from under my fingers.
this is so cool. Get a picture of that one with the infrared camera—I mean the
camera.” Jackie looks around as if she let our secret out.
says excitedly, “There has to be something here. We will know if one of these
graves gives off infrared or electromagnetic energy.”
worry about the Rayburns. They’ll never figure out we’re hunting ghosts,”
and I are first to turn and walk toward the gate to exit the cemetery.
wait up, I’m not staying here alone. I’m finished with this place. Let’s
get out here,” Jackie calls out running to catch up to us.
only have a few hours before dark, so I’m taking thermo images as we walk into
Rayburns are already leaving, heading back to their truck. We meet halfway
between the cemetery and town.
Rayburn says, “We’re headed back home to California.”
many years ago, there were gold and silver mines all around this town,” Mr.
for the tip on the ghost town. It’s really awesome,” I reply.
agrees, “Yeah, this is so cool.”
out for Sally Ann,” Mrs. Rayburn says laughing.
look at her— “Sally Ann?”
Rayburn replies, “She’s the ghost that lives in town. There is a legend
about her and her brother. He was very ill and she, although dead for years,
came back from the other side to encourage the doctor to help him.”
Rayburn looks us in the eye and begins to tell the story. “About one hundred
years ago the circuit doctor was in town and was awakened from a deep sleep by a
bright light shining right in front of him. He sat up quickly, shading his eyes.
first he thought that he had overslept. But the glow was not coming from the
window. As his eyes adjusted to the brilliance, he saw a woman dressed in white,
standing at the foot of his bed. A heavenly light surrounded her, and she glowed
from within as well. The doctor gasped in fear and huddled underneath his
not be afraid,’ the spirit said in a kind gentle voice.
doctor took heart in her words. He withdrew his head from the covers and looked
right at the glowing woman.
come to you from another world,’ the woman said.
are you?’ the doctor asked.
life, my name was Sally Ann. I was sister to Simeon Carter.’
have you been sent here?’ asked the doctor.
here to tell you that my brother Simeon will die of strychnine poisoning if you
are not more persistent.’
doctor swallowed his guilt, remembering his pride in having thought he cured
of the earliest lessons he had learned in medical school was how such pride
could cause him to be too confident with his treatments. A patient could die if
the doctor was not thorough. The doctor was falling into this trap with her
thanked the ghost for her warning and promised to go to her brother at daybreak.
Satisfied, the ghost vanished and the room was in darkness once more.”
those words, the Rayburns walk toward their truck. Mr. Rayburn turns and says,
“I ought to know, Sally Ann was my Grandmother.”
later they drive off, leaving Neewa and the three of us in the ghost town, alone
with Sally Ann.
seconds of their departure, out of our knapsacks comes the paranormal stuff we
have been concealing from them.
let’s go to town,” I say.
warns, “We have a lot of ground to cover and not much time till sunset. Better
get a move on it— our best chance to catch Sally Ann is at that hotel.”
around eighty degrees, warm for this time of day. I can feel the nearby canyon
walls radiating the day’s heat absorbed after many hours in the sun. There is
little time before it drops from the sky and disappears. Then it will get cold
and dark, fast.
runs off into the canyon, as if destiny was calling her.
can’t disappear in that box canyon, unless of course she can fly over those
cliffs, ha ha ha.” We all laugh, although I am a bit nervous at the thought of
we enter town, I stare at the faded gray structures that line each side of the
street. The wobbly buildings, one and two stories high, have shadowy alleyways
entire town looks like it’s ready to collapse, complete sections of several
roofs are torn away. Railings and steps on the front porches are crumbling and
decaying. In the same condition are the wooden walkways connecting them.
Splintered planks lie in the once muddy paths, left to rot. Long ago these paths
connected the town’s bustling traffic of ladies in puffed-out dresses and
feathered bonnets and men wearing vests, suites, and wide-brimmed hats to shade
them from the hot sun.
openings are all that’s left of the windows and doors, blown out by the harsh
windstorms that frequent the canyon. Several doors dangle by a nail or a hinge,
still in place from the past. About the only things moving in town are a couple
of shredded raggedy curtains fluttering about, still attached by a thread to the
once modestly decorated second floor boarding rooms of the day.
Bang! Echoes down Main Street. The sound comes from somewhere and ricochets off
the back of the canyon. I snap my head up to look for its origin, but I can’t
tell which direction it came from.
make sure you don’t put your finger over the microphone. I want the audio
recording of this ghost town to be perfect. It may be the only one ever made
whispers, “Be quiet, we might capture an EVP.”
ask softly, “Jackie, what’s an EVP again?”
Voice Phenomenon? It’s a captured recording of one or several disembodied
voices. Most times the voices are not heard as they’re being recorded. Only
when you play back the digital file can you hear them,” she smiles.
go inside any buildings, they might fall apart at any minute.” Dad is
repeating himself again because he’s stressed out about it.
Dad, I heard ya! Stop with the crumbling buildings already, we’re not going
in. You are so annoying.”
points, “Hey look! That was a dry goods store and over there the saloon, and
there’s the hotel. What’s that other one?”
and I walk side-by-side, photographing the few signs still legible on the front
of the buildings. One says “Sheriff’s Office,” another “Blacksmith.”
We work our way around the back of town with my thermal imaging recorder in
hand. I begin to tape the details of the back of every building. Jackie raises
the digital camera with its sixty X zoom lens to her eye and scans through a
door and down the hallway of a building. With that camera lens, it feels as if
you are walking down the hall yourself. Next she zooms into each room through
the outside windows.
look! That door, it’s got a bright light around it,” she turns her head
toward me with a chilling look on her face.
walk to her and stare at the door. It’s glowing around the edge, and seemingly
pulsing. An intense halo surrounds the border of the door.
weather-beaten cedar door has deep silver and gray vertical ridges. The glass
doorknob is missing, probably taken by a treasure hunter who didn’t have
enough room or strength to take the door.
going in,” I whisper to her.
Christina, Dad said don’t go inside.”
just going to check that door.”
go,” she whispers.
she can finish her words, I climb in the window and walk at a snail's pace down
the hall. The door frame shimmers, and appears to pulse. A breeze in the air
rushes by me as it is funneled from the flat prairie, into the building, and
through the narrow corridor. Sweat beads on my forehead and drops down into my
eyes and nose. I stare at the glowing outline of the door. Closer and closer I
tiptoe until the finger on my sweaty hand glides along its edge. I’m about to
push it forward when it swings open—all of a sudden bright light hits me
square in my eyes, blinding me. Trembling, I slink inside and peer around the
room expecting to see something.
brilliant orange and yellow setting sun sits in the middle of the window
hurry up,” Jackie implores.
room is empty except for a broke chair and a three-legged table turned over on
its side. Just bare floorboards, no ghosts, nothing. I turn and walk back to
Jackie who anxiously waits.
gone over to the hotel with the K-2 and radio frequency field strength meter.
He’s at the hotel door when we come from behind the buildings.
K-2 is lighting up like a Christmas Tree,” he exclaims, holding it up for us
to see. “Look!” The green, yellow, orange and red lights flash. “What do
you think of this? It could be Sally Ann?”
be,” I agree. “Dad we recorded everything.”
too, Dad, I zoomed down every hallway and into every room.” Jackie backs up my
account of our whereabouts.
it’ll be getting dark, no telling who or what might be out here at night.
We’ll check all the recordings at home, let's get out of here.” Dad starts
only the Rayburns stayed a little longer. We could have stayed into the night.
With them here we would have found Sally Ann for sure.
with only three of us out here, no thanks. Even the National Paranormal Society
recommends a minimum of three adults at an Investigation. I’m not sure if
that’s for verification, or just safety?
fall behind everyone headed for the van as we exit town in a hurry.
what is the name of this town anyway?” I yell to Dad and Jackie leading the
know? We should try to figure that out,” Dad answers.
saw it on the hotel, its Potosi, it's spelled P-o-t- o-s-i,” Jackie answers.
kind of name is that? French?” I suggest.
we make our way back toward the van we pass the cemetery. I stare at the
forgotten souls piled up in neat rows, covered in weeds, forgotten. Abandoned in
the middle of nowhere.
cooler night winds are arriving in town. Dad hands me a sweatshirt from his
backpack. I gaze back at town. It’s a real ghost town. The only thing moving
in town is the tumbleweeds blowing down Main Street.
I scream, “What was that?”
freaked me out, I’m getting out of here. Panic grips me, my heart pounds.
Jackie raises her hand to cover her mouth, as if to catch a deep sigh.
Dad utters. “That’s the same shutter we heard banging on the way into
a shutter? I didn’t see any shutters anywhere in town. I’ll check the video
when we get home, you’ll see, that was Sally Ann.”
didn’t sound like the one I heard when we first got here. That one sounded
more like a gun shot?” Jackie recalls.
can’t be?” Dad replies, “There isn’t anyone around here for miles?”
it weren’t for the chilly winds and whirling dust and sand, I might like this
to mention the banging shutters and raggedy curtains in the windows.”
just the wind, it’s just the wind, I tell myself. The wind always kicks up
when the sun goes down. It’s definitely time to go.
loud I yell, “Neewa! Neewa! Come girl!”
Neewa, Come girl,” eerily echoes off the canyon wall.
My heart races as I turn and stare, searching for her, straining into the twilight. But she is nowhere in sight.
Neewa!” I implore.
enough the canyon answers in a fading reply, “Neewa, Neewa, Neewa, Neewa.”
the heck is she? Seconds pass like minutes as all of us stare into the darkness.
spot her faint image under a shadowy ledge. She’s a minute speck of white
sprinting in the dark shadows.
she is! Come on girl, come on,” I beg her.
canyon whispers, “Come on girl, come on.”
the rocky terrain, she glides effortlessly down the slope. Her strong body and
powerful muscles carry her over the rough landscape. She maneuvers around
boulders and bounces all the way through the canyon.
is strong now and weighs more than forty pounds. She is over two and a half feet
tall and when she stands on her hind legs, her black padded paws and ivory
toenails reach my shoulders.
on Neewa, let’s get out of here, we’ve had enough excitement for one day.
This place creeps me out.”
loading up the van we begin the drive home. I sit in the darkened van thinking
what a great day this has been. First the rodeo with the cowgirls, horses,
bulls, and steer. Then the ghost town and the Rayburn’s story about Sally Ann
and her brother. The best part was the ghost town. I finally investigated a real
can’t wait to get home and check the video we took in the lab. If I captured
Sally Ann, I will be famous. I’m going to tell everyone back home, all my
friends will think this is so cool.
curls up next to me on the seat. The van’s big seats have lots of room. But
she is right next to me and rests her head near my leg like she always does. Her
eyes close and she lets out a big sigh through her wet nose that shines even in
wake up we’re home,” Dad says.
my God, I’m too tired to do anything tonight.”
can barely walk inside to go to bed. Neewa follows me in and I stop in the
kitchen to fill her bowls, which she quickly empties.
night, Dad, love you.”
night, Christina, Jackie, love you.”
night, Dad, love you.” Jackie says.
I crawl under the covers just as she catches up to me and jumps up taking her
spot at the foot of the bed. Carefully she turns in a tight circle and lies down
for the night. Now in her familiar white fluffy ball, she groans and places her
nose on her tail. Then she sighs and watches me till I close my eyes. Then she
morning and Jackie and I pull out the cameras and all of the scientific meters.
I’m downloading the video files onto my hard drive using the firewire and
capture, click, publish. I will have Sally Ann on this tape, I guarantee it,
maybe even her aberration,” I tell Jackie.
answers, “Yeah Christina, sure, an aberration. I don’t think so.”
an hour or so of reviewing the video I tell Jackie, “See, I told you there
isn’t one shutter on any of those windows in the ghost town, not one! What do
you say to that? Where did that banging shutter come from?”
the last ten minutes of the video of the ghost town, suddenly I hear,
that? Jackie did you hear that?” The hair fuzz on my arms stands up.
I didn’t hear anything, just static,” Jackie replies.
that back, the hotel part,” I shriek.
Did you hear it that time?” Convinced.
think I heard something, Christina, but it sounds like noise to me.”
it again,” I demand.
heard it that time, it’s static all right. Christina, you heard static,
that’s all it is,” Jackie insists.
that’s an EVP. We just heard a recording of the disembodied voice of Sally
Ann. She was talking to us.” I jump to my feet.
no one will believe that noise is Sally Ann?” Jackie adds.
need something else, and it has to match up the with the same time line when we
recorded Sally Ann’s EVP.” I’m serious.
to my backpack for the other meters, “Let’s get the rest of the equipment
and check everything we had at the ghost town. The approximate time of the
encounter was at about one hour and fifteen minutes into the investigation.”
on it,” Jackie answers, doubtful.
the next ten minutes we take out every piece of equipment we had there and check
all the readings and cross-reference everything with the time line.
like the only device with a reading is the radio frequency detector. It recorded
eighty MHz (Mega Hertz), whatever that means?” I say.
answers, “I’m not sure? It must mean something?”
thing I know, the eighty MHz of electro-magnetic radiation had to come from
something. That’s why Dad’s K-2 meter was lighting up outside the hotel.
Sally Ann was there.
spirits communicate in that frequency, or so I’ve heard. It could have come
from the natural magnetic field in the atmosphere or a computer screen, electric
motor, cell phones, or walkie-talkies.
nod, “I’ll prove it to you, that was Sally Ann. Hold on, hold on. I got a
text from Mike. I wonder if he got the cell phone picture I sent him yesterday?
Remember when I went down that hallway inside the hotel?”
read his text out loud, “Ha-ha, pls, u r trying to trick me! U think throwing
powder in the air and taking a picture of it, will make me think it’s a ghost?
Lol the picture you sent me is a fake.”
is he talking about, I didn’t throw any powder,” I scroll to the message I
sent him and look at the picture.
my God look Jackie! It’s an apparition of Sally Ann in the hotel room! I
caught her with my cell camera. She’s standing in the corner pointing her
finger at something.”
looks at the picture. “It looks like someone threw powder into the air. How do
you know that is her? It could be her brother?”
inspect the photo. “It’s got to be her! She’s a little bit of a thing.
Kind of cute, huh. First she talked to us and now I have a picture of her.
I’ve got her now!”
Jackie look at the time I sent the photo, it was taken at one hour and two
minutes into the investigation The EVP was recorded at one hour and ten minutes
in, remember? That’s around the same time.
must have taken all of her strength to materialize and talk to us. I wonder what
she is trying to tell us?
continue checking all the meters and digital film from the ghost town, but find
nothing else. “Looks like that’s it, the cell phone picture, EVP, and we got
the radio frequency field strength meter that recorded the eighty megahertz
(MHz), whatever that means?” I look at Jackie.
replies, “I kind of know, it’s a magnetic field given off by stuff, just
like EMF. The RF meter measures electro-magnetic radiation given off by objects
like microwave signal towers, satellite television signals, or radio signals.
And it’s all measured in megahertz (MHz).”
pitch in, “Sometimes the radiation is just hanging around in the air. But it
could be a spirit trying to ‘cross over’?”
wraps it up, “Or one trying to come back?”
walks in the door after returning from his Sunday morning basketball game with
the guys from work.
jump at him, “We recorded Sally Ann’s EVP. And the RF meter had a reading of
eighty MHz at the exact same time we heard Sally Ann. And remember the K-2 was
lighting up by the hotel? I double-checked everything, every meter and all the stuff.
There isn’t anything else. That’s everything we got at the ghost town. Oh,
and we got the picture.”
looks at me over the top of his reading glasses. “You got a picture?”
reply, “Yeah, you know the one I took with my cell phone in the hotel? I sent
it to Mike. He sent it back a text saying I tried to trick him by throwing
powder in front of the camera. When I looked at the photo I sent him, I realized
it was Sally Ann’s apparition in the picture. That proves she was there. I
motions for me to hand him my phone so he can see the picture, “Could be,
could be.” He looks closer at it, “I’ll bring the picture to work and
add, “I’ll send it to you.”
answers, “I thought we agreed not to enter the buildings?”
says, “I’ll count up the electro-magnetic radiation given off by the stuff
we had at the ghost town. Hum, let’s see, three cell phones, that’s five MHz
and the cameras are about ten MHz. We have to add the radio frequency EMF and
light meters, they’re about six MHz, so that’s twenty-one MHz. And the
Altimeter, that’s another three, total twenty-four. That’s nowhere near
eighty MHz, we have fifty-six MHz unaccounted for.”
states, “I have to bring the EVP recording to work and see if I can enhance
the file on the equipment we have there. I’ll give it a forensic audio
treatment (FAT) and an acoustical signal analysis (ASC). The FAT will tell us
any characteristics of the recording—for example distortion, excessive noise,
the speed of the sound, if the tape is demagnetized or if a dropout is present.
The ASC will decipher hard to hear inaudible speech signals through forensic
phonetic experimentation. If it is a recording of speech, the graphical
representation or spectrogram can be printed out. That will give us a voice
picture of someone or something. It's kind of similar to a photographic picture
of a person.”
I double-checked everything, every meter, and all the files on the cameras.
There isn’t anything else. We got the EVP recording of Sally Ann, the radio
frequency reading of eighty MHz, your K-2 readings, and of course the picture.
That’s everything from the ghost town.”
continue, “I think it proves there was something there? It’s conclusive. I
know it. I know we recorded Sally Ann or maybe her brother.”
adds, “I think it was her brother, Simeon.”
ya know I’ve been meaning to ask you, what do you do at work anyway?” I ask.
I just test stuff, different equipment, that’s all.”
bring this recording of Sally Ann’s EVP to work and analyze it when no one is
around. You and Jackie check the Internet for information about anything
paranormal that gives off fifty to sixty MHz of electromagnetic energy. See what
you can find out. And remember, not a word to anyone.”
our friend Chester arrives at our house. He waits outside, doesn’t knock on
the door or anything. He just stands there leaning against his car, waiting.
who is outside on her chain, barks a few times and then sits down and watches
Dad and Chester work together over at the government building. Sometimes they go
fishing in the canyon outside of town. They walk up the canyon, in the water,
fishing the pools as the water flows down through the rocks and gorges to the
took me horseback riding in the canyon once. It was so much fun, my horse was
named Rosy. We rode across the desert and then up into the canyon. Rosy stopped
and drank water from the stream. She pulled the reins right out of my hand so
she could reach down to the water. I was almost knocked right off of her into
water is so crystal clear and clean you can drink it.
in the canyon are quaking aspen trees with leaves that shake in the wind, as if
they are dancing. That’s why they call them quaking aspen. The sun reflects
off of them making the leaves shimmer like stars shining in the night.
is a Native American and he has a home in town. He’s tall, with long straight
black hair down to his shoulders. Usually he wears blue jeans with cowboy boots
and a nice shirt with a collar, which is left hanging out, never tucked in. His
stomach hangs over his belt buckle. Chester is an artist. He paints pictures of
desert scenes and Indians doing stuff, warriors, and chiefs too.
mother lives nearby in one of the oldest homes around. Heather is her name, and
she is the tribal Medicine Woman.
Indian word for Medicine Woman is “newe pohakanten.” The Medicine Woman is
very important in Indian culture. She gives remedies made from herbs and roots.
If someone is really sick, she summons help from spirits to cure them. She also
uses the same herbs and roots to protect you from evil.
join Chester outside and let Neewa off her chain so she can run around.
looks around at the yard, “Look at all the holes.”
is running around. Chester picks up one of her toys and throws it. In no time
she brings it back to him and drops it on the ground near his feet.
little pup you are,” Chester acknowledges as he throws her toy again.
watches Neewa go down into one of her holes to get a soup bone to chew on.
at me, then at Neewa again he exclaims, “She’s a coy dog, must be a coy dog,
look at those holes. I never saw a dog dig holes like that. Those holes are more
like coyote dens. Look at that, she can go down into it and turn around inside,
just like a coyote.”
laughs watching Neewa closely, “You got a coyote there.”
what’s that pink thing in her mouth?” He reaches out to grab it.
he can get close enough to touch Neewa’s tongue, I shout, “It’s her
words came out of my mouth quickly from all the practice I have had.
her tongue?” He pulls his hand back just in time.
I thought she had something stuck in her mouth,” he says laughing and shaking
his head in disbelief.
the distemper almost killed her, it rotted out some of her teeth. Now her tongue
falls out,” I explain.
laughs and Neewa looks at us. She tilts her head with her tongue hanging out the
side as if to say, “What are you guys laughing at?”
knows all about dogs and coyotes. He hunts deer and all kinds of wild game.
He’s lived here all his life, he must know what he is talking about.
ask him, wanting to know what the future might hold for Neewa and me. “Will
she get vicious and bite? Or run back to the desert to be wild again?”
says with confidence, “You don’t have to worry about Neewa. She will be a
good pet. You’d have known by now if she were mean or vicious.”
coy dogs are friendly and make good pets. My aunt has a coy dog and it’s good
with kids and other pets too.”
you sure she isn’t going to go back to the desert?” I ask him again for
reassurance, even if it might annoy him.
I don’t think so, but anything can happen.”
shrugs his shoulders and then adds, “I brought Neewa a charm for her collar.
Can I put it on her?”
what kind of charm is it?”
laughs, “It will protect her from evil.”
look at Chester with questions written all over my face, trying to judge his
seriousness. My mind flashes back to Doctor Cuthberson’s office and the Indian
Medicine Man’s mask and the artifacts. Then I think about the orbs we captured
on video at his ranch the day we went to pick Neewa up.
thoughts wander back to the dream I had about Neewa’s family watching over the
murdered gambler found in the desert, next to the old Indian tomb.
does Chester want to protect Neewa from evil? He did say evil, didn’t he?
Chester says laughing, “The evil dogcatcher, that’s who.” Now serious he
continues, “I don’t want Neewa to be caught by him again. The charm is kind
of a tribal ID tag, most of our dogs have them.”
this charm on her, the dogcatcher won’t take her back to the pound again. He
will recognize the tag and know Neewa is an Indian dog. Look, it makes a sound
too, so you can hear her far away now.”
shakes the charm, “Jingle ding, jingle ding.”
breathed a sigh of relief, “Oh cool, I don’t want her going back to the
talk to Neewa, “Did you hear that Neewa? You’re officially an Indian dog.”
did you get it?” I asked Chester, wondering about the charm.
Cuthberson gave it to me for Neewa. He told me to tell you that Neewa doesn’t
have to come back for her follow-up. But she should wear the charm so she
doesn’t go back to the pound.”
pulls a painting from his car. “John, I almost forgot why I came here. This
painting is for you and your family.”
about the charm, ghosts, evil, orbs, the dog catcher, Doctor Cuthberson, and
Indian Spirits, I look at Dad.
looks at Chester, then at the painting, and back again at Chester.
is noticeably surprised and shocked.
is a beautiful painting. Its a black and white desert landscape done in acrylic
does not know what to say as he blurts out, “Chester, thank you, how can I
ever repay you?”
want you and your family to have this painting. I don’t want you to forget us
when you move away. We will not forget.”
knew that most government workers move away after about a year. They go back
home where they came from.
adds, “John, Christina, I got to go, see you guys.”
say, “Good-bye Chester, thanks for the charm.”
replies, “Indians don’t say good-bye. The word good-bye is not in our
language so there is no good-bye for Indians. We believe that when we die, we
pass into the next life. We all see each other in the afterlife, the Spirit
World, no need to say good-bye.”
gets into the car and says to Dad, “Oh you have to bring your kids over to my
replies, “Sounds like fun, my kids know your sister, Diane.”
adds, “Mom wants to meet all of you, Neewa too. She has some herbs to give
you guys,” Chester waves and drives off.
and I are grocery shopping downtown at the market. Dad is running some errands
and will catch up with us later.
Chester and Marvin are over by the frozen food section. Jackie and I walk over
to say hi. I met Marvin a while ago through Chester.
is the Tribal Historian, a Piute and Shoshone Indian and a cousin of
Chester’s. He is not the outdoors man type. He doesn’t hunt, fish, or camp
out. But he does want to be a lawyer.
works at my school doing I don’t know what. And he is a student at the local
community college. He’s short and stout with short hair and a bubble butt.
He always wears dress slacks, a pressed shirt, and a tie. The tie is
always loose around the neck and the top button of his shirts is always left
undone. He always wears a blazer even if it's too hot.
we get closer to Chester and Marvin, I realize they are in a heated discussion.
Marvin’s round face is bright red and his mouth is going a mile a minute. He
is mad about something, and he is telling Chester about it.
has kind of a different way about him. I don’t care what people say about him,
he’s been nice to my family and me. But he always looks like he’s in a
hurry, or working frantically to meet some deadline or complete a very important
and I step up to hear what they are saying. Marvin turns toward us to include us
in the conversation.
you guys, how you guys doing?” Marvin asks in his usual sultry whining tone.
and a lot of other people out West always say, “You guys”. It is the way
people talk out here. It's always you guys this, and you guys that.
good, what’s up?” I reply.
answers in a harsh and disgusted tone, “My professor at the college is
happened?” I ask.
teacher is giving me a hard time about me not knowing what a word means,”
Marvin whines. He always whines.
never heard this word before. Where was I supposed to hear it? I don’t even
know what that word means, and I’m the Tribal Historian. We don’t even have
this word in our language.”
is so mad and he continues talking, spewing little drops of spit from between
his oversized lips.
does he think he is?” Marvin adds.
whispers to me, “Ask him what the word is.”
shush.” I look at Marvin.
continues, “That teacher makes me so mad, he didn’t believe me. He said I
was lying and that I got the question wrong on purpose. I would never do that,
lie like that. I could just scream.”
can see that Jackie really wants to know what the word is. She cannot resist
speaking up and asking Marvin.
what is the word?” Jackie asks with an impatient tone.
looks at us and then at Chester, then back at us again.
professor is wrong.” He is angry now, you can see it in his face.
is it? What is it?” Jackie says annoyed with the whole thing now.
Marvin blurts it out, “Pedestrian, pedestrian!”
I repeat, not knowing the meaning of the word either. “Never heard that word
and at a loss for words, Jackie looks at me.
I don’t know what that word means either, never heard of it,” I empathize.
whispers in my ear, “Someone crossing a street or walking.”
would Marvin know what the word “pedestrian” means? Most Indians his age
have never left this area except to go away except to go away to high school in
talk with Marvin for a while longer, trying to calm him down.
finally adds, “That teacher is wrong, and not considering that we are
different, we are not White People like him.”
and Marvin start walking off into the market. Each says with a smile, “See you
laughs, “Indians don’t say good-bye.”
raises his arm and hand as if to say wait a minute. “Christina, I almost
forgot, how is that puppy of yours doing?”
reply smiling, “She is doing really great, completely recovered. I thought we
were going to lose her, but thanks to Doctor Cuthberson, he saved her.”
I know Doc Cuthberson, he is a great doctor,” Marvin adds. “I want you to
bring Neewa to our Tribal History meeting on Thursday night at seven o’clock.
Give a little talk about how you adopted Neewa at the pound. It will encourage
others to adopt animals. Coy dogs played an important role in the protection of
our villages hundreds of years ago. They alerted our people to bears, wolves,
and intruders approaching the villages. Come early so the kids can play with
meeting is for all ages, anyone can get up and give a presentation. It’s like
show and tell, and everyone there is interested in our history or they
wouldn’t come,” he laughs.
I’ll bring her early. Dad will probably drop me off,” I answer, uncertain
why they want me to give a talk?
and Marvin are talking about something as they walk off.
hear Chester say, “Neewa has spirit,” or something like that.
answers, “Does Christina know?”
they disappear down one of the aisles talking in their Native language.
and I are looking for Dad, he’s around here somewhere.
what are you doing by the dairy products? I got all this stuff already, look.”
Aggravated, I point into the shopping cart.
finish getting our supplies and go through the checkout.
the way home, I tell Dad about Marvin and his problem, and Neewa’s invitation
to the Tribal History meeting on Thursday night.
says, “I agree with Chester. Indians are different. Their culture is not the
same as ours.”
tell you a story about different cultures,” Dad begins.
interrupt, “Dad, I don’t want to hear one of your long boring lectures.
I’m not in school.”
sighs, “No stories please, Dad.”
continues his story about different cultures. He begins, “It was about two
months ago, I had a talk with the Tribal Chairman, Jake.”
No,” I yell putting my fingers in my ears, “I don’t want to hear your lame
has a change of heart, just to annoy me, “Go ahead Dad, I’m listening, but
make it quick.”
continues with his story, “I saw the Tribal Chairman sitting in his pickup
truck so I walked over to him.
I nodded, ’Monday is Columbus Day.’
is his White name, most Indians have a White name and an Indian name. They only
use their Indian name when they are with Indians.
so what does that have to do with anything?’ Jake laughed at me with a
continued, ’Columbus is the one who started all the trouble for Indians.’
stumble over my words a little taken back, but I finally say, ’Tomorrow is a
federal holiday and I want the day off, I’m a federal employee.’
want the day off?’ Jake laughed out loud.
guinea (gi-nee) gets lost at sea and you want the day off?’ Jake laughed a
belly laugh. And he continued to laugh and laugh, and I started laughing too. We
Jake said, and I’ll never forget his words, ’John, you can take off any day
you want.’ And he drove off without saying another word.
that is a cultural difference,” Dad grins.
interrupt, “Oh my God, I’m so bored. If you don’t stop with your dull
stories I’m going to scream.”
pats Dad on the shoulder, “Dad, you are done with the history lesson, too much
is no good.”
hate listening to Dad’s stories. He thinks he is cool. I tell him, “Dad you
are not cool.”
sighs, “I felt a closeness with Jake for those few moments as we laughed
together. I think he felt the same way.”
next week I heard that Jake had died in a car accident. Too many accidents
happened around here.”
we drive home, I think about Jake. It’s sad to see families missing a loved
was the Tribal Chairman and he was always making me laugh and tickling me. I
hung out with him at one of Dad’s “bring your family to work” gatherings.
He was always playing pranks on people and making everyone smile. He was so much
fun to be with.
Tribal Chairman of an Indian Nation is just like the Prime Minister of England.
We are studying England in History. Both are the leaders of their governments
and elected by the people. The Tribal Chairman is the leader of the Tribal
Council just like the Prime Minister is the leader of the Parliament.
government of England and governments of Indian Nations have a lot in common. In
England the Parliament makes the laws. On the reserve the Tribal Council makes
the laws. They are also similar because the Parliament is made up of elected
members and the Tribal Council is also made up of elected councilmen and
the biggest similarity is that the Chief of the Indian Nation is just like the
King and Queen of England. He’s a figurehead and has no official power, yet he
has influence on everything. The Chief is a descendant of previous Chiefs of
that Nation and has the same family bloodline. Similarly, the King and Queen of
England have little official power, but lots of authority. The King or Queen of
England also has the bloodline of the previous monarchs of England.
we are home. I fly out of the car. “Dad, I’m taking Neewa for a walk, be
back in a little while.”
don’t go too far, it’s late and you have school tomorrow,” he agrees.
laugh, “You worry too much, I have Neewa now.”
always used to say, “Don’t walk anywhere alone.”
he says, “Take Neewa with you wherever you go.”
and I love to stroll around town looking at everyone’s flower gardens and
warm tonight and I want to walk a while, just to get away from everyone. Neewa
and I hike around ten blocks before we decide to turn back.
tell Neewa as we pass a charming white Cape Cod, “I love that one. We had a
house like that back home, but that was before Mom moved away. We had to sell
it. I wish we never came out West. I miss my friends, Grandma, Grandpa and most
of all, Mom.”
Neewa, you look so silly with your tongue hanging out the side of your mouth,”
I know it, we are back home and it’s time to go to bed.
already, and I forgot all about the Tribal History meeting tonight. Lucky thing
Dad reminded me at breakfast. I have that English report to do, too. I’ll
worry about the Tribal History meeting later, after I do my report.
I’ve got to get the bus. “Bye Dad, love you.” I shout running out the
night after dinner Dad is driving Neewa and me to the tribal building. As I get
out of the car I tell myself not to worry, it’s just like ”Show and Tell.”
Anyway, I love talking about Neewa. But I don’t like getting up in front of a
group of people and talking.
good thing, this presentation will get me an extra credit grade in History. My
History teacher, Mrs. Bats, is a Washoe Indian. She told the class she is going
to give extra credit for any presentation about history outside of school.
qualify for extra credit my presentation has to be about history. Since Neewa is
a coy dog, and coy dogs protected Indian villages hundreds of years ago, my talk
about Neewa qualifies. I’ll get an extra credit grade, not just a few points.
now, my History average is seventy-seven. If I get it up to an eighty, I can get
a B. Dad pays three dollars for B’s and five dollars for A’s, nothing for
C’s. Get a D; you lose your laptop until you bring up the grade. Don’t even
think about getting an F.
Tribal History meeting is in the new two-story building on the reserve. My eyes
light up as I walk into the foyer. To my left is an enormous eagle in a glass
case. Its wings are spread out and span five feet from wing tip to wing tip,
showing all the beautiful feathers. Other displays of Indian artifacts, ancient
tools, hunting points, and spearheads line the other side of the entrance. And
original paintings of Chiefs, early villages, and warriors on horseback are hung
on the walls.
beading display with a loom and pictures of techniques are in the corner.
to this directory I am looking at, offices make up the second floor, with
offices of the Tribal Chairman, Tribal Council, a meeting room, and a recreation
room. The other half of the second floor is a jewelry workshop where they make
silver jewelry with turquoise and coral stones.
another corner is a diagram with the Chiefs Family Tree. It displays the
bloodline that starts around the 1400s and depicts all the descendants down
through the generations to the present.
another wall in big bold letters is, “Tribal Historian Members Project.” It
is more like a tribal family tree, with the names of all the members that ever
lived. The list dates back hundreds of years, showing all the different
of the living members have their White name under their Indian name.
member that is dead has a gravestone symbol and the words, “At Rest” or
“Not At Rest.” What that means, I don’t know? Seems to me if you’re dead
you’re at rest, like it or not, ha-ha.
see Marvin who is in charge of the project.
ask him, “What does the ‘At Rest’ and ‘Not At Rest’ mean?”
pauses, hesitating before he speaks. “’At Rest’ means that the tribal
member’s body is here on the reserve and therefore their spirit is here ‘At
an Indian dies, we believe that the spirit lives on in the Spirit World. Members
of our Nation who have died must be brought back here to our Indian burial
ground to enter the Spirit World.
someone dies far away, or their body disappears, turned to dust, or was never
found, their spirits are ‘Not At Rest.’ Those spirits ‘Not At Rest’
wander the earth trying to return to us.”
remark, “Oh, I get it, you have to be buried here to be ‘At Rest.’”
Marvin nods, “but if your body is not returned here, it is possible for your
spirit to come back in another living thing or being.”
cool, I get it.”
Bats, my History teacher, walks over to talk to Marvin and me.
pets Neewa, and Neewa wags her tail.
blurt out nervously, “I don’t really know what I am supposed to say.”
replies, “Just tell that wonderful story about Neewa. Start with when she was
a puppy, how you went to the pound and found her. Explain to everyone what the
dog catcher said when you were leaving the pound. Then let everyone know how she
got the name ’Neewa’, and what it means.
told me about the holes in your yard. Everyone will laugh when they hear that
story. You could explain how Neewa got sick with distemper, and how you found
laughs, “Then give them some time to ask questions. That’s all, it will be
I enter the room with Neewa everyone applauds. I am sure they are applauding
Neewa. The little kids call Neewa to come by them and she meanders through the
aisles getting pats on the head and smiles from the kids. She goes around the
room to everyone in the hall as I speak. Everything is going just like Marvin
said it would, and Neewa is a big hit as usual.
at the podium in the front of the room, I talk about Neewa’s life. I start
with when I got her at the pound and how I found her name in the book and what
it means. Everyone laughs when I tell them about how she digs holes in the yard.
And a few “Wows” come from the audience when I tell them about her close
call with death, the disease distemper.
I stop talking, I ask if anyone has any questions.
person wants to know, “Where did you get the book on Shoshone Language? What
is the name of the book?”
don’t know,” I say, “but I will ask my Dad and we will give the
information to Marvin to give to you.”
boy asks, “What is that sticking out of her mouth?”
forgotten the part about her teeth, I explain how distemper caused her to lose
some of her teeth. I tell everyone that Neewa lost many of her teeth in the
middle of the jaw. And that is the place where her tongue falls out the side of
little girl asks, “Do you know Neewa has a spirit?” Everyone laughs.
answer, “No, I don’t know she has a spirit.”
awkward silence hangs over the room for a moment.
no other questions, everyone applauds. All the kids have already gotten up and
begun calling and petting Neewa.
presentation is over and it seems to have gone well. I finished the story in
about ten minutes.
wonder if anyone knows that I want to be a writer, I think to myself.
can feel the cool air as Neewa and I wait by the door to be picked up by Dad and
Marvin hurries from an office on the first floor and comes over to thank me. “Thanks for coming and speaking Christina. That was great! I am so glad you came. I have been so very busy with all my projects, school and the meetings.” He runs off directing someone to do something as he turns the corner and swaggers out of sight.
Bats, my History teacher, comes over to Neewa and me as we wait at the front
says, “You gave a very good presentation. Would you like to give the same
presentation in History class tomorrow?”
answer, “I don’t know if they will let me bring Neewa to school.”
Bats laughs and says, “Without Neewa will be fine.”
Dad and Jackie pull up to the front door I say, “Good-bye, Mrs. Bats.”
you, Christina,” she replies.
get in the car and we drive off.
how did it go?” Dad asks.
to have to talk any more, “It went fine Dad, I don’t want to talk about it.
I just want to go home, take a hot shower, and go to bed.”
just want to be left alone,” I tell him one more time hoping this will be the
end of the conversation.
funny thing did happen. A little girl asked me, ’Did I know Neewa has a
replies, “Yeah, that is a funny question. What did you say?”
said, “No, I didn’t know Neewa has a spirit.”
at Neewa, both Dad and I ask her at the same time, “Neewa, do you have a
looks at me, tilts her head with her tongue hanging out, and then barks, “Roooof.”
family is making plans for the holiday. This will be my first Thanksgiving with
Dad wants us to visit our friends Manny and Margaret for the weekend. They live about four hours from here. I like the idea of going there for the holiday because Manny and Margaret are so much fun.
Manny is a member of the Gosh Ute Nation and he works for the government with my Dad. He and Margaret visited us a few times and stayed overnight at our house.
Manny, Margaret, Dad, Jackie and I have done all kinds of neat stuff together. We went on a roller coaster called Speed The Ride, which goes seventy miles per hour. It’s at the Nascar Café and is one of the fastest and highest roller coasters in the world.
Another time Manny took us to a water park called the Wild Island Adventure. It has water slides, wave pools, and all kinds of fun rides.
Manny likes to have fun and that’s why I like him. One time we went to this swimming club in town. Even though you had to be a member to get in, Manny got us in. We had a blast in the pools, water slides, and sprinklers.
Another time we went to a big barbeque with Manny. We played softball and met lots of people from where Dad works. He laughs all the time.
Grandma and Grandpa want us to come home to New Jersey for the holiday. But it is too far and costs too much money to go back East.
This year we will go home around New Years to see everyone, maybe. I want to go home for good. I miss everyone so much, especially my friends.
Tomorrow we will be leaving for Manny’s Thanksgiving dinner. His home is about two hundred miles from here.
Dad and I are sitting at the kitchen table. “Can you and Jackie make pumpkin pies to bring to the holiday dinner?”
“Yeah Dad, I’ll make them,” Jackie yells from the other room.
I answer, “I’ll help Jackie.”
Actually, I want to trick Jackie into making the pies, while I just hang out and watch movies on my laptop.
We all decide that making three pumpkin pies will be enough. As soon as Jackie gets started, I will slip away without anyone noticing. They will no even have a clue that I am gone.
Dad is preparing dinner.
Neewa is staying under the kitchen table watching, observing everything that is happening. Neewa likes to smell all the foods being prepared and cooked. She licks her lips and stares at us cooking as we move the stuff from the frig to stove to table. If anything drops on the floor? She is there to clean up.
I help Jackie measure out the ingredients for the pies. The pies we are bringing are made from real fresh pumpkin. Dad saves the Halloween pumpkin, doesn’t even make a Jack-o-lantern anymore, so he can use the pumpkin to make soup, bread, and especially pumpkin pie.
Each pie is made with three-quarters cup sugar, one teaspoon cinnamon, half teaspoon salt, half teaspoon ginger, quarter teaspoon cloves, two eggs, two cups mashed pumpkin and one and a half cups of milk.
The first step in the process is to cook the Halloween pumpkin that we saved since October. I begin by boiling two quarts of water on the stove. After cleaning out the pumpkin seeds and innards I cut the round orangey squash into cubes. Then I boil it for thirty minutes or until it is soft. Next I let the pumpkin cool, so I can peel and mash it.
I add the other ingredients to the mashed pumpkin and put everything into a big bowl for later.
After that I begin to make the pie crust dough. The dough is easy, just three-quarters cup of shortening, half teaspoon salt, one teaspoon milk, quarter cup hot water and two cups of flour for each crust.
Mix it all together and knead the dough for five minutes. I let the dough sit in the bowl for a little while, as I get out the wax paper and prepare the surface of the counter.
Now I roll the dough out into three big flat pieces for the pie crusts.
Jackie puts each piece of dough in a nine-inch round pie plate and cuts away the excess dough at the edges.
We are almost done as I pour the filling with the mashed pumpkin and ingredients into the dough-lined pie plates.
Pinch the dough around the edges, and put the pies into the oven to bake at three hundred fifty degrees for twenty-five minutes.
It doesn’t take long for the pies to smell up the entire house. Pumpkin pie smells are everywhere. Yummy. Finally we are done.
“Whew, I’m tired, I’m going to lay down,” At last I can disappear into my room.
Those are the best smelling pumpkin pies I’ve ever made. They are made the old-fashioned way from fresh pumpkin cooked in a big pot and mashed by hand. Even the dough for the crust is homemade.
The pies look and smell so good, way better than the frozen pumpkin pies from the freezer section of the grocery store.
It sure would have been a lot easier to get the frozen ones.
Dad takes the fresh pies from the oven and places them on the counter to cool.
After dinner we all want to go shopping for additional supplies for tomorrow’s trip. Jackie and I are going to a couple of stores to pick up some things. We drive along the side streets avoiding the main highway as Dad talks about the trip.
Dad remarks, “We’re going to Manny’s house on his reserve. There are only about ninety people living on this one.”
“Christina, read me the directions.” He hands me a paper with scribbling on it.
As I’m about to read the directions he got from Manny … Dad interrupts.
“The trip is going to take all day. Manny wasn’t sure of the name of one of the roads. He said there would be a sign,” Dad recalls.
We have never made this trip before. I’m looking forward to going on a new adventure.
I also want to see my friends Manny and Margaret because I have lots of fun with them.
Dad tells me that their Indian reserve is different from the one near our home. For one thing, it’s in the middle of nowhere and far from any town. All of the land around it is government-owned, cattle ranches, or desert. The land doesn’t grow anything but sagebrush, cactus, and some desert grasses because it hardly ever rains. It’s so dry you can’t grow corn or hay or anything.
He says the land is so barren, it barely supports the cattle they raise on it. Once or twice a week the ranchers have to bring hay to the cattle so they don’t starve. Dad says one head of cattle needs five acres of desert to survive for just one year.
There are no businesses near the reserve where we are going. A combination general store and gas station is about three miles away. And there aren’t any doctors or hospitals for over a hundred miles.
The people out there have very little income. What they do make comes from ranching and government subsidies. Young families and older people are the only ones that live there anymore because most of the middle-aged people have left for better jobs in the cities.
They have a one-room schoolhouse for kindergarten to eighth grade. After that the kids go far away to high schools where you sleep there for months. I don’t ever want to do that. It's bad enough I am away from everyone back home and Mom too. At least I have Dad and Jackie.
Dad says some of the houses on the reserve are made of railroad ties and some have no electricity or even bathrooms. Those people prefer to live without that stuff cause that's the way it was when they grew up. Usually the outhouses are located about twenty feet from the homes. The Indian word for outhouse is “gwida-gahni”.
From what Dad has heard it has been a difficult year for this reserve. There were three bad accidents this past year. Two were car accidents, rollovers someone said. And the other one was a young girl drowned at the swimming hole. Dad was told that a total of three people died. Some say it was bad spirits that killed them.
My Dad shrugs his shoulders and shakes his head. “It's tragic. Something needs to be done. That’s more than three percent of the population in one year. If that continues, this reserve will be a ghost town in a few decades.”
Our town is very different from where Manny lives. We have an interstate highway and a railroad going right through the middle of our town. There are lots of stores, gas stations, and businesses.
There is an ambulance squad, hospital, lots of doctors, and even a newspaper.
Income around here is mostly from tourism, fishing, hunting, and lots of people just passing through on their way to California or East. Dad says our town makes money from hotels, casinos, and special bars like Rosie’s, Toni’s, and Sue’s.
We also have the county seat and that means lots of government offices and schools. It has the county fairgrounds, an airport, and a community college too.
On the outskirts of town there is cattle and sheep ranching, even mining.
The reserve we live near has just one home made of railroad ties. Most of the homes are newer conventional homes with three bedrooms and two baths and electricity.
Yet tragedy still strikes our reserve, too. I remember one day not too long ago a Tribal Councilman’s wife went off the road, rolled her truck, and died. Some of Dad’s friends at work whispered stories about what cause of the accident.
I remember when Dad heard about it he shrugged his shoulders and said, “Some say it is the evil spirits around here.”
late when we arrive back home after shopping. As I walk in the door Neewa jumps
up on me to give her welcome home kisses and get scratches. This is not unusual.
She always does this. Neewa misses me when I leave home without her. She does
not like to be left out of any trips and she is always excited to see me when I
Her tail is hitting the wall, thud, thud, thud. She jumps around and wags her tail continuously until I reach down to stroke her. I pet her and put my jacket on the hook near the door.
Jackie screams, “Dad, the pies are gone!”
As I look around for the thieves, I see no sign of anyone in the house. No door is broken and no window smashed in.
Dad comes bursting into the house and runs over to Jackie. “What happened? Are you all right?”
“Look at this, Dad. The pies are gone!” Jackie investigates the scene. “Empty pie plates are all over the kitchen floor!”
Dad and Jackie stand frozen looking at each other, perplexed.
Neewa looks different, a little funny. As I inspect her more closely I can see a small orange stain on the white fur above her black lips. I look at Neewa again, closer this time. There’s another blemish on the top of her paw between her toes. And as I look down the hall, I see fresh paw prints.
I’m frowning and my hands are on my hips. “It was not thieves.”
“Oh boy,” Jackie exclaims, “she ate all three pies and she didn’t even leave us one.”
“I can’t believe you did this, Neewa. You ate all of our pies. How did you get up on the counter?”
I hide my laugh, as I know Jackie and Dad are disappointed, but I burst out laughing anyway, “Ha Ha Ha, Neewa, how did you get the pies? You would have had to fly through the air to get up on the counter?”
I can hear Dad yell, “Bad girl, bad Neewa, go lay down.”
Neewa’s tail and ears drop down, but I don’t think she knows what she did wrong. I look at the aluminum pie plates scattered around the kitchen.
I’m very disappointed. I want to cry. We have nothing to bring to the dinner tomorrow. And all that work was for nothing. Well almost nothing. Neewa had a good feast.
Jackie is running to the door, pulling Neewa outside by the collar. “Oh boy, you are going to be sick.”
Dad sighs, “Make sure you get the chain on her Jackie, we don’t want her to get lost before the trip tomorrow.”
Dad exclaims, “Hey look, I left the digital camera on the counter. The motion detector started the camera when Neewa climbed up and ate the pies.”
I joke, trying to lighten up the situation a little. “Maybe we will see her floating up onto the counter like a ghost.”
Jackie laughs as she comes back in the door, “Ha, ha, she didn’t climb up on the counter, she flew up like a bird.”
We all laugh and then go back to cleaning up her mess.
All of a sudden Dad is running out the door.
“What’s the matter? Where are you going?” I yell to him as I sway back and forth and hang out the door.
His words are muffled as he closes the van door and drives off. “I’ll check the camera when I get back. You guys wait here.”
In just fifteen minutes he’s back at the house with two brown bags of groceries.
“Dad, where did you go? What in the world did you buy?” I ask him as he walks in the door.
Unpacking he declares, “I drove to the supermarket, ran in and got three frozen nine-inch pie crusts and six cans of pumpkin. Okay everyone, we are going to make three more pies tonight.”
I sigh, “Tonight?”
“You guys get out the bowls,” he directs us as he turns on the oven.
Jackie and I pitch in. I get out the bowls while Jackie gathers the rest of the ingredients that we already have.
Before I know it, we measure and mix the batter for three pies, pour them into the store-bought pie shells, and pop them into the oven.
It isn’t long before the house is filled with the smell of pumpkin pies, again. About thirty minutes later, we have three pies. But this time I put them right into the refrigerator.
I frown, looking out the window at Neewa. “Neewa, we are letting the pies cool down in the refrigerator this time.”
Neewa is still outside and probably will be till morning. I hope she’s feeling better by then.
We’re all relieved to have pumpkin pies to bring on our trip. Everything seems better now.
wake up early Thanksgiving morning and help Dad finish packing the car. We are
ready to leave. Neewa is the last one to get in. She is so excited and jumps
around the back seat like a jumping bean.
Off we drive with plenty of time to get there for dinner, at least that is the plan. During the first part of the trip we approach the beautiful Ruby Mountains. Deep in its canyons are quaking aspen trees, leaves quivering in the breeze. The leaves reflect the sun and twinkle like flashlights against the shadowy canyon walls.
The ruby red glow of the mountains is incredible. As we are passing through the gap on the only road that cuts through this range of mountains, blue skies hang above, not a cloud to be seen.
Soon after passing through the mountains we are on a flat highway, with neither a hill nor a valley before us. It's peaceful out here, amidst endless vistas packed with faded green sagebrush, tan desert sands, and dried gray grasses.
As usual the prairie dogs continue to run in front of our van, as though they are playing a game of tag.
Dad yells at a prairie dog as it runs out in front of us, “Watch out, get out of my way.” He motions with his hand to get them out of the way.
The prairie dog scurries across the road as we pass over him. We wait to feel a bump or hear a knock. Timidly, we look out the rear window anticipating the carnage? Miraculously, he’s not lying squashed on the road.
“How did he do that? I thought for sure I hit him?” Dad mumbles, perplexed at the animal’s reasoning.
More than halfway to Manny’s, we drive into town where if you blink your eyes you may miss it. We are supposed to turn onto another road somewhere around here? The directions say turn west and we do. Clunk, bump, we are now on a dirt road. I can tell from Dad's reaction he doesn’t like this and he slows to a crawl.
This is really interesting, there’s little difference between the surface of the road and the empty desert that surrounds us. The road is more like a twenty-foot trail carved by a bulldozer. Windswept sand blurs the edges on either side. I can barely see the road, it's more like a wide ditch in the middle of the desert.
Desolate roads can be treacherous because they can disappear into the dunes. People vanish on trails like these. If a sign blows down, a driver might miss a turn and drive right out into the desert.
To make matters worse he might go farther and farther, losing his sense of direction and get completely lost. That would be his last mistake. Once lost, he will never find his way back. Usually these unfortunate victims die slowly of thirst, or exposure, or both.
Dad frowns as sand starts blowing. “I’m trying to follow this ditch of a road.”
He shrugs his shoulders looking at Jackie in the front seat next to him.
“It is getting more difficult to stay on it,” he says, “and the visibility has gone from bad to worse.”
All of a sudden the wind starts blowing harder. Desert sand, dust, and dirt form a thick cloud in front of us. The storm is howling in the cracks of our van windows and doors making eerie sounds. Waves of sand are blowing across our windshield. I can barely see the road in front.
There is nothing to guide us down this dirt trail. No electric lines or anything else we can follow to help us stay where we belong, on the road. There is nothing keeping us from wandering into the wasteland. The road itself is covered with sand from the frequent dust storms. One more thing, we haven’t seen another car on this road, not one.
“We have to pull over and wait out this storm,” Dad declares.
Dad takes out his map and looks for a better route. After several facial expressions, measuring distances, and looking at possible alternate routes, he looks straight ahead.
“This is the only road on the map that will take us to Manny’s,” he declares. “The only other choice is to go way down south and then come back north over here.” He points to the map. “But that will take an extra three hours.”
After a few minutes the wind dies down and visibility seems to improve as the sky turns western blue again.
Jackie speaks first, “I vote we keep going.”
I add, “I second that.”
We drive on, more quiet and thoughtful than before.
ahead there is something on the side of the road. Neewa sees them, too. She is
pacing from side to side in the back of the van.
About a hundred feet in front of us are a herd of about ten horses. They don’t look like they belong here. Whose horses are they? Are we near a ranch? I don’t see any.
The horses that make up this group are all different sizes and colors. Some are large, a few are small and one appears to be a donkey.
As we drive closer, I see their long tails and manes are knotted, frayed, and have burrs stuck in them.
The leader of the group is a black stallion, and he’s watching us and stirring to alert the herd. He’s beautiful with a gray patch across his right rear leg and another small swatch on his forehead. His long black tail hangs down to the ground. Half his mane hangs on either side of his muscular neck. The steed’s coat shines in the sunlight, revealing his powerful rippling body.
I can tell he’s the leader because he put himself between his herd and us to protect them, turning sideways to block our view of his family.
“Snort,” He violently blows air through his nose, signaling to the group.
Neewa is getting more excited, jumping from seat to seat. She wants to run and play with them.
“They are not dogs,” I tell her.
She is making a high-pitched whinnying sound as if to say, “Let me out, let me out.”
Jackie is getting trampled, and is quite annoyed with Neewa as she jumps from front seat to back, and then to the front again.
“Let her out Dad, she has to go. I’m getting stomped,” she exclaims.
Dad pulls onto the shoulder, stops the van, and opens the door. Neewa jumps out and runs up the road.
Neewa is running right at the herd. I hope she knows what she’s doing.
At that moment fear shoots from my brain down to my toes. The thought of Neewa running after them into the desert consumes me. It had never occurred to me until that second that I could lose her to them.
“Dad, drive, drive, hurry up, catch her!” I cry out hitting the back of his seat with my hands.
At that moment the herd spooks. Grunting a warning, the stallion and his family rumble into the desert. He follows his family, urging them into a full gallop toward the sand dunes.
Neewa is following them, running from one side of the herd to the other. As quickly as the horses appeared in front of us, they go over the hill. Then Neewa disappears, gone into the miles and miles of sagebrush and sand.
My heart drops out of my chest. Neewa is gone and I don’t know if I will ever see her again. I feel my stomach in my throat.
Dad pulls over and I jump out.
Jackie yells, “Call her before she gets too far!”
“Neewa, Neewa, Neewa!” I yell, hoping she will hear me.
Dad whistles his loudest two-finger whistle, “Whistle! Whistle.”
I form my lips to whistle, but nothing comes out. I can’t whistle.
“Listen, stop!” I shout.
I never should have let her run out into the desert. She may never come back.
We all start yelling, “Neewa come! Neewa! Neewa!”
Again, we are silent. I listen for her to bark, or yelp, or something. Seconds pass like minutes. You can hear a pin drop.
“I hear something.” I’m not sure what it is in the distance, is that her?
I cry out, “It sounds like Neewa barking, I hear her.”
I call out, “Neewa, Neewa!”
I look at Dad, then Jackie. “I hear a jingling sound.”
Jackie exclaims, “It’s more like a jingle ding, jingle ding.”
That jingle ding sound is coming from Neewa’s charm, the one Chester put on her collar.
At that moment Neewa’s head pops up out over the sand dune.
She is sprinting for us. Sand kicks up into the air behind her as she makes her way up then down the soft sandy mounds. Then she jumps right up on me, pushing me backwards onto the ground. She licks my face and walks all over me.
Jackie and Dad come to my rescue, picking me up off the ground by my arms.
Neewa jumps up on me with her front paws stretching all the way up onto my shoulders while standing on her hind legs.
She pushes off me and her paws hit the ground, she wags her tail.
Hugging her, I stroke her neck and side and scratch her behind the ears.
“I thought I lost you, Neewa,” I exclaim.
“You came back,” Jacqueline exclaims as she cuddles her.
She wags her tail, whines and lets out a “Yelp.”
We all jump in the van and off we go.
“They are wild horses and they run free in the desert. They belong to no one,” Dad speaks.
“Where did they all come from? How do they live? What do they eat?”
Dad answers my bombardment of questions, one after the other. “They live out in the desert and they eat whatever vegetation they can find. Many years ago wild horses were rounded up and shipped to slaughterhouses. Hundreds of thousands of them were killed. Some were kept for work horses on ranches.”
Dad describes, “Wild horses lived all over North America, populating this continent before the Ice Age. They moved north across the Bering land bridge, and fanned out from Siberia to the rest of Asia, Europe, and the Middle East and then became extinct here. When Europeans reintroduced horses to the Americas in the 16th century, some escaped and formed wild herds. By the 19th century, there were two million wild horses in America. Their major predators, such as the mountain lion, were all but wiped out, and for more than a century their biggest enemy has been man. Horse roundups and massacres went unchecked for decades until Wild Horse Annie came along.”
Who was she?” Jackie asks.
Dad replies, “She was an animal rights activist who led a campaign to stop the removal of wild horses from public lands. She helped pass legislation to stop using planes to capture wild horses and burros causing their death.”
sand blizzard like that could come along at any moment. One more dust storm and
we could vanish out here, never to be seen again. Left to die a torturous death,
alone, in the desert. I tell ya, I don’t feel very safe out here. The
visibility is so bad we can barely stay on this dirt road. Can you imagine
trying to ask someone for directions?
There aren’t any other human beings out here. I’m glad our van is running
good, at least right now it is.
we pass a mountain range, I read one of those Federal Park signs, “National
Dad wants to stretch, so we pull over to the side of the road. Neewa jumps out my door while our van is still rolling. She loves to run alongside us and dash off into the desert to chase some poor unsuspecting critter. There she goes again.
As I get out and look around at the acres and acres of rolling dunes, I see four eyes staring motionless right at me. Two heads simultaneously follow me as I move around to the back of our van and open the trunk.
“Look, look, shush,” I speak softly.
I point up on the hill, “There, on that ridge to the right, they are watching us.”
“Look,” Jackie whispers. “What are they?”
“Are they gazelles?” I stare.
I see two deer-like creatures. But they are not deer. Nowhere near as big. More like the White Tail we have back East, but White Tail Deer are not out here.
I freeze. “Look at the dark pointed antlers and the color of their bodies. Their fur has different shades of beige, brown, and white around the neck and on their belly.”
I question, “Their faces have a lot of white fur on them, but I don’t know what they are?”
Dad whispers, “They’re antelope, I’ve only seen them in books. Wow, cool, I’ve always wanted to see one in the wild.”
The two Pronghorn Antelope run for the hills. One stops at the top and looks directly at us, then turns and disappears over the ridge. In a few seconds they are gone, vanished.
I’m glad Neewa didn’t see them, she would have chased them and never come back.
We finish our rest stop and continue the voyage. For the next fifty miles, the only living things we see are prairie dogs and buzzards. No other sign of life.
Finally I see a sign, “Indian Reserve 1 Mile.”
It’s about three PM now and the trip has taken much longer than we planned.
Turning onto the reserve, we slowly ramble over the ruts and bumps on the road. A plume of dust rises twenty feet above our van, enabling Manny and everyone else waiting for us to see us coming a mile away.
As we get closer, I see maybe ten or eleven houses in a cluster in the valley. That’s it, that’s the whole population. Looking around, there’s not much happening here in the middle of nowhere. The place is isolated and boring, nothing much to do.
Neewa is barking to be let out of the van. Dad slows down and Neewa slithers under his legs and jumps out the door. Off she gallops down the road in front of us, guiding the way. Occasionally looking back, she keeps the same distance between us, commanding the lead.
Dad says it’s fine to let her run alongside the van. It’s good exercise. As long as she keeps her distance from the wheels, she won’t get hurt.
All of a sudden she veers off into the brush having spotted her favorite prey. She chases an unsuspecting prairie dog into its burrow. The poor little creature has barely escaped her jaws. She barks at the entrance to its home. Then she usually paws and pulls away large quantities of dirt from the entrance to its burrow, scaring the heck out of the poor little thing. After that, she prances off triumphant, catching up with us in no time. Neewa just cannot resist chasing those little critters.
When we arrive at Manny’s house, all of his neighbors and relatives come out to greet us. Most of them already know everything about us. The Indian grapevine is very comprehensive and connects all the reserves. Everybody knows what everyone else is doing.
We’re all talking at the same time. Jokes are being told and questions asked about what’s going on up North. Mostly they ask about relatives and friends we know, well mostly Dad knows.
I’m shy and I kind of hide behind Dad and play with Neewa. Nobody knows anything about Neewa yet. When they hear me call her, they immediately ask me all kinds of questions about her. I tell the whole story about how I got her and everything she has done. Everyone laughs when they hear about the disappearing pumpkin pies and how she had to fly onto the counter to get them.
Jackie walks off with Manny’s daughter to play. Soon after that I notice Manny’s two sons leaving to go fishing.
The most exciting thing to happen out here this month was when a nine-year-old took his Dad’s car for a ride. The father came running out of the house shouting, “Stop, stop!” Everyone came out of their houses to watch them go down the road. As he ran up alongside of the car his pants were falling down. He reached inside and shut the car off, stopping it cold. His kid thought it was funny and laughed. Since no one was hurt, everyone laughed.
Out here, it’s an everyday occurrence to have cattle wander into someone’s yard. After drinking their fill down by the stream, they find their way to the nearest grass. No one notices much. They are just grazing on the grass in what they think is their pasture, not knowing they aren’t supposed to eat there. Manny says at least he won’t have to mow the lawn, which is funny cause Indians don’t mow lawns, wouldn’t even cross their minds.
Cattle sometimes wander into the communal pastures, where the hay is grown as a cash crop. Those fields are off limits. Eventually the herd is chased back into the desert where the food is not plentiful, but free. Sooner or later they end up at the forbidden pasture where the grass is green and tender.
Dinner is about to begin, as Jackie and I unpack some stuff. We put the pies in the kitchen and our bags in our room. We’ll be sleeping in Steve’s room, he’s Manny’s oldest son.
Inside his room on the walls are pictures and posters. I recognize Geronimo over there and that diamond-shaped thingy is called a dream catcher. I think it protects you from nightmares or something. On the windows instead of curtains are Indian blankets tacked up on all four corners to keep the hot sun out.
One old picture is of a group of Indians doing the Ghost Dance. Chief Wovoka began the Ghost Dance among the Piute Nation. Then it spread throughout most of the North American Nations around 1889. At the heart of the Ghost Dance movement was the prophet of peace, a man named Jack Wilson, known as Wovoka. Wilson, a Piute Indian, prophesied a peaceful end to White American expansion while preaching messages of clean living, an honest life, and cross-cultural cooperation. Perhaps the best-known fact about the Ghost Dance movement is the role it played in instigating the Wounded Knee Massacre in 1890. In this massacre one hundred fifty-three Lakota Sioux died. The Sioux’s variation on the Ghost Dance was different from Jack Wilson's original teachings. Settlers became afraid of the dance, thinking it was a war dance.
The room has trophies from local rodeo events, as well as pictures from fishing trips and family gatherings. That one looks like a calf-roping trophy and the other one is a steer-wrestling award.
Looks like the whole family goes to Pow Wows? There are pictures on the walls labeled Ely Pow Wow and Duck Valley Pow Wow. What is a Pow Wow anyway?
“Dinnertime, dinner time,” Margaret rejoices as she strolls through the house smiling.
Everyone runs to the table. We sit down in the big dining room, chairs shuffle, and slide on the floor. Spoons and forks clang as the plates are scooped up and food plopped down. Voices ring out, “Hey pass me that.” Arms reach out over the checkered tablecloth filled with bounty.
Laughter, jokes and talking, then quiet, we say Grace. After which the feast begins with venison roast, corn, string beans, sweet potatoes, Mexican breads, and a big turkey too.
As Thanksgiving dinner ends, the joking and talking continues with the clean up.
Later on, I take a nap during the football game.
After waking up, Neewa and I go out for a walk.
The rest of the evening passes as we play games, nibble on leftovers, and chocolate cake. I love chocolate cake.
Exhausted after the long day, I crawl into my sleeping bag. Dad and Jackie are already lying down and settling into a good night’s sleep in their bags on the floor.
“Neewa, sleep on my feet and keep me warm.” I’m so tired.
knock, knock, wake up.” I sit up stunned and look at Dad.
On the other side of the door is Manny, “Do you guys want to go fishing?”
“Yeah, we want to go.” Dad rubs his eyes.
In minutes I’m following Dad and Jackie out the door to get the fishing stuff we brought in the van. All of us are eager about going and Neewa senses our excitement.
We start out in our van with Manny leading the way in his car. Our destination is the other side of the mountain about twenty minutes away near a small pond on the reserve.
After the bumpy dusty ride we arrive, park our van, and get into Manny’s car.
“Dad, why are we leaving our van way out here?” I am puzzled.
Steve, sitting in the front seat, turns around. “We are going to fish our way up the stream to this pond. It will take about three hours. When we get here, we will be tired and hungry. Instead of walking all the way back to where we started, we can drive your van back to our car.”
Manny drives us all back to the starting point on the stream, the sun is now up for almost an hour. With fishing gear in hand, we walk a narrow path to the water’s edge. There we all get ourselves organized and ready to go.
We are standing in an oasis of green before swirling water with desert all around it. Before me is crystal clean water meandering slowly through the flatlands. In the distance is a mountain, a blue vein of bubbling white water raging down the middle. On one side are gray beige rock outcrops. On the other side of the stream has hundreds of meters of low-lying lime colored fertile farming pasture, surrounded by olive scrub pine and golden aspen trees shimmering in the dry breeze. Close to the stream are emerald stemmed cattails, and wildflowers nestled in swaying light brown grasses.
Neewa runs downstream, sprinting at full gallop, splashing water all over. Exiting, she vanishes in the tall hay about to be harvested, then reappears on a small hill above stream and fields.
We start out hiking at the widest section of the stream. That’s when I do something I’ve never done before. I wade through the chilling stream in sneakers and jeans. My body shivers as I adjust to the flowing tributary of frosty whirlpools and eddies.
We begin casting our lines upstream. Using homemade flies called woolly worms, we cast ahead and let the bait drift in the calm water.
As we walk, applying our fishing technique, the current lazily meanders around us, giving off cool breezes and glistening sunlight.
Next we enter swift-moving white water running over rock stepping-stones. Cascading water fills a series of pools between the rocky cliffs growing narrower, rising before us. Each pond of calm, undisturbed, blue-green water empties with each passing moment. Carefully, I cast my line into the next swirling pool to tempt my prey.
Silently I cast my bait and amble along the edge of this larger eddy. Standing at its shallow edge, I make multiple casts to lure my quarry. Gently I lift and lower my feet, careful not to disturb the pebbles that anchor the fine silt to the streambed.
Neewa follows our every move, and then darts by our fishing party to lead the way. I throw a biscuit to her and she catches it, chews, and swallows it down in seconds.
“Good girl,” I yank her close to me, but she pulls away.
Gently she wades into the stream and laps at the foaming bubbles passing by. With her nose just above the surface, she tilts her head and stares into the water. Her white paws are visible against the dark dirt bottom. After a few moments she jumps out, shaking the beaded water from her ivory coat.
We fish pool after bright, shimmering pool. Tired from the short night and long morning, I sit for a moment and stare into moving waterway.
It’s continually changing, never the same. Flowing from the mountains through the desert to who knows where, or how far its long journey to the ocean.
Dad and Jackie join me on the bank of the stream.
Dad says, “Fishing on a reserve for non-Indians is pretty much against the law and punishable by death.”
Dad asks Manny, “What ever happened to the last guys from the city that fished here?”
Manny replies, “Oh they were hung up on a tree and gutted like deer, their dogs too.”
Dad purposely did not bring his fishing pole. He already knows about the history of Whites stealing and taking just about everything from the Indians.
Manny’s kids invited us to go fishing. Just us kids have fishing poles and that is supposed to be okay?
We are fishing for native trout, really big ones, on Native American land. It’s fun fishing in this special place that Manny and his kids know. This land is sacred to them.
Rest time is over and we continue up the canal.
I become concerned about Neewa as I haven’t seen or heard from her in a while.
To get a better vantage point, I climb to the top of the ravine and position myself facing away from the fishing party below. I am far enough away and above everyone, so I can yell for her without scaring the fish.
Shouting out into the desert, “Neewa, Neewa, Neewa.”
I wait for her to answer.
Again I holler, “Neewa come, Neewa come,” but nothing yet.
After a few minutes I hear her bark, and it isn’t long before she runs to me at full stride, stopping in front of me for a pat on the head. We are perched on a cliff looking down at the stream; both of us lean forward to gingerly gaze over the edge.
Carefully we climb down past rocks and brush, returning to the stream.
“You stay with us now Neewa, enough running off into the wilderness, no more,” I order.
As I hike and fish, Manny and his kids tell us Indian legends. First Steve tells the story of “A Man and His Three Dogs.” It is about a wolf that tries to become a human being, pretty cool. Next Manny tells us the legend of “The White Trail In The Sky.” This story is about a bear that takes another bear’s prey, and then the bear follows the Milky Way in the sky. Very cool ending.
We are in a narrow part of the stream. It is only about five or ten feet in width. Sheer canyon walls tower above us on both sides. Around us the steep, rocky cliffs allow a thin sliver of light down to the water’s edge.
Slowly, one by one we wade into the freezing water. Waist high, I push tall reeds to either side as I pass through, slipping by the curtain-like wall of cattails anchored to the gravel bottom.
Looking to either side of me, I stare at Indians naked from the waist up. Their long dark hair hangs down to their muscular shoulders. Handsome stoic profiles glide above the water like spirits suspended in time. They are at home here, like their fathers and their father’s fathers, moving effortlessly through the water as if propelled by magic. They don’t even look human.
With chattering teeth Dad remarks, “Manny, I should have brought waders?”
Manny replies looking at us, his expression serious, almost aghast, “Indians don’t wear waders.”
As we reach the other side of the gorge the stream widens again. The rock walls open up allowing the warming sun on my face and arms. The narrow grotto behind us, we walk on smooth stone banks surrounded by grasses with jagged rock just beyond.
I look up and see Neewa staring over the edge spying on us. I didn’t even hear her sneak away.
Balanced on the rim of the gorge she barks, “Roof, roof, roof.”
“Shush,” I whisper. “Good girl, Neewa.”
After watching us for a while, she turns and vanishes.
From down here by the stream, the sheer rock walls rise over me like skyscrapers. I jerk backward and look up wobbling, the rock appearing to be right over my head.
A tiny ribbon of water tumbles downward. The little waterfall cascades down smashing against the rocks. Glistening in the sunlight, the droplets glide toward me in slow motion, splashing on and around my feet, then trickle into the stream.
We have caught a half dozen Speckled Trout and finally reach the last pond. I have no desire to fish anymore, although everyone else is trying to catch just one more.
After some shouting back and forth we decide we are hungry, tired, and ready to leave. I’m so relieved as I walk straight to our van. It looks like a million bucks sitting there, right where we left it a few hours ago. This is a lot better than walking all the way back to where we started.
My clothes are dripping wet, I’m cold, starving, and tired. Finally, we are at the end of our fishing trip. I drip-dry for a while as I pack my stuff. I’m thinking about being warm and dry and having something to eat.
Just then Neewa comes running at full gallop and circles me, thumping my shins with her wagging tail, begging to be petted.
Steve is cleaning fish at the water’s edge. Neewa and I sit and watch.
“Speckled Trout don’t have scales, no need to scale them,” Steve instructs.
Neewa ogles Steve as he gathers the fish we caught today. She is begging for a taste and of course her tongue is hanging out the side. Both of us stare at Steve as he takes his hunting knife and cuts the chin of the lower jaw of each fish, creating a V-shaped flap that hangs down. Next he cuts an incision along the soft white belly from the bottom fin up to the mouth, just below the flap he just cut. With the belly opened up, the guts, stomach, and everything are exposed. Like an artist painting a picture, he clasps the hanging skin flap under the jaw in his fingers and yanks toward the tail.
“Crackle, crunch, squish,” out comes the jaw, throat, gills, intestines, stomach and everything inside, in one big clump of guts.
Tossing the innards toward the center of the pond he says, “Gutted, done, the turtles will eat that.”
Smiling proudly he dips the limp carcass in the water, “Shake it around under the water and this fish is ready for the frying pan.”
Steve cleans and rinses each of the fish caught, rubbing out any blood or other remains stuck inside. Turning to me as I hold a plastic bag open, he puts the cleaned fish in one by one, saving one in his hand.
Looking at Neewa he asks, “Hey, what is that pink thing hanging out of her mouth?”
I reply, “That’s her tongue. She lost some teeth when she had distemper as a puppy. Now her tongue hangs out the gap left by the missing teeth.”
Steve cuts a little piece of sushi filet off the fish and throws it at her. Neewa catches it in her mouth and swallows it down in one gulp. I doubt if she even chewed it at all. She stares at him for more, but we get up and head for the van.
We all gather around, packing up everything. Dad, Manny, and Steve are guessing the weight of each fish. The rest of us are talking about where each fish was caught and who caught it.
My clothes are wet, and when a cloud blocks the sun, I start to shiver. I rummage through the trunk for my sweatshirt and coat and put them on over the top of my wet stuff.
That’s when I heard it. It came out of nowhere. Clear as a church bell on a Sunday morning.
A single shot rang out, one bullet hit the dirt sending a mini-mushroom cloud of
dust into the air about fifty feet away from me. “Bang,” The sound echoes
off the mountains and returns. I stop, frozen, the world around me seems to
stand still. Looking at everyone, their faces are blank with strange contorted
expressions. Manny and his sons scramble to my side of the van and take cover.
Not knowing what else to do, each of us stoops down to hide.
Steve is mad. “What was that, Dad?”
Manny shrugs, “It came from up on that ridge. I guess it’s one of the old timers letting us know we are being watched. Guess he sent us a warning shot, doesn’t like strangers poking around.”
Steve sarcastically replies, “A warning shot?”
“Yeah, you know, fishing on the reserve is for Indians only,” Manny answers.
“Dad you know John didn’t fish, he just came along to watch us have fun,” Steve reasons.
Manny replies, “I know that. But the old timer doesn’t know that. I’ll talk to him. Next time no shooting.”
Steve sighs, “Ok Dad, but I wish you’d have talked to him before we went fishing.”
Manny and Steve look at each other and chuckle. We all laugh, although it is a nervous giggle from me as we jump in the van and drive away.
Down the road is a general store where we can get something to eat. It’s the only store around for twenty miles. We arrive after a short ride over a pothole-riddled side road.
The general store is also the gas station, hardware, feed, grocery, and liquor store, as well as the U.S. post office. Most of us get egg sandwiches and milk or coffee at the counter.
Something is weird here. It’s only 11:00 AM and there are two boys drinking beer. I don’t know what the drinking age is here, but they are definitely not old enough. They look like they could be in middle school.
Neewa runs through the store looking around for something to eat. Animals, especially dogs, are treated differently out here. They are allowed to run through stores and people don’t mind, they even like it. Already she is being petted by the cook and welcomed into the kitchen. She disappears, no doubt they have both made new friends.
At the other end of the store is one of the local ranchers getting supplies. He is about five feet tall, cowboy boots, and frail looking. He’s wearing an old straw hat, beat up jeans, and a snap button plaid shirt. Sticking out of his shirt pocket is a bag of chewing tobacco. Smiling, he reveals a total of three teeth in his entire mouth. I look at his face, old, wrinkled, and unshaven for weeks. He guzzles down the rest of his beer and tosses the crushed can into the trash.
I don’t like the way he’s looking at me. Two other girls in the store don’t like him either, I can tell. Instead of walking past him, they circle around him, staying far away.
He wheezes, “George Spahn’s my name and my ranch is the Spahn Ranch.” He grins wickedly at us with an evil beam in his eye. “Come on out to my ranch, we’re having a big party tonight, it’s out that a way. I have lots of friends out there staying with me and they like to party.”
Dad nods, “Thanks but we are leaving for home in a few minutes.”
I tell Dad, “That guy gives me the creeps.”
Dad agrees whispering, “I don’t like him either and I wouldn’t trust him, he’s evil. That’s the kind of party people never come back from.”
Neewa walks slowly between him and me and growls.
“Good doggy, ha-ha.” He turns and walks to the warehouse supply counter to finish buying his provisions.
After saying our farewells on the front steps of the general store, we get in the van and drive away waving and yelling, “see ya, see ya, see you guys.”
The dirt road and surrounding desert seem kinder, more peaceful. Dad isn’t as nervous as he was on the way here. Although, I’m sure he’s concerned about the dirt road and the possibility of it being obliterated by a single dust storm.
We drive for a few hours as the sun starts to set and the desert sky begins to change colors. Sunset in the desert is the most beautiful time of the day. A wide array of cloud formations and spectacular hues highlight the horizon. The pinks and yellows change with each passing minute, trying to out do the shades of blue and purple. No two sunsets are ever the same in the desert and the next one is always better than the one before.
“How much longer till we reach the paved road?” I ask.
Dad replies, “Any minute now. We should be on the pavement before it gets dark.”
Jackie, Neewa, and I are falling asleep. Neewa puts her head on my leg. Her cold, wet nose shines against my pant. She is tired from all the exploring today, resting so close to me, I can feel her heart beating.
A thud jars me awake. I look ahead where the headlights shine. We’ve reached the pavement. The tires begin to hum as they glide over the silky blacktop signaling our arrival back in civilization. Everyone lets out a collective sigh of relief.
“I’m going back to sleep, wake me when we get home,” I mumble.
Dad drives into the night for hours as we sleep. Then without warning we hit a bump, we’ve turned into our backyard.
“I call shower first,” I yell.
Frustrated, Jackie bellows, “Christina you always call shower first, you can’t do that.”
“Yes I can, and I did,” I declare.
We’re home, boy am I glad to be home. I never thought I’d say that about this old place. I’m exhausted and that shower sounds better and better. It’s going to feel so good. Then I’m going to sleep. Well maybe not right to sleep, I might read for a little while, I want to finish my book.
“Good night, Dad, love you.”
“Good night, Christina, Jackie, love you.”
“Love you, Dad,” Jackie says.
“Good night, Neewa.”
school Neewa and I walk to Heather’s house on the other side of town. Heather
is the tribal Medicine Woman and very powerful, maybe the most powerful person
in all the reserve. She called yesterday to say she is expecting us at four
Dad and Jackie are waiting in front of Heather’s house as Neewa and I turn the corner onto the dirt path that leads there.
“Neewa, Neewa,” Dad shouts as he sees us walking.
runs like the wind to Dad and gives him a welcome lick on the hand. As he pets
her she wags her tail, thumping his shin, “Thump, thump, thump,” and
circling him in delight. After which she jumps up and puts her paws on his
shoulders, stretching her body out. Pushing him backwards, she jumps down on all
fours and puts her cold, wet nose in his hand, and steers him to Heather’s
Watching the whole thing I say, “Dad, she’s leading you towards the house. What does she know about Heather’s house? She has never been here before?”
“Nothing that I know of,” Dad shrugs.
Heather’s place is the oldest home in the colony. It is one level and made of railroad ties with cement plastered in between the rows to hold it together and keep the cold out. The flat roof is tarpaper, with extra tar spread on top of that. It looks very humble with dilapidated front steps, only three small windows, and a front door with deep gorges and peeling paint.
Her compact yard is overgrown with plants and vegetation and has footpaths worn down over many years leading to every section. The outhouse is in the back, just a quick walk from the door. Beyond that is desert, sagebrush, and sand as far as the eye can see.
Diane, who is Heather’s daughter, told me at school that their burial ground is underneath her house and that spirits visit them all the time. I don’t know if I should believe her or not? She is a nice girl, but that seems a little too far-fetched. A burial ground under your house? Why would anyone put it there?
I did believe her when she told me she was apprenticing to be the next Medicine Woman. After all her Mom is the Medicine Woman.
Diane told me herbs and plants grown throughout the front and back yards. She says the plants are used for healing ceremonies to treat illness and rituals to keep away evil. Each plant has a particular purpose such as the treatment of headaches, stomach problems, or arthritis, while other plants are used for incense or sweat baths.
Stepping up to Heather’s door, Neewa is at my side as we follow close behind Dad. As he raises his arm to knock on the door, it opens, and she appears smiling.
“Come in, come in, I’ve been waiting for you,” she grins.
Before I walk in I order, “Neewa stay here, wait for me.”
Quickly Heather asks, “Can Neewa come in? I would like that. We don’t have a dog or a cat and Neewa can go wherever she wants.”
“Sure,” I reply to Heather.
I walk into the dimly lighted home, barely able to see. It feels damp, but that is due to the dirt floor covered with wooden planks that creak and squeak as we walk.
Heather ushers us over to the kitchen table with a single light bulb hanging just above. Near by is a big sink with a hand pump for water. We pass a wood stove that seems to be in the middle of the main room with the stovepipe above it. The wood stove provides badly needed heat and light.
As my eyes adjust, more of her home comes into focus. Oversized woven rugs separate the one-room home into three sections. Her two daughters each have one area and Heather has the rest.
It looks like a museum inside. In the front room there is a frightful mask all painted in red and black. It looks creepy. Nearby is a beautiful headdress made of lots of eagle feathers, with a colorful yellow and red beaded headband. On one wall is a robe with intricate hand-sown bead designs of animals and hieroglyphic symbols. I can make out the symbol for the sun, and the other symbols might be water and fire.
The darkened ceiling is open and made of thick timbers with planks resting on them. Two more electric wires hang down with light bulbs on the ends that seem to sway ever so slightly.
Neewa runs around the house following her nose into the corners and along the walls, then positions herself at Heather’s side. As Heather moves around the house, Neewa follows her like a shadow. If Heather sits down, Neewa rests nearby on a rug and seems to be looking all about the house, particularly Linda’s room. Linda is Heather’s oldest daughter who is away at college.
Heather speaks, “On the table are packages of herbs for each of you. They are from my garden, take them now and put them in your pocket.”
“Thank you,” Jackie and I say in unison.
“The herbs will protect you from evil,” Heather adds.
I look at Dad and Jackie and they look back at me, and then at each other. None of us know what to say to that.
Heather is quite old, maybe eighty or eighty-five. She is about five feet tall, stout, and steady on her feet. She has a round face with light brown wrinkled skin. Her long silver hair is held tight in a bun by a handmade beaded bun cover. She is wearing a gray wraparound housecoat covered by a long woolen beige sweater. On top of that, she wears a handmade bandolier bag of the finest quality.
have no idea what her last name is, so for now I will call her Heather. What do
you call a Medicine Woman anyway? “Hey Doc?” No, of course not.
“Heather,” at last I say, “where is Diane?”
“Go into her room, Christina, she is doing her homework. Perhaps you can check it for her?”
“Okay,” I say as Jackie and I walk toward the single light in her room. Pushing aside the vertical rug that separates her room from the rest of the house, we enter.
Heather starts talking to Dad about the history of her people. My guess is they will talk about some of the events that have happened here over the years.
“Presently,” I hear her say in the background, “everyone on the reserve has a new house except me. My new house is coming, they say it will be here soon, but other families need one more than me. They have young children, so I let them get their homes first, before me. I only have Diane now. My oldest daughter, Linda, is always away at school and Chester has his own home for a long time.”
Jackie, Diane, and I emerge from her room.
“Let me show you my garden,” Heather motions with her hand.
All of us step out the back door of the house as the wind begins to blow sand around. As we walk around, the gusts begin to get stronger and stronger. The wind is whipping around as we make our way to the back steps.
It reminds me of the storms we had down the shore. The winds were hurling the sand sideways and the ocean waves crashed against the breakers.
howling,” I remark.
“Whew, Whew, Whew,” the wind whistles.
Heather and Dad join us outside to see what is going on? The force of the wind continues to grow. It sounds like a train rolling down the tracks.
As I stand at the back of the house, a distant cloud of dust and sand is coming straight at me from the desert. A wall as tall and wide as the eye can see. Sand and tumbleweeds zip by us at lightning speed. Suddenly, fierce blowing currents of air and sand hit me square in the face pushing me back. I cover my face and turn away. I‘m almost knocked to the ground. The giant dust cloud is so thick I can hardly see. The storm is raging now, sending sand flying sideways as the wind screeches in an unnatural way.
Neewa lies down and gets into a tight ball with her tail covering her face. She seems to know exactly what to do. It’s as if she’s already been in a storm like this before.
Diane, Jackie, and I kneel down next to Neewa. I cover us with my jacket and we huddle close to the house for protection.
Sand bounces off of my jacket making pinging sounds, and strikes everything around us. My exposed skin is getting a peppering, actually stinging me.
I peek out from under my jacket, looking in the direction of Heather and Dad. They are covered by one of Heather’s handwoven ceremonial blankets.
The wind-driven earth engulfs them as Heather steps out from under cover of the blanket. She puts her arms straight out as if to embrace the squall. Eyes closed, she looks up into the sky and smiles.
What is Heather doing? Why is she looking into the sand storm? If I didn’t know better, I’d think she is communicating with some power beyond the ordinary, a spiritual, supernatural force.
I look away and take cover under my jacket with Diane and Jackie while Neewa remains at our feet. Neewa is still curled up in a ball as sand continues to pile up on her back and around her head, everywhere. I have never experienced this before. We don’t have storms like this back home.
Thankfully the howling winds are beginning to subside. The blowing sand is settling as the eerie screeching sounds dissipate. As quickly as it came, the storm exits in silence continuing on its path across the desert.
I take my jacket off of our heads as sand falls to the ground in sheets like the syrup on the side of a stack of pancakes. I look at Neewa, now covered in a layer of sand from head to tail. She gets up and shakes it off. The sand cascades to the ground around her like a waterfall.
As the storm departs, the bright sunlight returns from west to east. The back of the sandstorm continues east leaving us behind. I look out over the desert, nothing but western blue sky dressing the heavens. Silhouettes of distant mountains frame the desert, while wispy white clouds loiter above.
Newly created waves of rippling sand cover the desert like furrowed water above the shallow sand at the ocean’s edge. The sand dunes sparkle like diamonds reflecting tiny rays of light. I stare into its depths, as if gazing into the bottom of the deep blue sea.
We walk out onto the desert, its surface more like fresh fallen snow. The sun begins to set into an orange and yellow blanket on the horizon. Before getting very far, we are ankle deep in fine granules deposited by the storm. My sneakers fill and become weights on my feet. The rolling dunes summon me forward. I’m being pulled out into the desert, not forcefully, but compelled to continue nonetheless.
“Come on, Neewa, let’s go,” I command.
I spot something as we gallop over the sand. It is out of place, an object lying on top of the undisturbed desert skin. It’s about the size of my fist, rounded, perhaps three inches wide. A cylinder-shaped piece of whatever it is? Lying next to a half-buried stick. I reach down and pick them both up, concealing the one, and waving the stick around like a wand.
I throw the stick for Neewa, who runs down the dune laboring in its depths, kicking sand into the air.
Sneaking a peek at the heavy hidden object, I see parallel markings on the light beige rock. Its texture is like the bark of a tree. And it looks a lot like a section of a small log, cut straight on either end. The shape of a jellyroll, about five inches long. The sunlight reflects off the shiny dark core resembling black quartz.
I know what this is; I’ve seen it before. It’s petrified wood!
It must have been lying just under the sand, exposed by the powerful dust storm winds. I’m not supposed to remove it, and it’s against the law to keep it, especially if it was on an Indian Reserve.
But I won’t consider that for one moment. I stick it back in my jacket pocket, like a hungry crook would steal a package of bologna at a grocery store.
Neewa returns and we have a tug-of-war with the stick she has returned. She eventually gives in, wanting to play fetch more than tug-of-war. I throw the stick further this time and she runs to fetch it.
is grinning as she points her finger out into the desert, “Look, I see the
devil out there.”
Anxiously, I turn and look. The soft and soothing blue skies surround the silhouette of a gray funnel-shaped cloud. It’s fifty feet high and twenty feet wide, twisting and moving across the horizon.
Fearful, “What is it?”
“It’s a spirit being. You call them dust devils, but Indians know better.”
Turning to Heather I say, “It looks like a mini-tornado.
“I’ve never seen a dust devil. We don’t have them back East.”
Heather speaks, as she looks deep into my eyes, “Spirit beings are the supernatural energy of the dead. There are good ones and bad ones just like people.”
I feel her stare go through me and exit the back of my head.
“Heather, how does the dust devil become a spirit being?”
Heather replies, “Legend has it that the dust devil passes over the dead body of an Indian. Then it lifts its spirit from the Earth into it. The spirit inhabits the dust devil. Now the spirit being can travel the Earth and look for a living creature’s body to possess. After having done so, it shifts its shape from the supernatural to the natural and is reborn, reincarnated. In its new body it must complete the mission. Which is to return home to its place in the sacred burial ground of our people. That is its goal, to be with its own kind in the Spirit World.”
Heather continues, “We call our sacred burial ground the Spirit World. It’s a place hidden from everyone but us. And where Indian spirit beings can be ‘At Rest.’ That is where all the spirits go when their human bodies die.
“Ghosts can materialize, move objects, and scare people. But they cannot take a body or soul, or return from the supernatural world to the natural world like spirit beings.”
Whistling sounds come from the dust devil. Its shriek gets louder and louder as it moves closer to us. The shrill sound is like an old factory lunch whistle piercing the air at noon.
The dust devil advances across the desert, kicking up clouds of dust, brush, and lots of sand.
“The dust devil is coming,” I screech.
The Medicine Woman shouts a warning, “It is an Evil Devil Spirit, a shape-shifting demon. It will destroy your body and your soul if it takes you.”
Jackie and I look at each other in disbelief.
Heather continues, “Evil spirit beings are devils spirits wanting to reincarnate in the mortal body of a human or animal. They are not my people trying to return home to us to be at rest in our sacred burial grounds. Evil spirit beings are the bad ones who destroy the soul they possess and cause the body to die.”
I almost fall over the steps and onto my head. My body stiffens as an array of goose bumps rise on my skin like chicken pox. The fuzzy hairs on the back of my neck stand up like soldiers at attention.
Jackie and Dad look at me, speechless.
speaks, “This evil devil spirit is moving like a tornado, a violently rotating
column of air with the power of the wind, earth, and moon.” Heather is
determined, “That one is a strong one and it must be stopped. I will vanquish
this evil devil spirit back to the supernatural, back to its eternal pain. My
battle with evil will be to the death.”
Heather reaches into her bandolier bag and throws a handful of yellow powder into the air. It blows right past us giving us a light coating.
She explains, “The powder will protect us from this devil, but we must seek sacred ground.”
Everything is happening so fast. Now I’m in shock and I don’t know what to say. Jackie hugs Dad and Dad embraces us as we stand shoulder to shoulder.
“Look!” The Medicine Woman exclaims. “That evil devil spirit is seeking a body and soul to possess, don’t let it be yours.”
I’m gasping for air, “It sounds like a screaming banshee and it’s headed right for us.”
“Hurry up, come into my home, it is sacred ground and the evil one cannot take you here. Quickly, quickly,” Heather implores.
We duck inside her house and go by the light of the wood stove. Heather throws blue powder into the fire. It contacts the flames and blue smoke rises up the flue. The stovepipe glows for a moment as the smoke ascends up the chimney.
She yells, “Go demon, leave us evil devil spirit.”
Huddling together around the wood stove. Only our faces illuminated, the rest of our bodies surrounded by darkness.
Heather looks at each of us. “Families of those who have been taken by an evil devil spirit will not even notice a change. They will not see any physical difference in their loved one. No one will guess his or her body and soul have been taken.
“Evil devil spirits are amongst us, you know who they are. You have met them, someone who has become evil, a problem to the rest of us.
“Everyone who knows one will say, ’It’s not like him, he was so nice, but now he is different.’
“A friend of one who has been taken might confide, ‘I don’t know what has happened to her, she’s gone bad. I don’t know her anymore.’”
No one moves or speaks for what seems like minutes, but is only seconds.
Heather speaks, “It is safe now, the evil one is gone.”
Silence hangs over us for a few more seconds, none of us know what to do or say.
Finally Dad says, “Okay it’s getting late guys, let’s go home. Thank you Heather, for everything. Good to see you, Diane. Ready Christina? Jackie? Neewa?”
“Yeah, Dad, ready,” I reply.
Neewa wags her tail and runs to my side.
“Me too, Dad, I’m ready,” Jackie adds as we file out.
Safely in our car now, questions flood my head faster than terabytes on high-speed broadband. Did that really happen? What was Heather really fighting? What is an evil devil spirit?
But not one of us actually has anything to say. We just stare at the road and drive the half-mile to our home.
I ask, “Dad are you thinking what I’m thinking? Heather said that her house is sacred ground. And Diane told me at school that their burial ground is underneath her house and that spirits visit her.”
“Yes, Christina, what about it?” Dad doubts my testimony.
“We’ve found the Indian burial grounds, that’s what! Now all we have to do is figure out how to get our equipment into that house without being discovered.”
Dad cautions, “I don’t want to disrespect Heather, not to mention the entire Indian Nation. Trespassing is against the law, and Whites going on an Indian Reserve is dangerous. You remember what happened to those diaboos (non-Indians) who went fishing out at Duck Valley? They were found hanging from a tree, gutted, and their dogs too.”
“Dad, I have to film that sacred burial ground and capture a spirit. There has to be a way to get our equipment in there without getting caught? But how can we? I can’t think of a way without being seen.”
“Who says that evil devil spirit is still there?” Jackie questions. “And besides I’m not going back there, that place scared the heck out of me.”
“But seriously, Dad, there’s something going on here. What about those Orbs at Doctor Cuthberson’s ranch? And how about all his artifacts? And remember Chester put that charm on Neewa and said it will protect her from evil? Chester had a strange look in his eyes when he said that. I stared back at him. Then he said laughing, ’The evil dogcatcher, that’s who.’
“He wanted to tell me something, but he couldn’t. Something about Neewa, but it’s the Indian way, he can’t possibly tell.
“And what about Heather giving us each a bag of herbs to protect us from evil? And now this dust devil possessed by an evil devil spirit chasing us. She vanquished it with colored powders thrown in the air and into a wood stove. A Medicine Woman! Something is going on and I’m going to get to the bottom of it.
“And did you forget what that little girl at the Tribal History meeting said? She asked, ’Do you know Neewa has a spirit?’ And what about when Neewa flew up on the kitchen counter to eat the pumpkin pies? Neewa can fly.”
Dad replies, “You have a vivid imagination Christina, we have no real proof Neewa flew onto the counter to get those pumpkin pies.”
I pause for a moment to catch my breath and gather my thoughts.
Giggling nervously, “I have an idea, we can put a backpack full of equipment on Neewa and mount a camera on her. I’ll send her into Heather’s sacred burial grounds to hunt those spirits. Neewa can film and take readings with the meters in the backpack. I can show the film on my own TV show. I’ll call it ‘Doggie Ghost Cam.’”
Laughing, “Wait, wait, I got a better name for my TV show. I’ll call it, ‘Flying Doggie Ghost Cam.’ Neewa can fly in and out of haunted houses, sacred burial grounds, boot hills, and such.”
“Ha ha, good Christina, that’s one of your better jokes,” Jackie smirks.
We arrive home from Heather’s. My head is full of devil spirits, charms, stories of evil, doggie ghost cam shows, and terror, all thrown together.
On my way to bed, “Neewa, you are sleeping next to me tonight.”
I jump onto my bed and pat the comforter a couple of times, “Come on girl, jump, jump up.”
Dad will have to spend some money on heat. It’s really getting cold at night. But Neewa will keep me warm. She stretches out her long body and legs next to me as she lies on her side, keeping me warm.
“Good night, Dad, love you.”
“Good night, Christina, Jackie, love you.”
“Love you, Dad, Christina,” Jackie says.
“Good night, Neewa.”
night Jackie was asked to babysit and slept over our neighbor’s house, the
Burns. She went to school from their house this morning. And after school she
had dinner with them and waited for Dad and I to get back from our long day of
After cowboying all day, I come running in the door trying to contain myself. It’s around nine at night and I try to act casual, but I am bursting with excitement from my unusual day.
Trying to contain myself I say to Jackie, “How did baby sitting go last night? Did Hank and Jane get home late?”
“It went good. No, not too late. Brice and I designed clothes. Then we had a fashion show and put on matching tops with boas and stuff. It was a lot of fun.
“I got to sleep in Brice’s room. She has two twin beds, really awesome. It was more like a sleepover But I made some really big bucks babysitting, twenty dollars,” Jackie says with a sassy tone.
“Very cool, that’s a lot of money. You want to hear my amazing cowboying story?” I screech.
Jackie knew we had gone cowboying. It was all prearranged, her staying with the Burns’s overnight. They live right across the street. Jackie did not want to go cowboying. She thinks it is barbaric to eat meat. She’s a vegan.
We had left really early in the morning and we knew we wouldn’t be getting home till late. Besides, Jackie couldn’t go cause she had talent show practice after school and she didn’t want to miss that.
This whole adventure began a few weeks ago when Chester called and asked us all to go cowboying with him on his cousin’s ranch.
Dad asked, “What is cowboying?”
Chester explained, “Cowboying is when you round up cattle and drive them to wherever you want them to go.”
Dad repeated to us, “Christina, Jackie, you guys want to go cowboying on horses on a ranch?”
I took the phone right out of Dad’s hand and shouted, “Can Neewa come?”
“Yes Neewa can come, if she can ride a horse?” Chester laughed.
“When? When?” I asked him.
Chester replied, “It depends on the weather. I’ll call you the night before. We won’t go in the rain or bad weather.”
Chester finally called yesterday afternoon, “Do you still want to go cowboying?”
“Yeah,” I told him.
Chester said, “Okay, pick me up at four in the morning.”
I cried out, “Four in the morning! Wow, okay we’ll see you at four.”
I shouted to Dad, “We are going cowboying tomorrow, the weather is supposed to be good.”
Dad replied, “Yeah, tomorrow is good. I’ll call the Burns’s and ask if Jackie can stay over their house tonight.”
“Jackie, you okay with this?” Dad asked, not completely convinced Jackie did not want to go cowboying.
“Yeah, Dad, I’m not going cowboying, it’s barbaric,” she said again.
“So anyway, Jackie, listen. We picked up Chester at four, and we all arrived at the ranch before the sun came up. We met Chester’s cousin, Dave at his house and he drove us in his pickup truck to the barn. Dave was surprised when Neewa jumped up into in the back of his pickup.
“’Cute dog you got there, can she stare down a steer?’ Dave looked at her smiling.
“I answered proudly, ’Neewa can do anything, just tell her once and she is good to go.’
“Neewa was an instant hit with everyone.
“’She loves to be petted and play fetch,’ I told him as we drove down the dirt road. ’She can do anything. It’s as if she is human.’
“Right from the start Dad and Dave had an issue.”
Jackie sighs, “Oh boy it figures. Dad, what did you do?”
He doesn’t answer, just continues tinkering around the kitchen.
I continue my story, “We’re getting in the truck. Dad just walked away from our van and Dave asks, ‘Why did you lock your van?’
“’Oh, did I?’ Dad answered surprised.
“’I didn’t even realize I did? Where we come from you have to lock your car. I guess it’s a habit,’ Dad shrugged.
“Dad and I could tell Dave was insulted. He thought we didn’t trust him and that we were afraid someone from his ranch would take something from our van.
“Dad confided in me, ’I know there is nothing I can do to take back what I did. I feel terrible that Dave thinks I don’t trust him. Guess we started off on the wrong foot.’
“Dad tried to explain to Dave again by saying, ’Dave we just moved out of the city. I picked up the habit of locking the van. You have to lock it or someone will take it.’
“Dave shrugged his shoulders, ’Oh, is that right?’
“Dad sipped on his bottle of water as we arrived at the barn. Two of Dave’s ranch hands have already saddled the horses and getting everything ready. They nodded to us.
“We each had to check our own bridle, cinch, and reins ourselves to be sure they were tight, so we didn’t fall off the horses, Dave insisted.
“He told us, ’My herd of cattle roams government land all year long. They eat whatever they can find, mostly sagebrush, but some grasses and new plant shoots if it rains. But it’s not enough, so we bring them hay to add to their diet. Mostly, the cattle live off whatever they can find. If it were not for the stream running through our land, there would be nothing for them to eat, just more desert.’
“’We have about a dozen fields of grass and hay that belong to the reserve. Those crops are sold for cash and the money goes to the old ones who can’t work.’
“I got the gentlest horse Dave had, her name is Stork. Dad got a horse that likes to throw you off onto the ground. Its name is Mac.
“Dave said laughing under his breath, ’Be ready to land on your feet when that one throws you off.’
“Dad replied, ’Yeah? Ok? I’ll be ready, I hope.’
“Next we rode out onto the desert. It was so quiet and the sun was just coming up. You should have seen it when the early morning light hit the mountains. They turned a brilliant ruby red color.
“Chester gave us our coyboying instructions as we rode. ’I will tell you guys where to stand. We will drive the cattle toward you. You guys will be like bumpers in bumper pool, guiding the cattle. Don’t get off your horses or you will get trampled for sure.’
“He asks, ’Did you ever play bumper pool?’
“’Yes,’ we both say.
“’I play all the time,’ he says, ’at my friend’s house.’
“Chester continues, ’the cattle will turn away from you when they see you. Make sure they turn the right way. Just raise up your arm opposite the direction you want them to go. Don’t worry, they spook easy.’”
I looked at Jackie who is hanging on my every word, “That was the extent of my cowboying instructions.”
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